If It's Possible, I Do It - 1 Year Life Transformation: Khan ZP and Beyond Limitless ZP

[praisetheurdtree]

Total Breakdown Cycle 2 - Day 1

Let’s talk results.

Social bloom has happened. I’m more approachable now than I’ve ever been, I’ve gotten more in touch with reality as it actually is, and I’ve straightened out my goals and made some sustainable plans to reach them.

Oh, I also finally built my pure physical shifting custom, something that I’ve been thinking about for a long time but haven’t done.

Oh, I also have a girl friend now and I’m happy about it. It’s an opportunity to have the best committed relationship I’ve ever had and work through and solve my relationship hang ups. Also, of course I like the girl…I suppose I’m saying that there are many reasons why I’m happy about it.

Oh, BL is working beautifully. Last night, I didn’t read the textbook before a class discussion and I was able to skim the book in class and gather enough information from the context of the discussion to be one of the most active participants in class. The teacher complemented me several times, so did some peers. Little did they know, I was totally unprepared.

Yeah, things are good.

I’m really grateful to be a part of this community. The fact that this stuff works continues to shock me, but I’m glad it does.

Excited for the Future of Sub Club

SC black excites me so much that it makes me want to vomit. Name embedded subs excite me so much that I want to vomit. The future is bright for SC and for all of us here.

Name embedded main titles excites the hell out of me, because the main store has so many amazing titles.

My Custom

Also want to vomit in anticipation. My custom is physical shifting, health, and nutrition with some vampire stuff thrown in to tailor the Khan experience to my personal tastes.

Dancer

Emperor Fitness ST3 Core
ASP Hair
Male Enhancement
Emperor Fitness Height Inducer
Physical Shifter Sexiness
SPS Fat Burn

Elegance
Ethereal Presence
Enchanting Smile
Entranced

Fusion Optimised
Health Codex
Mosaic
Epigenetics and DNA Modulator

I’ll finish this cycle of Total Breakdown before I test out my new custom. I need to get at least 2 cycles of TB with minimal stacking before I start throwing extra stuff in.

Moving Forward

I now have an archetype, Khan; a skill, Beyond Limitless; and physical shifting, Dancer. I should be properly set for the next good while. Onward to the future boys and girls!

[Skadoosh]

@praisetheurdtree

some vampire stuff

You celebrate Halloween?

[praisetheurdtree]

Total Breakdown Cycle 2 Day 1 Update

Ehh, got some recon. It’s to be expected of course. Just embrace the suck, move forward, and look toward that washout.

Another benefit of recon is that it’s an excellent mental training tool. I feel like crap but I gotta preform, gotta keep that smile up, gotta talk to people. It builds resilience when you’re forced to preform no matter what. It feels good to take action even when you feel like crap.

[praisetheurdtree]

You know it bro.

[praisetheurdtree]

Total Breakdown Cycle 2 Day 2 Rest

The recon is negligible today. Social bloom is on, social openness is the way. In general I’m filled with a sense of power, calm, and acceptance.

My dark side is coming to the surface of my thoughts. I’m becoming acquainted with this inner darkness. I’m not scared of it. I only need to fear what I don’t know about myself. Knowing the darkness, is freedom from its power.

I’ll probably do the third cycle of Total Breakdown, but as always. No decision made until washout ends. There’s just no point in planning ahead in this situation because I don’t know who I’ll be in 3 weeks.

Onward!

[praisetheurdtree]

Total Breakdown and Beyond Limitless Cycle 2 Day 3

Jesus christ! I just want this to end. The only, and I repeat, only reason why I haven’t quit is because 4 days ago, day 5 of washout, I felt amazing.

I guess I’m brave. I knew that this would happen, but I started the second cycle anyway. Why? Because I want more damn it! This is my God damn life and I want to live it how I want to live it!

I’m angry, I’m tired, I’m lonely, I want to drop out of school and quit all this crap.

I won’t though. I’ve been such a screw up in so many areas of my life, I’m indecisive, I second guess myself, but I always move forward. I always move forward, I don’t look back.

God!

Anyway, as always. I take full responsibility, yadayada.

I’m clinging to hope. If this works, if this program really, really works, then the pain is worth it.

I know it works. I saw the freedom on day 5 of my last washout.

Dude, these next few days will be hell.

I can’t imagine myself doing a third cycle of this. Do I even need to? Like what if I just did two cycles?

I just want to get to Total Reprogramming so I can just become that man I want to be. I’m sick of this pain, I’m sick of these anxious, insecure thoughts, I’m sick of wandering around like a loon. I’m sick of feeling crazy.

[Skadoosh]

@praisetheurdtree

Jesus christ! I just want this to end. The only, and I repeat, only reason why I haven’t quit is because 4 days ago, day 5 of washout, I felt amazing.

LOL, maybe you’re doing too much too fast.

Have you tried decreasing loops and/or spreading it out more?

If you go slower, then it’s easier.

Someone can run Khan ST1 for 3 minutes a week and still move along the journey of Khan.

Check this out:

Master your own Recon (Recon Scale 1-10)

Some of my ideas here might be useful to someone so posting it here lol Don’t drop subliminals. They’re too good, especially these ones lol. Listen to your subs for 3 minutes and wait like 2-4 days. Monitor your recon level. People need to start becoming more aware of their “recon level”. Become a master of your own recon. You need to constantly ask yourself: On a scale from 1-10, how strong is my recon? Of course, most people can’t pick a number because a number to recon relationship …

I don’t know though to be honest LOL, just trying to help. Oh I see Malkuth typing, wisdom incoming lol

[Malkuth]

Just in case:

Are you getting physical exercise?

Sounds simplistic, I guess. But sometimes it really helps.

If you’re a music person, put some of your favorite angry-angst music on, go to a track and run. Or rowing machine. Or whatever makes you breathe.

@Skadoosh

Oh I see Malkuth typing, wisdom incoming lol

nah. just a simple reminder.

am in some recon myself right now.

[COWolfe]

@praisetheurdtree

I just want to get to Total Reprogramming so I can just become that man I want to be. I’m sick of this pain, I’m sick of these anxious, insecure thoughts, I’m sick of wandering around like a loon. I’m sick of feeling crazy.

I hate to say this, but if it’s still doing that to you, you probably aren’t done with it. That said, I’m not sure that you ever really get DONE with a healing sub. We are never 100% healed and there is a time to call it good enough for now and move on.

[praisetheurdtree]

@COWolfe

you probably aren’t done with it

After I made this post I went back in to work and came to the same conclusion. I feel like I need to run this sub until the recon goes away. I think I’ll just add in my custom next cycle so I can make progress with my health and body and continue healing.

In other news, I think my boss wants me, so once again I’ve been given proof that it’s working, it’s just so damn uncomfortable. She kept getting really close to me, and we bumped into each other a few times and other subtle physical signals.

[praisetheurdtree]

I’m gonna start working out again. Which is my way of saying…no, I haven’t been haah.

[praisetheurdtree]

Decreasing loop time is certainly on the table. If it’s this hard, then I need it. I might just need to heal slower than I wanted too and extend the experiment beyond a year.

[Malkuth]

@Skadoosh

maybe you’re doing too much too fast.

Have you tried decreasing loops and/or spreading it out more?

If you go slower, then it’s easier.

Someone can run Khan ST1 for 3 minutes a week and still move along the journey of Khan.

Yeah. This bit really bears repeating.

I’ve been switching my paradigm.

A lot of beginners (self included) tend to emphasize the exposure to the subliminals.

More experienced users seem to emphasize the processing of the subliminals.

If your mind has been processing Khan for 1 week; then that’s “1 week of Khan”;

and that’s true, whether you’ve listened to Khan, during that week, for 1 minute or for 5 hours.

[COWolfe]

@praisetheurdtree

In other news, I think my boss wants me, so once again I’ve been given proof that it’s working, it’s just so damn uncomfortable. She kept getting really close to me, and we bumped into each other a few times and other subtle physical signals.

That can be a sticky situation right there.

[praisetheurdtree]

Yeah, that might just be good general advice for life, even.

[RockyHandsome]

@praisetheurdtree

Khan Beyond Limitless

Why not invest in QL ? rather then using BL

[praisetheurdtree]

I thought about it quite a lot.

Beyond is supposed to be faster and lighter which seemed like the better fit to run alongside Khan. Do you have experience running Khan and QL?

[COWolfe]

@RockyHandsome

Why not invest in QL ? rather then using BL

Then he’d be running two intense four stagers at the same time. That is probably not a great idea.

[praisetheurdtree]

@COWolfe

That can be a sticky situation right there.

Oh yeah, for many extra reasons not discussed it’s not a good idea. But, I’ve had a crush on her for a while and I always suspected that she had some interest, now it’s essentially confirmed. Don’t intend to pull the trigger on that one for like 3 distinct reasons: she’s my BOSS, I have a girlfriend (and I’m not looking to break any hearts atm), I want to keep this job. If she makes a move, it would be a big confidence boost, so I’m gonna manifest her making a move, just for fun.

[COWolfe]

@praisetheurdtree

I want to keep this job. If she makes a move, it would be a big confidence boost, so I’m gonna manifest her making a move, just for fun.

That’s where it can go south. If you turn her down and she’s the vindictive type, it can go bad for you. Plus dealing with HR about a female boss as a male is a crap shoot at best.