Jouissance Journal

Journals - Major Programs
#1

I’ve often done very themed, topic’d journals, because I wanted to document individual titles and measure their impact on me, and be able to go back and review title-by-title later on in life.

But I’ve stopped journaling nearly as much, so, I should just go back to one journal.

Results over the last few months: True Sell

@Azriel you tagged me in a post about True Sell and I thought I should share.

True Sell has been AMAZING.

True Sell Results & Comparing ST1/ST4

Almost 2 years ago now I realized I didn’t want to be in closing, and I wanted to get into setting/setter-management to coach more, be on zoom less, impact the business as a whole through managing systems & lead-flow instead of just having the same conversation 10x a day asking for a credit card.

Setting for the last two years has been MUCH MORE FUN and alive for me, I’ve gotten to coach, mentor, grow, and think like a business owner instead of a sales person. I’ve been extremely happy, but, never could figure out how to get the job as a setter manager, so I have been making 5k/mo for almost 2 years when I’m used to making 10-20k in sales.

However, I stayed patient, and when true sell came out, I immediately got promoted to setter manager internally, made 15k my first month, and now run a team of 6 setters. The sales manager above me says if this relationship goes well, he has many more teams he could bring me on to, because I’ve been extremely impressive for the entire time he’s known me, but especially impressive since I added in Crown & Capital, and pretty much immediately got hired after running True Sell.

I agree with you around St4 being pretty specific. I find that ST1 is the best title for me, which is interesting, because I’m an appointment setter and setter-manager… so you’d think ST2 or ST4 would be best? but no, when I run ST1, everything clicks, and I find that it helps with the personal side of things, so that I love sales, show up differently, enjoy what I do, and have this level of obsession that’s more present on ST1 than the other stages. The other stages are very skill specific and are great in that regard, but only ST1 makes sales feel less like something that I need to be skilled in, and more like a game I get to play.

When I got promoted, it was pretty much immediately after adding ST4 to ST1 though.

I think that’s 100% accurate. ST4 is what Saint called “EOG For Sales People” and I think that’s amazing. However, it doesn’t mean that ST4 will necessarily increase your close/show rate and other similar numbers. But it will help you move from sales to sales management, or a higher leverage offer.

There was a guy who worked for the same company that i did 4 years ago. My close rate and commission was almost double his, yet, he’s the one who now manages half-a-dozen sales team, taking 50% of the company’s entire sales-generated-revenue for his work (and then reinvesting it into paying out commissions, adspend, setters, sales-admins, sales-softwares, etc.)

He is the perfect example of someone who thought of himself as a sales-entrepreneur, not as a sales-person. The criticism that some of the top sales coaches aren’t even as good as the top sales people is true… sales coaches are way better sales entrepreneurs though.

So yeah I’ll continue to run ST1, which will have plenty of wealth-beliefs scripting when combined with C&C.

And the fact that the lead manifestation in ST1 is SO strong for me, even though lead manifestation is “stronger” in stage 2, makes me believe that the little bit of ST4 that will be nested in ST1 will also be extremely strong.

Results over the past few months: The Stabilizer

This sub is honestly INCREDIBLE! When it’s in my stack, life clicks. It’s like an ADHD medication, in effect. Productivity, health, habits, sleep, less stress, more focus, more drive, and for me most of all it is extremely efficient in ending the patterns of financial avoidance and replacing them with financial responsibility, in budgeting, investing, paying down debt, and making tough financial decisions. In a couple of other more nuanced ways, it’s helping me introspect on “responsibility” in general, both being responsible for myself, and being responsible for others.

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#2

@qOS can you tell me what you think of this custom for sales management? I’d like a review of the custom, and to know if it would be a better custom with or without the addition of the NWE Core.

(Also, could I stack this custom with Khan Black ST1?)

  1. True Sell Stage 1
  2. Emperor: Crown & Capital
  3. Essence: Where the current runs
  4. Essence: Total War
  5. **Navigating Authority With Integrity
  6. Job Seeker
  7. Nomad
  8. Joy Of Wealth
  9. Singularity’s Paradox: Wealth
  10. Synergy: One Above All
  11. The Keystone
  12. The Lazy Genius
  13. The Solar Treasury
  14. Unwitnessed Light
  15. Win-Win Negotiation
  16. **Execution Override (default to immediate action instead of analysis)
  17. **Data Point
  18. **Resource Optimization
  19. **Earthshaker: Authority
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qOS Question and Answer Thread
#3

Answer:

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#4

Listening schedule (constantly edited)

Oct 9 - Oct 29

Friday Oct 9:

  • KB ST1… 15s
  • True Sell ST1… 3 mins

Sun Oct 11:

  • True Sell ST1… 5 mins
  • KB ST1… 15s

Oct 12:

  • A True Sales Manager … 7s
  • KB1 … 7s
  • PEACE 15s

Oct 14 (feeling a bit overtired)

  • peace …30s
  • paragon sleep … 60s

Oct 16

  • peace… 5s
  • paragon sleep … 30s

Oct 19

  • true sell custom 1 min

Oct 22

  • 1 min true sales manager custom
  • 1 min heartsong stage one

Oct 24

  • 15s Heartsong ST1
  • 60s true sell custom

Oct 26 (1am)

  • 1 min true sell custom
  • 10 seconds heartsong ST1

Oct 27 (6pm)

  • 1 min of the new custom, T$1 + reforged
  • 1 min of Heartsong Stage 1
  • on the flight to Mexico

Oct 29

  • 1 min true sell + reforged
  • 7 seconds Heartsong ST1
  • 1 min Paragon Sleep
#5

Qos answering my question on how to create a results enhancing no-core custom

#6

@azriel @Plutus

updated my wealth custom. Now it only has 2 cores: True Sell ST1 and New Wealth Experience Core

  1. EOG: True Sell Stage 1 Core
  2. New Wealth Experience Core
  3. ESSENCE: Where the Current Runs
  4. ESSENCE: Total War
  5. Navigating Authority With Integrity
  6. Job Seeker
  7. Nomad
  8. Joy of Wealth
  9. Singularity’s Paradox: Wealth
  10. Synergy: One Above All
  11. Synergy: The Golden One
  12. The Keystone
  13. Win-Win Negotiation
  14. Execution Override
  15. Data Point
  16. Resource Optimization
  17. Earthshaker: Authority
  18. Mastering Delegation
  19. Mastery of Scaling
  20. Dominion

I LOVED the true sell/stabilizer/C&C custom, but this is just condensing it into a lighter version that is more prioritizing fast and dramatic results over long term transformation.

The original custom definitely got the job I needed done pretty quick though!! made an extra 10k more than normal that month.

I’ve added a lot more authority/management titles into this custom, like navigating authority with integrity, Earthshaker: Authority, and Mastering Delegating/Scaling, alongside Essence: Total War.

I loved the new-module pack's impact on the custom I had previously, aka unwitnessed light, solar treasury, the lazy genius, but those are all going to go into a results-enhancing custom that I'm making that will probably look something like *(very rough draft)*...
  1. New Results Enhancing Experience Core
  2. Paragon Sleep Core
  3. MDFY: Freedom
  4. Essence: The Reforged Ruler
  5. Essence: The uncarved block
  6. Essence: Timeless Gravitas
  7. Nomad
  8. The Solar Treasury
  9. Unwitnessed Light
  10. The Lazy Genius
  11. You are not alone
  12. The Aligner
  13. Wanted Physical Shifting Module
  14. Voice of Desire
  15. Synergy: Wonders of Life

etc etc

I’m really prioritizing not building/running a custom unless I can run it for the long term since they take longer to kick in and get results, so, I ultimately need to prioritize lighter customs, stack effectively with main-store titles, and having a results-enhancing custom will help me have all my favorite modules in one spot so that even if I don’t have the major title in my stack, I still have some key personal modules that would fit no matter what my stack is

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#7

In 2 weeks I move from Canada to Mexico, and the next phase of my life begins.

Added peace to my stack

Stack is now PEACE, KB1, and “a true sales manager” (True Sell, NWE, Essence: Clear Sight, Essence: Total War, and 16 wealth/leadership modules)

Goals:

  • Stabilize in my new role as a sales manager
  • dive fully into Buddhism, treat Mexico as a living, working spiritual retreat where I give to the world & give to myself, focusing on nature, spiritual evolution, and work in tandem.
  • start an agency with my best friend, business partner, and coworker, as her and I stabilize in the company we work for together (I got her a job there so our lives/finances are more aligned) and as I settle into Mexico
  • start creating Buddhist & Dopamine related modern productivity/spiritual content, with Masculine Theory as my main channel I’m emulating.
  • regain my fitness after 5 months of a foot injury causing me to gain 12 pounds (alongside bad eating habits) —> get back to 160lbs but with better muscle
  • be able to farmer walk with 45lb plates in each hand for 5 mins, currently can do 2 minutes.
  • focus exercise on muscular/strength endurance training for a while because I enjoy it
  • be celibate in preparation for stability in love - either continued celibacy or a committed relationship, but nothing in between, and using both as an opportunity to be mindful of craving
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#8

KB early experiences had me open up tinder, but, even when I opened up tinder, I wasn’t really interested in meeting anyone because I’m leaving to Mexico in 2 weeks.

HOWEVER

For the first time in my life a GORGEOUS French girl messaged me first. I’ve never had someone make a move on me on online dating. She messages yesterday, and we have plans tomorrow and for Saturday. A dinner to make sure we like each other and then a full day hike on the weekend :joy:

And she knows I’m travelling soon, is also a traveler herself which is important to me in the long run

I made the tinder profile after starting KB, so I can see how the way I made the profile really impacted things positively, I’ve never had such a high flow of consistently beautiful women matching with me,

But KB has been tiring. Sex is back on my mind and the sexual shame is coming up, staying for some time, and then being healed and washing away in layers. But I’m more tired than normal - doesn’t help that I had nicotine for 2 days so I’m back into withdrawals.

Perhaps KB’s script is helping solve the problems it’s creating, however, as I’m about to log off of all online stuff, go for a forest walk, and then take an early bedtime today (it’s 6:30).

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#9

Work is going great my leadership is pretty cemented and the right people are performing well

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#10

Just got paid 23k. Over the last 6 months (since starting the stabilizer) I’ve been working on paying off 17k of debt. I’ve been paying it down 2-3k/mo, mostly spending everything I have on it, and living broke.

This isn’t just a result of this current stack, this is definitely long term results from returning to wealth subs and reintroducing C&C, Stabilizer, and True Sell based on what the situations call for.

Last year I was afraid of and hiding from finances. Now, for the first time in 3 years, I’m debt free, loving life, actually feeling completely free in all areas of my life because I’m debt free and moving to Mexico.

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#11

Good post towards using GLM as a part of a results enhancing custom (my interpretation) qOS Question and Answer Thread - #468 by qOS

#12

@Azriel @Plutus @Niles breakdown on ROW vs RICH - possibly meaning ROW is better for enhancing sales revenue, specifically

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#13

@qos can you review my custom, it’s a results enhancing custom, with a bunch of my favorite modules, so that I have them in a custom no matter my stack.

I used GLM and Paragon sleep as cores because they will fit every stage of life for me, too.

What could I use for the last module slot to help tie this custom together as a results enhancing custom - I don’t see the need to add in New Results Enhancing Exp. Core to make it 3 cores….

What would these modules do
To
The custom:

  • the naturalizer
  • MDFY: freedom
  • MDFY: conscious guidance

Here is the custom

  1. Godlike Masculinity Core
  2. Paragon Sleep Core
  3. Homeostasis
  4. Essence: alchemy of money
  5. Essence; the still point of work
  6. The Aligner
  7. Enchanting Smile
  8. The calling
  9. Torchbearer
  10. Voltage
  11. Seductive Calibration
  12. Voice of Desire
  13. Synergy: APS FACE/Head
  14. Free agent (solitude)
  15. Off Grid (sanctuary)
  16. Unwitnessed Light
  17. The Lazy Genius
  18. Wanted Physical Shifting Module
  19. Mosaic
qOS Question and Answer Thread
#14

I’ve sent @SaintSovereign a private DM highlighting just how extremely transformation KB has been.

It’s certainly dominating my stack at the moment, which isn’t exactly surprising, but what is surprising is how dramatic the results are even just from 30s loops ~2x a week.

I certainly enjoy every single result I’ve gotten from KB, and don’t plan on stopping, but I should consider slowing down even further, to refocus on work which is my #1 priority.

A results enhancing custom with GLM would certainly help, to keep me focused more on myself, and help me contain all energy with sexual energy control being a byproduct of total energy control.

And perhaps I’ll want to go so slowly with KB that it makes sense to introduce heartsong, or at least the essence of HS ST1 into my results enhancing custom, as the reason I wanted to run KB was to sexually upgrade my inner world before re-entering the world of committed relationships… but now I’m thinking that maybe the best way for me to truly upgrade my sexual experience is within the container of a relationship.

As great as the sex I’ve been having has been, I still feel like my highest self would prefer to wait until truly knowing whether or not I want to date someone before having sex with them, right now.

Right now, I’m holding off from sex until I find someone I REALLY vibe with - but not everyone that I really vibe with is someone I would really date. And I don’t really want to have sex with someone unless I really feel like we can be 100% emotionally open with each other. And I just don’t see that happening with someone unless we’re both crystal clear in wanting a highly emotional FWB situation, or, being aligned on what a relationship would look like.

We don’t need to go formally date before having sex, but, I’m just interested in slowing down and thinking with my head not my D

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#15

Just started heartsong ST1 after stopping KB for a while. Still listening to my true sell custom. Still updating my listening schedule in this post

Woke up depressed this morning, my best friend has been in a very abusive relationship for a while now, and she finally broke up with the person, but then 2 days later got back together with them because “they said they’re gonna go to therapy.”

I’ve never been heartbroken for someone else before but here we are.

Healing subs like Regen/peace have traditionally worked very well for me if I start them in moments of crisis in my life, so, let’s see what HeartSong does

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#16

Moving to Mexico today

Certainly not feeling “depressed” about my friend’s situation anymore, however, it’s tough to really say if that’s due to HS or simply due to time.

Heartsong already had a powerful effect for me though.

When I started KB ST1 I met someone I had a very interesting connection with. We quite potentially could have even fallen in love if we wanted to. I think she WAS falling in love with me pretty heavily, actually, but for me, I was able to maintain awareness around the fact that she isn’t my ideal partner despite the intense connection we share.

With the introduction of Heartsong, I was able to have a deep conversation with her before I moved. Told her, in a clear, compassionate, and connected way, that while I really value our connection, we want different things so we shouldn’t try and figure out how to make a relationship work.

Not only am I moving to Mexico (I’m literally typing this on the plane) but also, we are from very different walks of life… that’s all I’ll say, but I spoke with her about all of this.

The one thing I didn’t speak to her about was that I’d want someone that had a better handle on their mental health. She didn’t need to hear that, and besides, if everything else was aligned, I probably wouldn’t care so much about as an absolute deal breaker - I would just enter it cautiously.

Great communication and clarity around what I want from HS ST1 so far

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#17

Custom/Stack Update

  1. Made a HeartSong stage 1 + Limitless: Polyglot name embedded major title
2. changed some details in my true sell custom

  1. Added Emperor Reforged Core to add depth of leadership, satisfaction in all areas of life, and more.

  2. Added The Kingmaker module. I look good when other people look good, this is also my natural goal is to always be lifting others up, but I noticed that when I made this custom the first time around, I didn’t want to include kingmaker because I wanted more commmission for myself and less for my team - but it’s not about that, so I should work on these beliefs with this mindset.

  3. Traded essence: total war out for essence: the alchemy of money, since Reforged addresses timing & leadership, I don’t need Total War… but also I’ve always wanted to include Alchemy of Money in a custom.

  4. Removed singularity’s paradox: wealth, since I added in essence: alchemy of money.

  5. Added Torchbearer to the custom because of the upgrade. I kept in Synergy: One Above All, so Torchbearer will be a stronger theme in this custom’s expression

Custom Dropdown

the full true sell + reforged custom

  1. True Sell ST1 Core - sales subliminal

  2. Emperor: Reforged Core

  3. New Wealth Experience Core - general wealth

  4. Essence: Where the current runs - mini RICH

  5. Essence: Alchemy Of Money - mini revelation of wealth

  6. Job Seeker - promotions & raises

  7. Navigating Authority With Integrity

  8. Nomad - (Digital Nomad/Travelling sub)

  9. Joy Of Wealth

  10. Synergy: One Above All - team building/leadership

  11. Torchbearer

  12. Synergy: The Golden One - wealth manifestation

  13. The Keystone - be the person the room can’t function without

  14. Win-Win Negotiation

  15. Execution Override - (default to immediate action instead of analysis)

  16. Data Point - utilize data effectively

  17. Resource Optimization - make the most of what you have

  18. Mastering Delegation

  19. Dominion - manifestation module, authority/mastery of life/reality itself

  20. Kingmaker - help other people rise

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#18

Main Feeling

2nd loop of heartsong and I’m already feelin’ the healin’

It’s a nice warm bath of joyful sadness. Thinking about people I love and can’t be with, and about people I can be with but couldn’t love.

Sadness and gratitude for both.

Making me appreciate the people who have been there for me in my life a LOT.

Other observations:

  1. I was on a date with the girl I mentioned and right after my first loop of Heartsong she said “we’re so attuned to each other…”

… i swear I don’t think I’ve ever used, or heard anyone use, the word attuned in my life.

  1. Looking at pictures of people I’ve been on dates with or slept with over the last 7 months, I have a much stronger sense of who I would like to date, and who was just a fantasy. Weird, that I’m wiser even just in recollection of old memories.

  2. I also see with some of those people a willingness to go out on a limb and be vulnerable about wanting to date them, if the cards ever lined up that way. Realizing who would be worth experimenting with commitment with, and who wouldn’t be. Who is most aligned with my values. Who did I feel most natural with vs just who I felt swept up in the energies with at the time.

  3. I realize that one reason I’ve gotten so good at quick sex & seduction is simply from a fear of vulnerability. If I SAY I like someone, I may be rejected. If I SAY I want to date someone, they may not feel the same way.

BUT

If I say NOTHING, and simply start spending time with them, and then that leads to sex, I don’t have to be vulnerable about my feelings until after the sex; which is an affirmation that they do like me… and I need that affirmation before I’m comfortable to be vulnerable.

In comparison, it’s much easier to sleep with someone, then tell them you like them, then it is to tell someone you like them before sleeping with them.

This, to me, is a profound insight about how I operate in a way that doesn’t serve my highest self

  1. HEARTsong has me feeling poetic and articulate in writing on the forum about love today… it’s weird how I can see a difference in my writing style and ideas
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#19

“I love you”

Vs

“I’m in love with you”

#20

Why do I have goals? Seriously wondering this. I feel partly Emotional, partly cynical, partly ironic.

But in reality I’m seeing the pattern - every time I accomplish a goal, a new one takes its place. I’m always happier on the other side of the present moment. Once I get XYZ … THEN I’ll be happy.

God I hate that that sounds like such a trope. I’ve judged so many other people for that exact thing. But now that I’m seeing that exact pattern within, it’s pretty obvious that I can judge the thought all I want but I have no idea what to do about it to find more in life than the happiness of the next goal.

What is the deeper current that’s running underneath all the goals? What am I trying to accomplish that I want to get a goal to accomplish for me? What is the deep need I’m trying to fulfill here? Do I need a subtle shift, no shift, or a dramatic shift?

Honestly, moving to Mexico will change next to nothing to me. Same laptop job, just working out of different bedrooms and different countries. I love my job but I’m just saying my lifestyle won’t be significantly different in Mexico than in Canada. Or maybe it will.

Is this Heartsong pushing me towards love? Disappointment that finally getting the manager job I wanted for so long didn’t just solve my whole life in an instant?

I just want to love life

EDIT: This is probably recon from HS ST1, specifically the “whole before anyone” and “name what you really want?” Modules

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