I listened to a loop of my custom before the journal entry about the boxing sparring, I have to say that I’m getting so good technically I went from being decent in sparring to being a nightmare.
Im hard to hit, I’m strong, I’m fast, I’m powerful, I use angles, my footwork has deep balance, I play the game very well, being aware of more and more layers to the game of fighting than ever before. This is a cheat code, at this point I’m sort of left dumb founded by reality and my manifestation journal and constant affirmation that I’m the best fighter there ever was. Because, I cannot imagine what type of person it would take to catch me off guard, at this point I’m just excited to see my wins unfold. My skills improve overnight, every week I see a noticeable difference, and I don’t mean here and there. I mean a giant overhaul in style, capabilities, a new tier of speed that unlocks different techniques, (every time): crisper technique, tighter, better breathing with every movement and strike and defense, better hand awareness and defensive control, better use of hands as a hand rather than just a closed fist, everything! And all these layers become deeper, while even more layers to fighting unfold.
When I box, I look like a newly pro boxer, my footwork is very on point and the balance that I develop using two stances (southpaw and orthodox) makes it so that I don’t just win with power, (people have to tell me to calm down even when I’m at 50% power) but I have very fluid slipping and weaving and ducking under, I angle a lot, I use feints, I smother you with my fist and then pull your hand down and smack you, I get off center line every time and you can’t tell where, I will use two of the same technique in a row and come with a third at an entirely different level and angle that will make you shit yourself (sure knockout in fight) I cut around people, feels like I dance around people, I break rhythm with teeps and jabs. My punching is amazing: chin down traps high shoulders relaxed, I literally pummel people for rounds and I never get tired , my hands are always up, my hands always come back to my head to defend me as fast as they went out for the punch. I have open hands when guarding and my fist clenched midway through a punch so it literally feels like my jabs and other punches are hand cannons from how quick and effortless they feel, like a cloud blast. My hands down style is so devilish because my strikes can come from anywhere. And my punches are super tight the best guys ever, straight out from my face no lag no delay no coiling just point a to b fast with a fist clench before impact
I am literally a nightmare to fight, and I’m tough mentally and physically and spiritually so
