So I’m starting off by running ascension solo. This is my first time using a sub club product. I hope it goes well.
Listened to one loop late at night, felt a bit weird in the head after. Something i’d describe as mental fatigue.
Woke up like 4:00 am in the morning feeling the same way, stayed up for like up 30 minutes, started with looking up ascension journals to see how their first loops compared to mine. idk my mental state in that moment felt a bit like i was stuck in this sticky pool of mud and I was looking up how to drag myself out of it. Maybe I expected to start seeing noticeable results immediately. I looked up on taking action and its importance in getting results. Though i’m not sure how i,m going to take action on ascension, like my goals listening to this are inner oriented like self esteem, self discovery etc. maybe i should’ve gone for asc mogul instead, like maybe since going for money id be able to see results faster andmore convincingly. Thinking of starting on affilliate marketing, going to car dealership and the mall.
Went back to sleep. dreamt about going into a school and entering class with a tank top on, which is odd since i don’t wear one out due to being shy. I remember feeling exposed whilst talking to a teacher. Then as I was on my way out I locked eyes with a girl who I at first thought was my classmate from high school, she then gave me a sort of puzzled look. Turns out she just really resembled her. Second dream I was about to enter an estate through the gate, when i suddenly saw a dog on the other side barking, quickly retraced my steps and closed the gate. Though instead of completely retreating, I found a stick to defend myself and went back in. Dont remember what happened after.