That had me laughing 
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Youāll start experiencing this any time youāre going through deep cleaning. The breakdown of ego is a tough experience, but know that your subconscious will guide you in the right direction. We script our subliminals differently than others ā the entire alchemical process is self-guided. What we provide in the scripts are goals ā money, power, wealth, romance ā and provides a pathway to manifestation. Your subconscious chooses the importance of those goals and how to walk that path. So, as you turn off of one path and on to another, the subconscious has to now reconcile the new worldview with the old one ā the conflict between those ideas causes the anger response.
A few years ago, I was a much different person. People used to refer to me as a āforce of natureā because of my ability to get things done. But, like any force of nature, that meant that Iād steamroll the hell out of you if you got in my way. Thing is, that identity was driven by sheer anger, anger that had been building up since childhood. Once I began really practicing mental alchemy, the underlying beliefs that created that anger were altered, and the anger begin to subside. Relationships with friends and family grew stronger. I began to experience awe at the sheer marvel of existence. But alsoā¦ I began to feel lost, like I didnāt know who I was anymore. For so long, my life had been defined by that anger. Without it, who the hell was I?
Sure enough, I began to rediscover and embrace my new identity as a positive conscious creator. I got the highest paying job Iāve ever had, thriving business that I absolutely love, and now Iām expanding into new creative territories. Make no mistake, Iām no pushover now, and if someone tries to bring harm to me, my family or my business, there will be consequences. But, Iām annoyed at just how long I spent wallowing in anger. This new identity is clearly the better one.
This is what Khan is meant to do ā bring out the inner empire builder (however you define that) within you. And itāll succeed as long as people stay on the path.
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Iāve had those same feelings, thinking that being melancholy was my āsetā norm. There IS a sense of loss. I find the biggest challenges now are basically āwho am I NOW?ā It comes and goes.
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Exactly! 
UPDATE:
The Lows: I spent around 2 hours just feeling tears drop off my eyes, thinking about everything wrong with my life (forgetting all the things to be grateful for), and all the things I want to achieve but how far off I am. Just being a little about it. Although I did not just cry, I was crying and learning about how to have better interactions with women.
The Highs: Suddenly, I felt a rush of power and positivity. And felt really in the mood to go talk to some women. So, without hesitation, I went and took a shower, put one some clothes and cologne, and went out determined to talk to 10 girls at least.
I went out, and I was enjoying myself. Girls reacted very positively although most told me they have a boyfriend. I felt in the zone.
The difference I noticed compared to PS IT: With PS, I am more a playful fire that is strong and warm and crackling with sexuality and fun energy. With Khan TB, I am more of a water whirlwind of sexuality and strength. I joke less, but my desire is stronger, and my dominance is more pronounced.
I met a really cool girl, we connected. We talked about our lives, our past, our hopes and dreams, with some jokes and some flirtatious comments here and there (this is one of the things I am implementing. I get too high of a flake rate, and now I discovered that I do about 80% having fun and 20% knowing about the girl and me, which seems to be too little. What i learned is I should flirt and play about 40%, and get to know her about 60%).
Funnily, when I was going home after (15 approaches! I went out to do 10, but was having so much fun, I went to 15 until I had to stop myself because I gotta do other stuff). Anyways, I saw this super hot girl dressed like a japanese teenage school girl standing in front of a grocery store, and she kept looking at me. So I went over, talked to her, and she was giggling. But little did I know, she just wanted to make her boyfriend jealous by inviting me to approach. And after a few minutes, this humongous piece of meat, a true muscle head monster came out of the grocery store and stood next to this tiny girl that was about 1/5th his size. I was a bit surprised, but recovered fast. I told him that he had a beautiful girl and he was lucky, and he laughed and wished me a good day. And we went our separate ways.
i love this. I am rediscovering my sense of life and sense of adventure.
Khan Total Breakdown is a beast. I am trusting the process. I know I will go through a number of lows and depressed moments throughout this month as it works its magic and cleans my limitations. So I am okay with that. This experience today of recovering and having fun after being so low that I was crying for 2 hours showed me that this is part of the process, a temporary setback, a much needed cleansing.
So to healing, success, and beyond!
I know it was not the proper way or the right thing to do. But I really really was not in the mood for games or bullshit at that moment. So I really just told her to go fuck herself and left her alone in the date.
In 2 months, I can meet cool girls who are down to earth and who wonāt play games like that. Or if they do, I might be in a better mood to deal with it. But in that moment, the only response I had was to rage quit and tell her to go fuck herself. It was the first time I did it, but I felt so relieved, even proud of myself.
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I also seem to remember snippets of my dreams every night.
They are not weird dreams like Emperor where I am riding on top of an Alpha Wolf through dark scary forests and things like that.
Khan TB dreams are mostly me arguing with some famous people, teaching them a lesson, learning something, getting some insights, and mostly either drama and conflict with experts and Gurus, or me getting some deep insights about some subjects.
I donāt know what the insights are. Itās just the context or feeling I get in those dreams.
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I have listened to 150 hours of Khan Total Breakdown so far.
What I have noticed:
- I can sleep well and have relaxing sleep even with Khan running. My sleep stabilized.
- I have a good mental focus and a good level of energy. I donāt feel exhausted or foggy anymore.
- I donāt feel deeply emotionally disturbed.
- I still feel a mild level of depression. And I feel like being alone and not interacting with other people or talking to women unless absolutely necessary. I had glimpses of this changing, like yesterday where I felt extremely social and desired to go approach and flirt with women. So this probably will get better over time.
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I read this earlier while at work Amash. I slept with Regeneration running last night, but Iāll run TB tonight.
Thanks for showing possibilities where I didnāt think it possible 
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Thank you. I had another great night of sleep last night with Khan TB running non stop.
Itās now comfortable. No headaches. No bad sleep. Good stuff!
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Today, I went out to a date with the girl Iāve met and connected with Sunday.
She texted me she will be 20 minutes late, so I was already nearby and decided to talk to a couple of girls.
I talked to 2. Both lighted up their eyes and blushed and were reacting to me and impressed. It felt like a level of animal attraction that even Primal and Primal Seduction did not match. And I am getting that with Khan Total Breakdown. Girls respond to me with a high level of animal attraction, something about my aura is magnificent today.
Then I met my date. We connected deeply. We spent 4 hours together, talking. I tried to kiss her 3 times, but she is a good girl. However, all during the date she was giggling and looking at me like I am a delicious piece of meat. I love it. So I will take it slower with her, she is really beautiful, above average compared to the girls I meet, and she is highly educated and young.
So, today, all 3 girls were deeply attracted to me. Again, this is both incredible, even more than Primal Seduction, and I am still in Khan Total Breakdown.
How do I compare PS IT to Khan TB? With Khan TB, girls are very attracted, but I am not playful and I lost my ability to have a good conversation. PS IT makes the process more fun. While with Khan TB, I do less and get even more powerful attraction from girls.
I would say that with PS IT, you can sleep with girls faster because you are more playful and fun and leading. While Khan TB, the attraction is deeper, and you do less, but the girl chases you more, so she ends up investing more.
Then, I would say PS IT: If you want to get laid a lot with many women. Khan TB, if you want one or two high quality above average girls who are deeply attracted to you.
The good girl from the date today was trying her best to hold herself back, but sometimes she would not resist and just touch me or caress me. It felt very validating 
We will see how things evolve. My conversations are awkward at the moment, and my energy is a bit low when interacting with women compared to PS IT. BUT they are at least 2x more attracted to me at the open.
Or maybe I had a good day with no rejections. We will see.
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I relate a lot to the way you described the differences of Iron Throne and Khan. Iron Throne is playful, fun, openly and radiating sexuality. A lot of girls Iām seeing call me a fucc boy but there okay with it because thatās the vibe your giving off. I havenāt tried Khan yet and Iām not sure I will but it seems like itās breaking you down and preparing you for more substantial relationships instead of just trying to put it in anything with a hole like iron throne lol. Interested to see how you progress on it with the later stages!
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Yes. I think this describes the difference between the two really well.
If I would go further, Khan is the King who all the women respect and want and know he is the āultimateā in power and masculinity.
While PS IT, it is the Prince, the young playful prince enjoying his youth and playing with all the girls, making them giggle and they fantasize about him while they see him playing with all the other girls.
Or to go further, PS IT is the fuckboy all the girls fuck and share. While Khan is the guy who owns the whole place and can put the fuckboy in his place if he wanted to, so all the girls know he is the highest most dominant authority in that place.
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What happens if we stack them?! Would we be getting laid with a lot of high quality above average girls who are deeply attracted to us??!!?
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I think ST3 stacks Khan + PS IT + Daredevil + manifestation scripting.
So it is part of the process
That means ST3 will get much better results faster than doing ST1 + PS IT because the scripting is not optimized.
But hey man, we are getting there. Then, in the future, I will get to ST4, which is the biggest sub in Subliminal Clubās history.
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I might have manifested the girl from the date by the way, because she is fucking incredible.
I went through 150 hours of agony with ST1 where I did not feel good (now I feel great running it!) And about 100 rejections from girls during that time.
And suddenly, I met this girl. She is probably the hottest girl Iāve ever dated. But not only that: she is well traveled, feminine, sweet, positive, a good person, well read, romantic, makes her own money, has goals and dreams in life, not a feminist, speaks 4 languages, and truly wants and desire me for who I am although I am not the most handsome or youngest guy on the block.
She almost did not want to go home after our date, but she was too āgood girlā and traditional to sleep on the first date. And she is fun, a great conversationalist. etc.
Iād say girls like this I meet once a year. And I met her after 150 hours of ST1 of Khan. Is it a coincidence? Maybe. But I sure I am happy.
She texted me now: "I had a wonderful date with you today. Sweet dreams "
I like this a lot!
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Nice! I think I should stick to PS for a few more months like how you did with Primal and S&S. Keep up the good work!
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By the way, I feel so good on Khan ST1 now that I increased the volume to the maximum safe possible since Sunday.
I use the ultrasonic. Iāve never tried the masked.
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+1
I got laid last night with a new girl, that I met from Daygame. Itās the girl I met last Sunday.
We were texting at night, and I sent her: āCome sleep over.ā She said: āYes. But no expectations.ā āI said Ok.ā
I listened to a loop of Sex Mastery X2 by the time she arrived. And she she got here, I turned off all subliminal action.
She took an Uber. I didnāt jump on her right away. But instead, I was a bit smarter
I gave her clothes to wear, we talked a bit, and we slept spooning. I made sure I didnāt do any creepy moves. I just relaxed like: āThis happens often to me. Weāll sleep together sooner or later. No big deal.ā
Anyways, in the morning, I woke up with a healthy erection. And when she saw it under my shorts, she was like āOMGā and started touching me and took off my t-shirt and I took off her clothes.
She asked me whether I had condoms, and I had a couple stashed just under the pillow.
We had a good healthy sexual passionate session. It was good and deep. I almost came twice but I held it in, and on the third time, I came a healthy full ejaculation that impressed her.
It was good. I am starting to live up to my sexual potential.
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Brilliant!
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Props to you man. Have you been mainly running KHan ST1 the past couple of weeks or did you throw other subs in as well other than SM?
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Only Khan ST1.
SM X2 was only 1 loop before the girl arrived to sleep in my bed.
So Khan ST1 99.99% of the time
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