Day 20 continued
I guess this is a by product of having more self esteem but I wanted to point out how I was comfortable interacting with people at my friends house. I was effortlessly expressing myself around people that I hadn’t met before. I was making various body movements, sitting in different positions without feeling self conscious.
Day 19 dream
Had this dream in an afternoon nap. This one was set in medieval times. It was about a king(I guess) who was ashamed of his son for being a murderer. I guessed that his son was a murderer cause I remembered images of him sticking a knife to people chests. So the king decided to commit suicide, but in a very interesting way. He made his son stand behind him. He then stood in front of a tree stump with an axe. The head of the axe was loose. So he struck the tree stump with the axe multiple times until the head of the axe got detached. It somehow flipped backwards in the air and was headed towards the son. The king managed to get in front of his son and had the head strike him in the stomach. And that’s how he died. Bleeding out to death while leaning against his son.
Also listened to one Ascension chamber loop on day 19