imo, just keep running GLM because it is now stripping you of all things that you thought you wanted to do but in reality they are just what society expected of you. Hope that makes sense. I’m having a similar crisis right now but my natural desires are already emerging and strengthening and I’m starting to get ideas of what exactly I (the real “I”) want my life to look like
With time, your real purpose will emerge. GLM is packed with “authenticity” scripting and life feeling purposeless/meaningless is just a sign that you are breaking free from societal conditioning

and DR:Regeneration should help me overcome the stress and start fresh in the new year.