Was just watching some old comedy movie with my neighbor (I never watch tv, but today I did), and I had all these thoughts of how crazy everthing seems to be, just never ending deja vuās masquerading as some kind of truth on this big stage of life.
And the funny thing is that with each epiphany I had, the movie I was watching was matching all these in itās own way like it had been scripted into my life at this very moment. Everything and life just seemed at that moment like a comedy.
I went home and just typed whatever came up in my journal, donāt even remember what I wrote, but here it is unedited ā
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What you focus on gets enlarged. Everything came out of nothingness, and that nothingness is what you are, not the everything you think you see everyday. Be what you want out there and it will meet you there, but never forget who you are, that nothingness that everything came out of, that void that everything originated from.
Trying to explain this with words is almost comical in itself.
If I see things in the media or things that is going on, itās all just noise. Withdraw attention from it and be okay with what just is. Nothing is real, yet everything is real, fears are just illusions and a way of life to be accepted never to bother you again.
Courage is not opposing fear or denying it, but accepting it and walk straight ahead.
I recently started to get my life together and all of a sudden I pulled my neighbor up from his abyss that he had created. A coincidence? No not all all. We are all the same and that manifested through my energy.
Maybe the whole corona thing is just a manifestation of all the turbulence I was going through, itās not happening to me, I donāt exist but yet I do, (I) co created it with everyone else because we are all one.
Thatās why when you take a leap of faith things open up, things you would never have believed would happen happens. Itās bound to happen, and all the resistance to it was just that, a focus on that it would be hard, and voila, here you go!
When I was not into spirituality it all seemed like some wowo, but when I found myself there, people into those things manifested and a whole new world opened up. Same with pickup, when I stopped there and went with spirituality instead, people coming from PUA and who became more spiritual emerged all of a sudden, never noticed them before, it was outside my conscious awareness.
If it exists the opoosite exists as well, overlooking this is why we keep getting surprised everytime we see something we cannot explain.
Thatās why love is supreme and the only thing that matters, itās the glue that holds everything together coming from that emptiness. It has no opposites, it just IS. No one ever dies only the shadows of what seems to be real die, nothing is ever created nor destroyed. The only happiness is love, if you lack love, forgive yourself for believing in illusion.
Everything seems strange and random when seen through the eyes of this person I call myself. But withdraw attention from it and nothing is there, just emptiness. Itās beautiful, it needs nothing and is always there forever present.
Life is just a canvas with different colors sprinkled on to it, itās amazingly beautiful and awe inspiring and is there to be looked at. Observe it with immense gratitude. Whatever happens, there is always a voice, a person, a hunch, a coincident, or just a silence calling you back into your true nature.
Everything gets recorded but it means nothing, you have to place it under your meaning and it becomes larger. Go ahead and place your own meaning and donāt be afraid of just closing your eyes and disappear into nothingness again.
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