so im listening to wanted, I am done with washout and this is the program I chose to run alongside my Muay thai custom
believe it or not, I have utter faith this is the complementary program needed to launch me into my final form.
today i was the most busy since reaching here in terms of how much PERSONAL profit i made.
i woke at 5 30 and stood next to the mirror with my hands up to the air like a champion and reaffirmed for myself, i got to my client’s park at 7 am and I began to train them Muay thai for an hour, 70 bucks, they are my only customer, and they are returning always!
in the last 7 days i think he had like 5 sessions, he loves my teaching.
After that i went straight to a moving job at 9 :30 am where we moved for a woman (i am getting 20 dollars an hour here, but its good for some cash) and she was acting very smitten around me.
IVE BEEN ON WANTED FOR 9 CYCLES
The effects i have are no joke, when i was done with work waiting for the bus a very pretty young lady walking a dog literally stopped and stared at me, then moved forth and stopped to turn and stare again. She might have been high off her face but still.
I listened to the book of 5 rings for the 2nd time ever and i am learning much from it, I understand this is an entirely alchemical book and a most of the wisdom in it is symbolic rather than literal.
I also have been very intrigued with the concept of “from shit” in alchemy which states to create from shit thoughts gold. Every time i caught myself thinking bad thoughts I knew i was sitting on a goldmine and INSTANTLY switched to visions of me getting where i want to be
I kept this up half the day until the customer kept making it clearer and clearer she was attracted to me, however… I kept more strength and faith than yesterday and MY ULTIMATE PLAN is to feed my faith until the dreams i had come into reality, therefore, I aim to focus all my energy on my muay thai goal.
and she was a test for sure, i understand this. I want to keep dreaming of myself fighting and winning until it’s second nature, I dont want to sit there scared and cold in the ring once again, knowing my opponent is the same
I want to know my opponent is atleast 1% human and I am a machine who was dreaming of this moment day and night ! until the stimuli of fighting is my fuel and not my test.