I’m finding as I’m just not resisting my feelings anymore when I can’t hold on to the junk even when I want to, that I’m seeing more clearly and the insights still happen. The last few days I’m really, or at least think I am, seeing or knowing the place the sage/master’s anger comes from.
There are these enlightened beings who teach to give up anger etc, also that it’s very difficult to do so, maybe even a lost cause, and yet there are times when they come in contact with people and they just berate them and yell at them. But it’s not from a place of hate or even identification.
It’s just for whatever reason that’s what’s appropriate for that particular person in that particular time. There are many stories where people came to see them but they got yelled at by the master and sent away and it’s tough to explain things sometimes. Like to know something is one thing but to then attempt to convey it isn’t always easy.