Observations & Insights - Day #23
Yesterday I ran Emperor while sleeping all night and listened to 6 loops or more during the day…
It was rough waking up again. I’m finally starting to have the dreams that everyone talks about having.
Most of them I still don’t remember but yesterday I had 2 that were so real I couldn’t tell if I was dreaming or not.
Spent most of the day in a calm meditative state. It was hard to concentrate.
felt like my status has dropped over the last 2 days (Or maybe VIP is my new normal so I don’t notice it anymore, not sure)
still feel very comfortable and assured with myself.
a.m. workout was intense even though I didn’t feel like doing shit outside of the gym.
Focus: : 1
It was tough to concentrate for long periods of time and be productive.
My vibe was off, I was in my head a lot but I was at peace with it.
When I first sat down to get some work done at Starbucks I was thinking about one of my homies that lives close to that particular location. 20 minutes later he pulled up to meet someone. I almost never randomly run into this guy unless we plan to meet up.
I called one of my guys who I respect a lot when it comes to understanding life. I wanted to bounce some of the insights I’ve been having off of him since beginning to run the Emperor sub. As soon as he answered the phone he said that just a few days ago he had put me on his list of people to call this week… We talk maybe once or twice a quarter. Another coincidence or nah?
- When you’re trying to level up and create something new in your life things will fall apart and everything will go to shit. In the chaos is where you’ll find the clues to go to the next level.
If you get too wrapped up in the chaos you’ll miss the clues and try to run back to your old life. When darkness shows up don’t try to run away, start hunting, that’s where all the keys you’re looking for are.
More To Come