End of day journal, i ascended deeply today, felt very good, still undefeated against recon and constantly farming those opportunities and blooms. Great attention had today and great content on my craft watched, good night
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Another day another three hours, we had boxing sparring and wowowowow my footwork and angling and boxing is literally great. I was so good I was so amazing and also it was only me and this one guy there during boxing sparring so everyone was watching us, more spectators than fighters, I was so good, this guy who’s not bad (average fight bro) had to keep telling me (you’re going too Yallah (Arabic for “cmon”) I’m literally so strong, when I start to let “loose” people tell me to take it easy, my shots are so crispy I don’t need weight behind them
Right before the last round’s final bell, I hit him with this effortless body shot had him grunt and kneel and I couldn’t help but hitting all the spectators with a “Woooooo” and a hard flex
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I listened to a loop of my custom before the journal entry about the boxing sparring, I have to say that I’m getting so good technically I went from being decent in sparring to being a nightmare.
Im hard to hit, I’m strong, I’m fast, I’m powerful, I use angles, my footwork has deep balance, I play the game very well, being aware of more and more layers to the game of fighting than ever before. This is a cheat code, at this point I’m sort of left dumb founded by reality and my manifestation journal and constant affirmation that I’m the best fighter there ever was. Because, I cannot imagine what type of person it would take to catch me off guard, at this point I’m just excited to see my wins unfold. My skills improve overnight, every week I see a noticeable difference, and I don’t mean here and there. I mean a giant overhaul in style, capabilities, a new tier of speed that unlocks different techniques, (every time): crisper technique, tighter, better breathing with every movement and strike and defense, better hand awareness and defensive control, better use of hands as a hand rather than just a closed fist, everything! And all these layers become deeper, while even more layers to fighting unfold.
When I box, I look like a newly pro boxer, my footwork is very on point and the balance that I develop using two stances (southpaw and orthodox) makes it so that I don’t just win with power, (people have to tell me to calm down even when I’m at 50% power) but I have very fluid slipping and weaving and ducking under, I angle a lot, I use feints, I smother you with my fist and then pull your hand down and smack you, I get off center line every time and you can’t tell where, I will use two of the same technique in a row and come with a third at an entirely different level and angle that will make you shit yourself (sure knockout in fight) I cut around people, feels like I dance around people, I break rhythm with teeps and jabs. My punching is amazing: chin down traps high shoulders relaxed, I literally pummel people for rounds and I never get tired , my hands are always up, my hands always come back to my head to defend me as fast as they went out for the punch. I have open hands when guarding and my fist clenched midway through a punch so it literally feels like my jabs and other punches are hand cannons from how quick and effortless they feel, like a cloud blast. My hands down style is so devilish because my strikes can come from anywhere. And my punches are super tight the best guys ever, straight out from my face no lag no delay no coiling just point a to b fast with a fist clench before impact
I am literally a nightmare to fight, and I’m tough mentally and physically and spiritually so
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Im actually astonished at how well things are going with my Muay Thai. Im so so so so so astonished actually; this is reminding me how dumbfounded I was with the results of the other programs I used; with only four cycles in total, oh my god. I’ve reached a level I didn’t think I could possibly imagine existed when I first started 6 months ago, the freedom I gained in expressing myself; the sheer power and accumulated gains in tendons, hips, shoulders etc. how I emulate such great fighters so easily and how well my IQ has developed, my ability to interpret fighting the way I want and break rules due to my deep understanding of it, I see lines, angles, numbers, rhythm, balance, teasing, baiting, slaying. I love it, I cannot imagine that it’s been four cycles, like wow, I remember how astonished I was with wanted results and khan results but i am even more astonished now, holy moly; I think it’s the upgrade from zpv1 and zpv2. I’ve found myself just improving mentally every day and I love where I am in my life right now. I enjoy everything I do, I’m at a level where I’m not “waiting for a certain result” no more, I’m past what I thought possible before and now every extra inch forward is just euphoria, I’m an actual god guys; months ago I was overhearing Matt Baker the glory fighter saying “he’s a godsend what the hell!” And laughing as I spar, he would scream “THATS THE GIGA KICK” every time I left kick
That wa months ago; now they just all stare in silence and let out amazed noises when watching me spar.
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Also reminder to all: recon is easily defeated with proper hydration (salt, water) and a good fatty diet with protein 
The one thing I notice now is how much fun the journey truly is; do I care if my physical reality is filled with the gold belts I know I can get? Of course not! Im living the best role I ever wanted, a role I thought long lost a long time ago before I stumbled across stoicism and then subliminals. The journey is so fun, imagine the sheer amount of stack combinations I can have, like when I did my stint with a wanted and khan, having a third program “flavor” the main two. I’ve done wanted and my Muay Thai custom and it’s impacted my fighting in the most beautiful, rare, and positive ways! I always knew there was the secret to being a good fighter was sneakiness, one that wanted allows you mastery over. Being calm in fights and before fights and executing your training in the ring is also something that even some of the greatest fighters never fully grasped. But, wanted gave it to me in abundance. I recall emperor black and Muay Thai custom making me a god; I honestly went from being doubtful to being so ripe with confidence in my destiny it was magical! And it tasted so sweet too, getting in touch with my beautiful shadow.
I wanted to see how running Rom with my new Muay Thai custom would be next cycle
Muay Thai mastery
Legacy
Emperor fitness stage 1
In a custom
Paired with revelation of mind! Perhaps the best preparation for revelation of body.
Either way, this journey is FUN! This isn’t a chore or something I “have to” go through to reach peak( this is something I WANT to go through, excited to go through, traveling the world, and the vast USA and defeating opponents by dancing around them and showing how true fighting is like, that’s what it’s all about. On the way there, I’ll have all these amazing abundant years to just experiment with new states of mind, new angles to the same fighting dream, different fortifications and flavors. I’ll be coming here with different achievements and saying “ I remember when I listened to my custom and revelation of dream, that was cool, I remember winning that fight and realizing xyz”
I love that I worry not about doubt and I understand the game of life deeply enough to bet on myself and go in 30999% on this dream, cuz I know it’s here and the only one that can stop me is me! It’s here!
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I’d love to begin emphasizing more on my weak links of the week (what had begun to lag behind) which is bullet proofing my knee exercises and I will begin to overdrive focus on my mobility. Namely shoulders back, hips
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I will successfully work on this, I see the spots that are lagging behind slightly that, when fixed, will give me super speed boost to the already out of this world rate of growth. Mainly, groin mobility and exercising, hip flexors (and hips) and adductors. But knee strengthening is definitely going to pay infinite dividends for me. As my consistent Gabriel Varga “improve your kick” drills and exercises has made my hips and legs well developed and balanced, my knees have lagged behind due to how hard I train.
I got this easy Peezy.
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Im working very well with the beginning of the book “atomic habits” that I didn’t finish, benefitted greatly on a subconscious and unconscious level.
I see how winning happens now on a layer they described in the book, how, a simple tweak here and there,
A couple of slow repetitions of basic techniques here and there
A couple of strength exercises here and there
Slight tweaks to various types of defense and concepts, hands slightly more aware of their position and defaulting to guarding chin, slightly better balance, slightly better footwork, slightly better eyes, slightly better movement off center line
It adds up hard, every single time, because there’s so many things improving at once
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My first 3 Muay Thai customs were MTMX with Mind’s Eye. It’s really a potent combination as long as you combine it with consistent visualization. On those customs, I began to master combinations that were instantly shown to me by coaches, it really made me feel more athletic than any other combination.
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That’s very interesting, and I believe that you are right! Can you imagine how much bang for buck we’d get with legacy of the spartan in there 
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About to sleep, keeping up with end of day journaling best I can
Today training was good, learnt a lot and sparred a lot and we clinched, I did three classes, the girl I like most and I think is cutest reached a point she just giggle likes a little girl when passing me, awesome
Overall, every day and in every way better and better. Im glad to be getting a new custom soon, and I’m happy that everything I want manifests so quickly and completely
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i said it once and ill say it infinite more times, the amount of results i got in only 6 months of training muay thai is absolutely mind boggling, its so much that it can make my head spin, these subs are cheat codes, I knew this from the wanted results and emperor black, what makes this all so much more amazing is that only 4 cycles in that 6 months contained my muay thai custom
this upcoming cycle is the beginning of the shining phase, my custom is about what i NEED. Im not looking at modules like a child at a store, i know that modules take up space therefore, i want muay thai mastery spartan and legacy as bases, for name embedding purposes, every module placed after that is definitely worth it as i aim to keep it as slim as possible.
- Muay thai mastery
- Spartan: Apex fitness
- Legacy of the Spartan
- Mind’s eye
- Deus
- Subconscious Flow
- Heracles
- Blink
- Equilibrium
- Master’s coordination
- Faith unyielding
- Achilles Heel
- Immortal’s courage
- Submodel alpha.
- Cosmic navigator
- mastermind
- The lines!
- Inner Voice
- Yggdrasil
- Omnidimensional
BEEFY, will be in terminus, I love all the modules and truly believe it is enough to take me smoothly across my path.
I didn’t put in too many of the martial arts modules, because i am very good now with my IQ in this sport, and would like my mind to do the planning in terms of weapons, reactions to attacks, and ring awareness, heracles and blink and master’s coordination is a very cut throat and straight forward way to impose a style that I know I can creatively glue together and add fabric to every day in every way
anyway today i ran very last 15 minute loop of wanted and im on washout, can’t wait for this custom
IM GOING TO BE RUNNING IT SOLO!!!
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im really learning a lot about myself, my confidence on a scale of 1-10 is a 20 and i actually believe with all my heart that following my desire to it’s end is my path of least resistance, I am enjoying myself more, and i am wielding the exponentially increasing power due to this understanding of my inner world and thus, everything out there, so well. I love the power, I do understand what it takes and i do know that, pain and trial is there, I might as well reach my highest form possible, the form smiling to life’s abundant fruit.
everything is going better every single day more and more, manifesting is getting easier, how? well, my focus and emotions and efficiency! i can see it instantly from one Muay thai class to the next! I have a healthier mental relationship with working out, formerly, a DO OR DIE situation, i now enjoy listening to soft spoken gentle asmr in my ears watching a lady run her hand down another lady’s soft glistening back, as i do the ever challenging and focus driven CARS. Everything i do has more power because i am ripe and bursting with belief, I dont need to adhere to some impossible standard that requires some unholy sacrifice, i adhere to FEELING GOOD, and everything comes from there are my subconscious flowers and blooms my reality. Everything is becoming better! 2 weeks ago i began to do some muay thai "walking"and balance and technique repetition, ever since then, ive been doing everything in full slow mo as to focus on making my boxing as tight and sharp as possible, tweaking as much as i can every single thing i could think of: from my hands being open when guarding my face and body, to clenching last moment before impact to give me godlike speeds! my style has become FULL of life and vast intelligence, what i mean is my style is self developing, it just keeps looking better and better, every single aspect of my game is increasing at infinite levels, no matter what technique we are asked to do, i do it perfectly! i thought it was going to take me months to get my technique as good as it’s gotten in a mere 2 weeks of joy and euphoria, practicing it day by day. Ive been destroying men in sparring, im like a demon, im unbeatable, all because of my footwork, style, balance ive gained from all the hours doing the muay thai walk during my shift, all my hip strengthening drills making my legs that of a tae kwondo master, and im deceiving a way words cant describe, because it’s very unique! I do feel like I’m cheating due to how quickly im adapting, i truly do feel like im finally using 110% of my brain as i develop everything about my fight style, i also have developed a toughness, when i was fearful in the start due to my lofty goals i am now full of life and belief
yes its happened
yes i got it
yes its here
brace yourself
i feed myself good thoughts all the time, ive grown so much, my money grows, my relationships were purified.
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End of day journal to clear my mind. The results are superb, I’m reaching a permanent state of ascension where I do believe that you can live in a state of happiness or calm collectedness for long periods of time uninterrupted. My results are getting extreme, I really polarize people these days and it seems I’m seen as a very rare and select tier of khan, a man of superior genetics, a mysterious and strong man, I love it because it feels more amazing to, on Top of being so dominant, i get to defeat legends and shock the world
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Many people want to have both an amazing body and the ability to fight, usually people can only achieve one of those.
Those 3 cores will help you achieve it all!
Now im angry i didnt put legacy in my spartan/muay thai custom 
Pretty stacked custom with 4 cores, good luck bro.
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what you could do to make the best out of your situation would be to either stack your custom with legacy major program. or run them on and off, one blooms while the other begins to do it’s inner workings. Nice idea though, with new spartan and intensified tech hitting soon we will accelerate at god speed.
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I’m so alpha I love recon because it is basically a symbol of nature to tell me a bloom is on its way, and I have every intention of glorifying this bloom by feeling good, despite my thoughts
As for my custom above, I will add two more touches that will, and I mean this, make it the most completely personalized yazooneh custom ever
- Emotions unfettered
- Ever present/ego adsum/ Carpe diem ascended
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How is the 4 core custom working for you? How bad is the recon? I want to make a custom with those same 4 cores but i want to run another custom with it but it might he too much.
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Amazing day, almost gonna order the custom, I’ve been in bed all day sick and playing games on my phone, still can’t get over how much improvement I’ve had in my Muay Thai over the last 6 months, been thinking deeply about how many things I know now in the game, hidden concepts. Anyway I’d love to buy a book from this guy coach Barry and I have a lot of faith in my future. I also did huge work recently every night on my art server as we are launching anew event
I love that everything I ask for comes true and that I’m so good at manifesting
Good night
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I like your journal, very fun to read
Are you planning to compete sometime?
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