Wow, that was surprisingly powerful. If I could like it twice, I would. 
Thanks! I’ll consider it. At very least I’ll keep a private journal to be mindful of the changes that I undergo.
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The same happened to me!
It’s amazing how the experiences of the people keeping journals here matches my own a lot.
Except that, with Khan, I seem to eat more than usual.
Maybe rebuilding myself under Khan requires extra energy, so I need to eat more.
No noticeable weight gain though. So the calories must be getting used somehow somewhere.
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Day 11 - ST2:
Oh man, Khan ST2 is definitely harder than ST1. I can understand why it’s not wise to jump directly onto ST4.
I slept 10 hours and still woke up exhausted. I was in a bad mood, I needed groceries so I hopped in to the supermarket. And saw this absolutely gorgeous girl, so I talked to her. She told me she has a boyfriend, but still gave me her number.
Suddenly, I was in a better mood. I was still exhausted, so my game was not on point, and my aura doesn’t have the powerful punch. But I promised myself I’ll stick in until I do 15 approaches.
I went to a nearby park, where girls like to walk around. I talked to 15 girls, I was sexual, I touched them all, caressed their hands when we shook hands. But I was low on dominance because I was tired, and my voice was weak too because I was exhausted.
I got 5 good phone numbers, which out of 15 approaches, is great! All girls were friendly, no harsh rejections, which is unexpected when I am so tired.
Then, I went home, and felt a need to be productive and to progress towards my goals, even though I am tired. I cleaned up my house totally, and now I am doing work, progressing on my financial goals, and I feel a great desire to achieve goals and to progress.
I love it!
The difference between today and days 1 to 10 is before, I had mental fog and felt mentally slow. Today, my brain is on fire, ready to go, but my body feels like I didn’t rest enough, even though I was able to sleep 10 hours.
Oh, and I officially passed 150 hours. I noticed at 150 hours, the heaviest part of tiredness goes away. That is the first breakthrough.
And at 200 hours, good things start to happen. Like positive coincidences and noticeable changes.
I am excited about how things will turn out. ST2 is kicking my ass.
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Day 12 - ST2:
Today I have slept very well. I feel focused and full of energy.
The adaptation period to the strength of ST2 is ending. Now the real fun can begin.
There is some music festival in the city. Most girls are there with their friends. So no dates during these days.
It’s good. Time to recharge myself. Getting too social exhausts me.
Time to work on my wealth building and to get some solitude to feel recharged.
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For the last 11 days my voice was weak. I was tired.
But today, my voice is better than usual.
My voice is powerful. It is so masculine. It is loud and resonant and vibrant and deep.
I love it! I always wanted my voice to get better, and it is now getting better automatically with Khan.
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I stop subs during meditation.
When I meditate, I feel that the messages piled up from the sub get integrated more when I give myself quiet concentrated time.
It’s like letting food digest so you extract more nutrition from it.
For some reason, I am able to get deeper in meditation when I am not playing subs.
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I figured the same thing, less interference from the conscious mind due to being in a relaxed, accepting state leaves the subconscious more energy to work through its backlog.
Of course in my case, I’m already on overload…
Add to that that a barrage of messages while you’re quieting the mind will prevent one from, as you state, going deeper.
I appreciate the input. I’ll stop them for meditation. For at least 20 out of the 60 minutes of meditation.
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Also, for some reason, 6 different girls texted me today. 3 want to meet me tomorrow, 2 on Saturday and 1 on Sunday. It’s weird because I went from all dates getting cancelled in the last 10 days, to all of a sudden girls are very interested. And it’s weird that it seems to all happen in the same day.
This is wild, the same thing happened to me and how I know these subs work. I have ran a couple different of the dating focused major programs. The last one, the month I ran it was insane, more women than I could honestly fit in my schedule. I then switched to Emperor and within a day or two almost all of them were cancelling on me, ghosting me, or a couple even said I don’t think this is working when just days prior we had the most amazing time.
Crazy stuff.
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The crazy part is how such a thing happens even though you’re not in the same room. Like they suddenly feel you are different from across space and time. It must be that same thing that makes people suddenly call you when you think about them.
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Yes, exactly. It’s nuts - and also why I truly believe in manifesting, though I haven’t gotten that mastered yet.
Anyway, carry on AMASH 
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Day 13 - ST2:
Today, I felt compelled to go out and approach, even though I was tired and not in a good mood.
The first 10 girls I talked to rejected me. I had a goal to meet and approach 15 girls.
Girl number 11 was gorgeous. I was like: “Today is fucked anyway, so let’s approach.” She loved me, kept giggling, and I was so close to her when we talked we were almost kissing.
Then I went, I had a few okay reactions, until I got my 15 approaches done.
As I was going home, I saw this girl who looked good. Not looked good in a model kind of way, but looked good in that she was a tall blonde with a big ass, small waist, tight toned body with her abs exposed in her small t-shirt. I went to talk to her, but she told me she is busy, and walked off. I really waned this girl, so I ran a bit to catch up with her asking her for her instagram. She said: “Okay”. I got her instagram, but we continued the conversation and had a cool deep 15 minutes conversations where she told me about her crazy life, she’s a doctor, a marathon runner, a yoga teacher, a lover of travel, and she left her city to come to the big capital to start a new life. She told me about how much she values trust and honesty, her love for wine, and her memories when she went to Spain.
It was kickass. This girl turns heads when she walks around. And she rejected me at first but I persisted.
Let’s hope both pan out to be good!
It seems ST2 follows the same pattern as ST1: After about 10 days of feeling unfocused and tired, I get some days where I feel like a boss, full of energy and focus, and some days like today where I felt weak, my aura was timid, and I was doing my approaches not being in the mood just because I value not breaking my promise to myself.
Now I am doing work. It is Saturday evening, but my financial future is very important for me, so I will work whether it is Saturday, New Years eve or Christmas.
I productively put time for girls in my calendar to make sure it doesn’t consume my life. I keep it contained
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I think this is KEY. You just need to take a little bit MORE action than usual, just going one step further, doing…
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I had the same feelings, and I fought them to force myself to be productive.
It was and still is hard. But things are happening in the background of my subconscious.
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This is happening to me too.
I spend more time focused, productive and active. And feel no need to check this forum or do many of the online activities that I used to enjoy but now I don’t feel drawn to do.
It happened to me before on Primal. But then I regained a sense of value about this forum and returned over time.
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Day 18 - ST2:
I am taking much more action, whether for work, money or girls, than every before. But I am also facing more problems.
For example, I lost all girls. For some reason, all girls flaked on me, whether I had sex with them already or not. So I am approaching from the very beginning, to build new relationships.
Khan ST2 is hard. It’s not hard in the same was as ST1. But with ST1, I was much more stable on the 18th day than I am now. I feel like my core is shaking. And when I talk to girls, I don’t get the same solidity I had after 18-10 days of ST1. But I assume I am being reprogrammed and it is simply reconciliation since Khan is such a behemoth of a script.
Also, on Khan ST1 I saw many numbers repeating, like 11:11 or 15:15 or 22:22 or whatever. It happened about 3 times a day. On Khan ST2, I seem to consistently miss those moments. So, for example, I will feel the urge to check my phone, and I look immediately to find it is 11:12 or I look and see it is 22:23 or whatever. Repeating numbers are becoming rarer occurrences.
I don’t seem to remember my dreams as much with ST2 compared to ST1. But I had a dream last night that I was to have sex with a new virgin girl and I was guiding her through the experience. I just remember glimpses of it.
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Eeeh day 28? You are 10 days ahead😉.
When it comes to your journey, It’s seems like there’s quite some overlap when it comes to (mental) phases we are going through. What I also find interesting is the fact that just like you I’m seeing way less repeating numbers compared to stage 1. And what makes it even more interesting, just like you I had several times that I’m only 1 mintue too late.
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Yep since running Khan 4 I am on the forum 6 min max per day whereas before the number was properly about more than an hour. Also why my journal is so quiet.
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Side note: Wondering if this effect will ever come to @DarkPhilosopher…
just joking, love ya brother 
Keep up the great posts
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Corrected. I’m on day 18. Like a Boss 
Don’t want to lose my Ambassadorial title, now do I? You haven’t found the super-secret duct-tape emoji to use on me yet? You’ll have to read the Discourse manual then. 
Actually, I’m sure the amount of time I spend on the forum will get less when I get back into a working groove again. Right now, I spend a lot of time behind the computer organizing stuff. And at a 2560x1440 resolution, SubClub has its own dedicated little corner on my screen.
Peculiar how people on both Khan and EoG have reported losing a lot of their social contacts. Maybe it’s making room for a new class of people? Any ideas?
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