Starting a new journal from a new place (internally).
Also I changed my stack.
Previous one here: Moving Forward With Power (Genesis + G:M)
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I would really like a title with NWE that its only about money (and its not G:M). I recently bought NR, but I think about the refund. I feel that my head is struggling to assimilate the whole script and Iām asking myself if the script resonates with my lifeās mission too.
In the last few days, I had a very profound spiritual experience last week in the body therapy training group Iām part of.
I was able to feel love and be more connected to my truth. Very deep and real, as if born again. I went through all of this without using subs during the washout.
I was well connected to this feeling until I heard a 30s loop of NR.
Since then Iāve had headaches for about 3 days. I think my subtle body is more sensitive.
Itās easier to observe the internal struggle of a larger part of my consciousness with what the sub is trying to bring me.
I feel that if we donāt listen to a sub that is very aligned with our goals, we end up wasting a lot of vital energy on internal struggles.
Itās been a period of real re-evaluation of objectives and which titles I interact with.
I donāt want to listen something thatās going to get me out of my way.
Iāve realized that the feeling of love alone might be able to move things that I couldnāt move before.
But I need space to focus on that internally.
If I keep NR, its because of the money healing script that Saint said is the most complete available right now.
I had a similar experienced with R.I.C.H. I cannot have a good night sleep but I give it some time and I waited. I had always this cheap decision when it comes to āthingsā - after few weeks listening to the title I can be comfortable with extravagant sortie without breaking the bank. Recon is not bad after all.
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I understand. Iāll still give NR some chances, expose myself less and observe.
Iām testing the premise I saw from some users a while ago: less is more.
I decided to cut out everything I was listening to and reduce to NR.
Iām also giving myself more rest days, letās see how it goes.
When I have a more established income, I will go back to genesis. I canāt get enough of saying how much I love it.
A funny manifestation of money happened these days anyway.
Half of my credit card bill this month is showing as paid, and it wasnāt me.
Out of nowhere. I just accepted it.
Another funny thing, listening to NR activated the PR script in me, even without exposure to PR. Iāve only had 3 exposures to PR along with NR and I felt the script kicking in again.
I had a funny date this weekend and I wasnāt even expecting it.
why not genesis mogul?
I used it for about 6 cycles of 21 days and I didnāt feel anything significant. Neither in ways of thinking nor in actions.
I had positive results in actions much faster with genesis and PR, for example.
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What is PR?
Primal Romance
Today I had a Tarot reading about some aspects of my life. Basically, it confirmed a lot of things I knew and also gave some advice.
One thing really caught my attention. She said that a professional opportunity is approaching me with the help of a person. but I need to be aware because my MENTAL is capable of cutting off this situation (which could be very good).
I felt reflective when she talked about this, thinking about all the forces that govern a human being. Isnāt it crazy that even if I make movements with subs and other approaches, I still have to be aware of the strength of my resistance so as not to take away what could be good in my life.
This earth is not for the weak.
She said that I still need to mature in some ways. and that I will see some losses in trading before it really starts to work. that it might be wise to wait.
She said that if I get a job and trade on the side, it has a better chance of working.
Anyway, she just brought an external reflection of things that are inside. She said that doubt troubles me a lot, the lack of clarity also, and I feel that way.
Iām having trouble getting my head around a goal.
Itās so crazy to think about this lack of clarity that I could have just listened to RICH crypto since I tried to start trading and I didnāt.
And even though I want to trade, I still donāt have the courage to listen to a subliminal that just focuses on that.
I preferred to buy the NR instead. At this moment I ask myself: where do these actions come from that do not necessarily match my desires? what controls me most deeply? What made me choose NR over RICH crypto after losing 4k with a trading automation?
The period of deep self-reflection continues here.
Iām in a study club for Pathwork lectures.
Today I had a significant experience and access to what it is like for me to fight for space.
I donāt know if it has anything to do with the last loop ( NR + PR: I wanted to feel the pleasure of being desired), but I I ended up cutting someone off while the person was sharing something and it affected the group.
It was a difficult situation, because two people expressed their discomfort with what happened, and I felt inappropriate. But in the end they thanked me for ārevealingā myself to them.
I shared how bad I feel in situations where I see one person taking up all the time in a group, and how this relates to life experiences where I had to fight for space as I grew, and how tiring that is for me.
I feel PR makes certain parts of me very clear, super clear. Itās hard to lie to myself. I didnāt expect PR would question myself about such deep feelings about myself. At the same time, I have to be open to what comes up because it might not be so āprettyā .
Iām having deep insights about myself and I think it has to do with PR. There are things that are really being revealed to me, about me, human nature, the relationship between shadow and light.
I feel like PR is much more than just relationships.
Anyway, Iām needing about 4 days of rest listening to NR. Iām also avoiding subs when Iām doing some energy work, and Iāve been doing a lot in the last few days.
Yesterday I had two insights in a meditative moment:
- I can only listen to one sub per exposure day (due to my functioning).
- NR can give me very good results in the long run if I give it time to grow.
But in some moments, I really run into a dilemma: I want many things that are covered by many different major titles, but itās very difficult for me to choose and focus. i have a lot of doubt and insecurity as to whether what I choose to focus on will really be whatās good for me.
Honestly, at the moment I want to listen to: Genesis, NR, PR. but 3 titles is too much for me and I donāt know if they would conflict within me due to my current beliefs about purpose, money, life.
I also want to research the results of people with RICH crypto.
One thing is for sure, I feel like Iām missing out if I leave Genesis off my playlist.
Decided:
I will complete a washout and start a new cycle with: Genesis and NR.
Iāll listen PR only in a few moments. Lets see how it goes.
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Iām very excited after an immersive weekend on a manifestation course!
Iām really excited to start the new cycle tomorrow and get back with my beautiful powerful loved one, genesis. 
Yesterday i saw a really great play! it took me off the rails in a good way, i saw a lot of great actors in it. Quality work, 3h5 of play. I was blown away by their professionalism. I felt really amazed by this professional world of art.
It gave me the gas to ask myself: what do I want to do from now on?
Thatās the real thing. the past doesnāt matter, what matters is the future.
My plans for the future still include moving to another city, and my goal with genesis is still about that.
Iām excited for it.
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((day 2 - rest ))
Iām very excited!
Tomorrow I have the final performance of the theater class I won the scholarship for after listening to Genesis a few times. I told this story in the previous topic.
Iām very excited because I will be one of the main characters. Furthermore, I feel immense joy and ecstasy from the stage.
Today was the last rehearsal and I was so happy that I couldnāt sleep or rest properly.
Yeah, forgot to mention, but with a microloop from genesis, I felt that vibe that really makes me solve things that need to be solved.
I also feel people more open to receive what I want and embark on some ideas.
(( day 3 - genesis ))
Aaaaa Iām so excited.
Today I was very excited about the final play. I spent the whole day a little bit anxious about this. but I prepared myself.
I put on some funk (Brazilian) and I went with everything.
Bro, it was really cool, the audience was all with me. I felt the moment I captivated them, how it grew, how pleasant it was to be in that place. unbelievable.
I want to be closer to the theater and become an increasingly amazing actress and player.
Player in Brazil is like ābrincanteā, it has a lot to do with enchanting. terreiro theater: an encounter between theater and spiritual mystery.
Anyway,
I was the Captain in this play and it was a great pleasure. It was a great dream that I planted months ago in the first Genesis loops that I heard.
It came true.
I feel good. Now itās on from here. New dreams, new plays, new theaters and so on. I want to increase my capacity on stages more and more.
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(( day 4 - rest day ))
Iāve been awake for almost 48 hours
Right after the play, a situation happened with my ex that took me off track.
Still understanding what to do from now on.