Jim's Journal - Protect and Serve

Today, I did 1 round of NR and New Emperor. It reduces the intensity of danger in Emperor, which is quite nice as it lessens that intense feeling. I also had a great workout again this morning. Tomorrow, I’m meeting up with a friend, so we’ll see how my speech goes with NR.

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And I’m feeling so extremely horny since I came back from London…

The combination of heavy weightlifting, keto diet, quality supplements, and semen retention has really boosted my testosterone levels through the roof! :joy:

The mentality of the lone wolf.

It’s something I’ve relied on so many times, but it didn’t actually work.

Then the Lord God said, “It is not good for the man to be alone."

Not to say that there is anything wrong with being alone. But I isolate myself to be an entrepreneur instead of making the connections that will actually help me further in life. Connection is one of God’s greatest gifts that we have received in this life. That’s why my future focus will be on those relationships and making them stronger and better. I can’t wait for the updated version of HoM to create a custom with that.

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What a terrible day it has been, filled with constant bad luck! :joy: I may label it as terrible, but on the flip side, I appreciate these kinds of days because they make the good ones even better. It feels like a test, reminding me that there are things beyond my control and I need to learn to let go. For instance, today I purchased all the modules for my new custom setup. First, I accidentally bought 2 modules that I already had. Then, when I decided to buy 2 more modules due to a change of mind, my Mastercard just wouldn’t work with my bank, causing some issues with the Subliminal Q store. After sorting out the bank issue (they suspected fraud :joy:), I still couldn’t make the purchase. I managed to buy a major program from a different store without any trouble, but the Subliminal Q store kept declining my card. After contacting the bank again, they assured me that everything was fine on their end and the problem must be with the company.

I’ve submitted a support ticket, but it will take some time to resolve. This means I won’t be able to start using my custom setup next week as planned. But hey, that’s just life, right? To add to the day’s frustrations, I couldn’t get my ears checked due to some issue. Because if that it will take 2+ more weeks of getting my custom sleep earpieces. Everything seems to be slipping through my fingers today, things are breaking, and I’m getting annoyed with Emperor :joy:.

Anyway, if these are my biggest problems nowadays, I consider myself blessed :pray:. Looking forward to tomorrow, haha!

I look forward to the stories HoM will bring you

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Me too! I can’t wait for the update. Today, I tried my first loop with QL stage 1 and NR, and the feeling of horniness disappeared instantly. Despite that, I really enjoy the powerful feeling that Emperor gives me. However, I believe HoM will be more aligned with my goals since it provides that powerful feeling and is more business-oriented. I just want to have the NSE in it before creating a custom and using Emperor as a foundation.

I’m looking forward to today, although I still feel a bit tired in my head. I did 1 NR loop of 5 minutes and 1 QL ST1 loop of 5 minutes after sleeping okay. Luckily, today I’m going to the movies with a friend of mine, and it’s still vacation. I’m slowly cutting back on caffeine, only drinking one cup of coffee today, and from Monday, I’ll use only caffeine pills to wean off. My goal is to be off caffeine before the 1st of February.

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Some goals I have set for today are:

  • Figure out how to take good notes on my Samsung S9 Ultra
  • Do 1 hour of Bible study before my friend arrives
  • Clean my house
  • Understand how Samsung Notes works on the tablet and its connectivity
  • Prepare meals for the next couple of days

I also want to express my gratitude for my current life situation. I recently returned from London and I’m already considering a holiday in February. I have a two-week period where I only need to check exams and conduct online exam discussions with students, so why not take a break in the sun and relax a bit? Maybe a friend will join me, but if not, that’s okay too!

This motivates me even more to learn forex trading (I’ve started a great course) and strive to make my trading skills as strong as possible. That’s why I want to stop working in education so that I can plan my own training courses and earn money through trading. It’s exciting to think that I can go on more holidays and see the world from a different perspective. I’m 28 now and apart from the UK, I’ve never been outside of Europe (which doesn’t really count). I’ll make it a goal to change that by 2024.

It feels like there are many opportunities coming my way these days. I just need to remain patient and grateful for everything I have right now. Yesterday was a reminder of how important it is to have faith and trust in the process. The custom item I was trying to create may not be the right fit, so I’ll revisit it today and take a few extra days before placing an order.

Really looking forward to this day. QL and NR is having a focused and calm vibe.

The power of writing made a difference today.

I just got back from watching “Napoleon” at the movie theaters. It’s been about 6-7 years since I last went to a theater, and wow, the historical accuracy of that movie was way off! :joy: It’s a shame though, because Napoleon had such an interesting life.

Anyway, the reason I mention the power of writing is that after coming back from the movie, I was feeling pretty low on energy. It’s understandable after sitting for almost 3 hours. But because I had written my to-do list for today on this forum, I had this nagging feeling that I needed to cook for tomorrow. It was the only thing left undone on my list. Normally, I would have just put it off until tomorrow, but for some reason, I felt compelled to do it because I had written it down.

Hmm, maybe the power of QL is already at play here. :thinking:

London really had a profound impact on me; it awakened a desire that I never knew I had. Nowadays, I observe two recurring themes: people yearn for financial independence and a desire to travel the world. I see this trend a lot among my students as well. They often mimic what they see on Instagram or YouTube, influenced by social media personalities, without truly considering what they genuinely want. They believe they want those things, but when I ask them to define financial independence, they struggle to give me an straight answer.

Now, I’m beginning to realize that I, too, aspire to achieve financial independence and explore the world, not because of social media influence (I don’t even have those platforms), but because I genuinely want to savor the world and discover all it has to offer. That’s why I’ve made a firm decision to travel in February for at least two weeks, to immerse myself in new parts of the world and embrace new experiences.

This growing interest in trading is also a new development for me. I’ve never felt drawn to it before, but now I find that sitting in front of a computer is becoming easier. I no longer feel the need to be “out” all the time. Previously, I identified myself as an extreme extrovert who craved human interaction and thrived in front of a classroom. Don’t get me wrong, I still love doing that, but it’s a refreshing change to combine teaching with trading on the side.

I’m grateful that these aspirations and desires are gradually surfacing. I used to say, “Nah, I’m just a simple man; I love to work and focus solely on that,” which is true. But now, I’m discovering another side of myself.

I’m really enjoying this blend of embracing new experiences and the principles of financial independence and the New Emperor mindset so far :wink:

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I’m feeling really off right now, like my brain is not functioning properly. I had a really strange kind of interrupted sleep last night, waking up around 10-12 times. This morning, I thought I was handling it okay, but right now I can’t seem to focus on anything. I hardly ever watch TV, but even following along with the show Reacher feels challenging.

I hope I’ll be able to sleep better tonight.

I just ordered my custom :sunglasses: I considered sticking with the standard programs, but upon reflection, I realized that a personalized approach would better align with my objectives. The customized solution is tailored to my specific needs, which is why I chose this route. I may pair it with QL initially, and if that feels too intense, I’ll switch to using it with LE. Before trying out my custom solution, I’ll do a 7-day washout period to clear everything out and hopefully receive my custom order before Sunday. This will allow me to test it out over the weekend and observe the impact it has on me. And if I die of recon, being able to lay on the couch haha.

This morning, I woke up at 5 AM and felt a desperate need for caffeine to function. I’ve set a goal to be caffeine-free by the 1st of February, which means I’ll stop drinking coffee this Monday and gradually reduce my caffeine intake using capsules. I’ve been off caffeine before, so I know I’ll be okay, but it also feels like parting ways with a toxic ex that’s amazing in bed lol.

I used to think my horniness and sexual drive came from Emperor, but now I realize it’s actually from this new testosterone supplement I’m taking. It’s good to see that my conscious guidance is actually working. I don’t want to be horny; I want to be driven.

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I discovered another great anti-recon food: wild salmon! I usually eat around 200-300 grams of it a day, and it’s been the best decision ever. It feels amazing to consume that much fish daily. Similar to MCT oil, it provides an instant burst of energy. I’m really enjoying this Mediterranean-style keto diet.

Today, I met with an old student who has become a friend. We hadn’t seen each other in 6-7 months, so we got together to catch up. We had a wonderful conversation about religion; I’m Christian and he’s Muslim. Instead of arguing about which religion is right (something I really don’t like doing), we simply discussed how our beliefs work for each of us. Normally, I only feel the presence of God when talking to other Christians, but for some reason, I felt it today as well, which is a new experience for me.

I also did 3 minutes of new-emperor today. Some thoughts came to mind about the negative influence of subliminals, but I just let those thoughts pass because I know my 7-day cleanse starts tomorrow. Today, I’ll relax a bit, and tomorrow I’ll do some research and watch American football. Feeling good and grounded right now.

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Today I went to my new gym and immediately realized that I didn’t follow my instincts. This gym is around the corner, equipped with top-notch facilities, and even has a sauna. However, it exudes an elitist, left-wing vibe that doesn’t sit well with me. The type of people who are vegan and prefer oat milk in their cappuccinos because they believe it’s better for the environment and look down on people that eat meat.

The atmosphere just doesn’t feel right. I’ll have to find another gym, even though it means wasting 50 euros for the year. It’s a tough lesson learned - always trust your gut instincts and don’t try to rationalize when you know deep down that something isn’t right.

When you have something, you’re glad that it’s over and when it’s over, you want it back.

State of my mind right now when it comes to ending a holiday and going back to work. For some reaosn I’m looking forward to it, on the other hand I could’ve had 1 week more of holidays haha.

As soon as I opened my mailbox, I was greeted by numerous emails from students who need help or haven’t been paying attention. It looks like I’ll be diving straight back into problem-solving mode! :joy:

I’m feeling a bit off due to overloading on caffeine and not sleeping well. It’s my own fault, so now I have to face the consequences.

Today, my mind feels completely overwhelmed, and I’m struggling to make sense of everything.

I’ve also been realizing how much attention I’ve been devoting to self-improvement techniques and subs, while forgetting to seek guidance from God. In my Custum, I’ve included incorporating Avatar to help me stay connected with my faith. However, as I focus more on personal growth, I find myself neglecting my relationship with God.

If this continues, I will stop everything and go back into pilgrim mode.

I’ve recently started experimenting with a new nootropic stack, slowly adding to my existing regimen. It’s been a bit challenging to determine what’s actually working, but it’s also been enjoyable to track my progress.

Today, I created a detailed day planner to ensure I have more time for rest in the future. Having a clear daily schedule brings me a sense of peace. I’m grateful that I can still relax and watch movies or documentaries, as the intense grind mode seems to be fading. I hope to maintain a balance between hard work and leisure when my custom arrives.

In February, I made the decision to skip a holiday with friends and plan a solo trip focused on solitude and work. I believe this will help clear my mind and determine my next steps.

Yesterday: Bacopa 320mg with Ginkgo 120mg.

  • I felt grounded and focused. I had more motivation to complete specific tasks and even experienced improved concentration despite having slept poorly. During the night, I had very vivid dreams that woke me up several times. I will try a different combination today to see how it works.

Today: L-Tyrosine 500mg with Bacopa 320mg.

  • They weren’t exaggerating when they said L-Tyrosine helps with fatigue after a night of poor sleep. If I were to rate my sleep quality last night, it would be 2/10. After taking some L-Tyrosine, I still feel somewhat tired, but I’m much more driven and focused than I would expect given my lack of rest. Let’s see how it goes throughout the day and how it affects my sleep and energy levels.
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For energy are better adaptogens like Eleuthero (Siberian ginseng), Panax ginseng, Rhodiola, Cordyceps