The script of romance of Genesis came out of it and a got a crazy night with some friend.
I guess now we are friends with benefits.
Crazy night. When I saw it, I was in bed with her.
(( rest day ))
I started reading this book: The School for Gods.
Now I got the Dreamer by my side.
It was an indication from many years ago. The book just sprouted on the surface of my mind and I started to read it. It brought me several reflections, following this vibration of deep questioning of life that Genesis brings.
I want to finish reading, among the various books I have to read.
This book is very much in sync with what I have been experiencing.
Yea, Genesis put me in a deep state of questioning life, and gave me the means to establish a dialogue with that through this book.
But I feel like I canāt get into that place too much. The focus is on money right now.
So Iām going to use it as an extra pill.
However, it opened up new actions and I signed up for a selection process at a dance college.
If everything goes well, Iāll start next year.
Re-beginning from a place of love, indeed.
(( NR + RCryp ))
Iām really liking NR at this moment of my life, the vibe it brings, the conversations flowing better, the aura of respect.
Totally keeping it.
I had good insights and feelings very clear about things to do professionally that will keep me aligned with my lifeās missions.
(( rest day ))
Day to meet friends to finish a cultural project we wrote this year.
I canāt wait to finish this project with them, but the pace is so slow with them.
I met a guy online who does free live trading every day and sends out several signals.
He has a cool mentality.
I think RCrypto is introducing me to ways and people that really make me feel that living off the market is possible.
I feel an energy of trust in him.
RCrypto also makes me want to drop out of bots strategies.
(( NR + RCryp + PR ))
Today I experienced a very big shift in consciousness with Luz Estelar.
I donāt know how to explain it, but I felt so much liberation from questions that were so deep for me, questions that mark existence itself.
I donāt even know how to describe it, I feel grateful.
(( rest day ))
Guys, I find it very funny to listen to PR because I always have very clear goals with it, but they sometimes backfire or turn out different than I thought.
I can never know. Sometimes I manifest what I want at the same day, sometimes weeks later with other person, sometimes happens things that I would never imagine, other times I go into deep analysis about my relationships and their motivations.
Yesterday I listened because I wanted to get laid with this friend, but we ended up in this ācute dateā and she was tired. Not what I expected.
But yeah, this morning I woke up feeling so good.
So many people are looking for me, Iām having fun interacting with my friends.
Today I managed to ask a girl out, that I have wanted for a long time, in such a natural way.
Iām floooowing .
(( rest day ))
The day my aura and power saved me from an assault.
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The day I met my first girlfriend (from 10 years ago) on a birthday and we had long, deep conversations.
We connected deeply. I didnāt expect it. I felt a lot of affection from her, a respectful affection from both of us.
I confess that I really wanted to kiss her. At some moments she came very close, I could tell that she wanted to too, but she is married to someone and told me about the relationship arrangements. It didnāt fit for the moment.
Anyway, we had a fun, a dignified, intimate night. I left with a good feeling.
(( NR + RICH + PR ))
Yes, my playlist is getting crazy as I keep trying new things to find the ideals subs for the moment.
Well, I decide to add RICH because, bro, I really think thereās nothing better to do to see the money coming in.
I have to admit that I was moved by the meeting with this ex. It was really good, it reminded me of a part of me that is dominant.
We dated when we were teenagers, and at that time I was one of the first people in high school to pass a government exam and get a job.
In other words, I had status and power at the time we dated.
Seeing her reminded me of that and made me want to be in that place again.
You guys had to see the atmosphere between us on Saturday, the feeling of desire in the airā¦ the dominanceā¦ she was very close to me and questioned what I wanted from herā¦
I want to have money and structure in my life again to play the earth game with more dignity. I want to play the game of conquest well equipped.
So the focus is going to be on that, thereās nowhere to go, even Genesis Iām going to put aside a little bit now. Wealth titles will be the main focus of my playlist.
- I want to keep the PR because I really enjoy the vibe of having good meetings and moments with people.
- NR gives me a sense of dominance and authority, which I like.
- As for the RCrypto, I still donāt know if I should keep it or not. I wish I had the ability to absorb all these subliminals. I donāt feel very excited about the financial market, I already said it here, but the gains it can bring make me excited.
I need to think about it and trust that if I choose not to pursue the trader career, NR and RICH can open up pathways more related to my purpose.
But yeah:
- RICH
- decide beetween NR and RCrypto
- PR or Genesis as additional
(( rest day ))
Iām feeling very angry today. But a good anger, which moves things.
The thought is āI canāt believe I didnāt make money all this time to be what they expected. Itās ridiculous.ā It was infuriating to see how long I stopped making money to prove something while the people around me kept going, seeing clearly and with driving force how expensive it was to obtain some secondary gains.
What comes to me is āWell, no one can stop me now. Iām going to make money in this shit and I donāt even want to know.ā
Itās like a moving rage. Iām sure it comes from RICH.
I feel like with RICH things will flow a lot more.
Iām pretty sure that Iām gonna make tons of money from now on. Thatās a really good feeling.
(( washout ))
Iām feeling the impact of switching into so many subs.
I will do a washout to give my mind a break and reavaliate.
(( washout ))
Yeah, Iām still in the mood to change things around me, my room, etc.
Yesterday I spent the day putting up new wallpaper in my room.
I still want to make a selection of clothes and make room in my wardrobe for the year 2025.
(( washout ))
Third day of rest.
It was good, very good, not to have new stimuli and just to process whatās inside.
If I think about it, I came in contact with 4 major titles in the last few days.
It seems like Iām not at that level of processing some many things yet. All good.
I will finish the resting days and choose 3 titles to move forward.
Also, Iām trading in a demo account. Iām positive .
(( washout ))
Good things happen during the rest days.
I feel that two rest days between titles often works very well for me.
And it often gives better (and more visible) results than the every other day dynamic.
A new factor has appeared, Genesis: The Art of Happiness.
Iāll take it into account when determining my new playlist.
(( washout ))
Yesterday I had very deep reflections just by connecting the sales pages of AoH, I told a little in the official thread.
Today, in meditation and in contact with my inner essence, I asked for guidance for the next cycle and the priorities will be:
- RICH
- Genesis: AoH
- RICH crypto
Iām going to add PR as an extra now and then, because the experiences of connection and romance that I am manifesting with it are being very good for my self-esteem at the moment.
(( new cycle!!! loop day - AoH ))
I listened to AoH and went straight to an art exhibition with a friend.
It was about the relationship between the unconscious and the treatment of people considered psychiatrically ill, but for all these other thinkers, art had a fundamental role in the process of rehabilitation of the being.
Very guided by the process of individuation that Jung says.
There was an exhibition of Brazilian medical and psychiatric work, as well as various drawings and artworks by their patients.
It was really great.
I had deep reflections on my life and also on the work of people who have really incarnated to make a contribution to the world.
(( rest day ))
This sub is really special.
- Calmer mind in general.
- Slept a lot. More than usual in the morning and 2 hours in the afternoon. Had to rest.
- Several dreams. dream world full of meanings and messages.
Like the dream I saw future of a person I got involved with.
Also a dream that I was going to die. It felt like a dream from a past life.
I was sure I was going to die because of something I did. Other people knew too.
In the dream, there was nothing I could do about it. I found myself saying goodbye to life and everything I knew at that moment. I woke up with the feeling of wanting to cry. After I woke up, I realized how afraid I am of dying.
The I went to read a book that is a bibliography in the therapy training Iām doing.
I wanted to read the bibliography for days and today I read the book naturally and spontaneously.
- Prioritazing whatās important to me.
- And also danced more than usual.
My biggest certainty is that AoH will help me a lot at this moment in my life.
Yes, I didnāt mention it, but in the dream a dancer I admire a lot came to me and said that
All this happened because of the plan I created and executed.
She was very angry and said that I have the ability to do big things and plan exactly what I want, for good and for evil.
In this lifetime I used it for evil.
Maybe thatās why I donāt like to plan things in this life and usually just go with the flow.
Iām having so many insights with this sub orientation.
Iām also very connected to my inner child. But in a more loving way, it has been years that I have not looked for her with these eyes.