(( washout ))
Yesterday I had very deep reflections just by connecting the sales pages of AoH, I told a little in the official thread.
Today, in meditation and in contact with my inner essence, I asked for guidance for the next cycle and the priorities will be:
I’m going to add PR as an extra now and then, because the experiences of connection and romance that I am manifesting with it are being very good for my self-esteem at the moment.
(( new cycle!!! loop day - AoH ))
I listened to AoH and went straight to an art exhibition with a friend.
It was about the relationship between the unconscious and the treatment of people considered psychiatrically ill, but for all these other thinkers, art had a fundamental role in the process of rehabilitation of the being.
Very guided by the process of individuation that Jung says.
There was an exhibition of Brazilian medical and psychiatric work, as well as various drawings and artworks by their patients.
It was really great.
I had deep reflections on my life and also on the work of people who have really incarnated to make a contribution to the world.
(( rest day ))
This sub is really special.
Like the dream I saw future of a person I got involved with.
Also a dream that I was going to die. It felt like a dream from a past life.
I was sure I was going to die because of something I did. Other people knew too.
In the dream, there was nothing I could do about it. I found myself saying goodbye to life and everything I knew at that moment. I woke up with the feeling of wanting to cry. After I woke up, I realized how afraid I am of dying.
The I went to read a book that is a bibliography in the therapy training I’m doing.
I wanted to read the bibliography for days and today I read the book naturally and spontaneously.
My biggest certainty is that AoH will help me a lot at this moment in my life.
Yes, I didn’t mention it, but in the dream a dancer I admire a lot came to me and said that
All this happened because of the plan I created and executed.
She was very angry and said that I have the ability to do big things and plan exactly what I want, for good and for evil.
In this lifetime I used it for evil.
Maybe that’s why I don’t like to plan things in this life and usually just go with the flow.
I’m having so many insights with this sub orientation.
I’m also very connected to my inner child. But in a more loving way, it has been years that I have not looked for her with these eyes.
(( RICH + rich crypto ))
I woke up and went to check all the signs of a group I participate in to check the assertiveness.
I also made some operations on the demo account.
I also studied some materials. I’m analyzing some mentors on YouTube and Instagram to choose one.
The sub is showing me the way of BO.
I think my subconscious knows that maybe it’s a better way for me in the world of trading, I am going with the flow and getting in touch with a lot of people who make a living from it.
Anyway, I spent the day with a very good feeling and also insights about life that make me feel better about being here, being myself.
I spent New Year’s Eve with a friend and her family, in a very nice house, with wonderful food. I met special people.
I’m feeling in love with life, in a way. I didn’t expect to feel this way after everything that happened in 2024.
But that’s it, I love being in love with life.
Maybe that’s my way of enjoying it and making sense of it.
I also imagine what a beautiful combination AoH + PR is.
(( rest day ))
My mind is a little confused.
Today has not been a very productive day.
I’m having a lot of difficulty choosing someone to be my “mentor” on trading and focus my studies.
I have 3 options, one of them has a very distinct operational.
Sometimes I watch some videos about trading and understand everything.
Sometimes I feel like they are speaking a hole other language.
(( AoH + Rcrypto ))
Between insights, observations, internal resistance, operations on the demo account, today was a day of many studies of the OB market.
I’m going to prioritize Rcrypto so that my human and sentimental mistakes do not hinder me so much in this process, so I’m going to expose myself to it along with the other two on listening days:
I still feel like I fluctuate a lot between wanting and not wanting, believing and not believing, but the song that woke up in my head today was this.
"Gimme that gold
Straight into my hard drive
Gimme that gold
Straight into my hard drive, baby"
'Oh, mama, did you tell Sue I’m a millionaire now, baby?
Trading that crypto"
"Don’t be afraid to make, to make money, boy
Don’t be afraid to make, to make money, boy"
(( rest day ))
Nice day, a lot of studies.
I bought and indicator to help in my trading. Today I made 5 x 1 on demo account.
I finished the day with the sensation of “Niice, I did a good job today.”
(( rest day ))
definitely a RECON day.
no joke.
edit:
i didn’t come here but yesterday i exposed myself to rich, AoH and a microdose of rcryp.
(( rest day ))
The AoH recon really hit really hard these two days. I can’t even describe what happened yesterday, a lot of crying, anger, resentment coming from the inside out.
AoH went to CORE about issues I have that prevent my life from moving forward and with happiness, mainly how I am seen by myself and family for being an LGBT person.
I don’t even know how to translate the complete experience itself, thank goodness I was alone at home.
I’m calling this as “the day out of time”.
I had a tremendous expansion of consciousness at the same time that I accessed a very deep sadness and non-sense of living.
(( rest day ))
I took 3 days off subs after the huge recon with AoH.
Today was a great day, after all.
I felt a tremendous well-being, the desire to go out dancing and an internal sense of happiness, where I feel that my inner guide is here and knows that feeling good on a daily basis doesn’t depend on nothing or anyone.
I even wanted to dance with my father in the kitchen. Although I didn’t do it, I clearly saw us having fun in my mind at that moment.
It’s not easy to admit that the financial market doesn’t make me as excited as I’d like it to. I don’t know, I just want simple and quick solutions.
Funny that I see the financial market as something “quick and easy”. IDK if this match the reality itself.
Today I had a vision of a business that I will have in the future, but I felt very scared to think about managing everything. I felt like it was a slightly more distant vision of the future.
It’s a business full of magic (literally), like a priestess business.
(( AoH + RICH ))
Very good day.
Again, this more determined anger energy helped me get important things done in the early morning and afternoon.
In the evening I met some friends from the Core Energetics training and we had a really good time together.
I received several compliments about being beautiful, bright, with light energy… I felt comfortable sharing and interacting with people, it came from a very natural place.
I’m in love with AoH, it makes me feel like I’m in love with life and it makes me want to stay this way forever.
(( rest day ))
I spent 5 days without exposure to rich crypto and today my tradings on the demo account were bad.
The market simply did the opposite.
I kept thinking about it and about the fact that the effect just sums up without exposure.
There are some subs that I don’t want to keep in the long term… and I’m thinking, can I build my source of income on something on that I don’t want to be exposed?
Of course I know that I’m a beginner and that this strategy I’m learning is totally new, but under rich crypto, I don’t even need to “understand” it to get results. But that’s it, I don’t want to use it so long.
The good thing is that AoH helps me to create a love for myself that helps me to let go of what is not really for me. Let’s see what happens with the financial market.
After AoH I felt an opening to expose myself to other wealth related subs.
Otherwise, it was a good day. 
Nice day at home with my dad and Val, the cleaning lady. She welcomed me so well.
People are welcoming me so well. It’s been great.
(( AoH + RICH ))
I’m going deep in some process.
More inward-facing.
Seriously thinking about what would be a good replacement for Rcrypto.
I have SB, NR or Genesis in my mind.
(( rest day ))
Since I started AoH, I feel that the “letting go” aspect is being worked on a lot in me.
What I find most incredible about this sub is the way it is resolving and really dissolving some traumas.
I am aware of several things that it has brought to the surface to be healed, but the most incredible thing is the fast responses that my subconscious is giving. I don’t even know exactly how it’s happening, but suddenly I’m alchemizing all things within myself.
They just change, or I change the way I look. When I see, the emotional charge is reduced/diluted.
This is proving to be the real healing for me.
It’s a list of things, from small to big, from all areas of my life that are being healed.
Real deal.
While all this is happening, externally I’m flowing and enjoying life like Hakuna Matata.
(( rest day ))
What a beautiful combination: AoH + Genesis.
I’m enjoying the positive effects of it and the pleasure of falling in love with life.
My main focus will be AoH + RICH + Genesis until EoG launching.
I’ve changed so much since I started this journal. I’ll start a new one that reflects this new energy.
Venus energy, passion for life and everything else that comes from it.