High On My Own Supply

[Michel]

Controversial thought:

I’m so glad to be out of a relationship!

I mean, what’s not to like? More autonomy, increased freedom, more self love. Really am seeing the benefits of not being coupled now, which for someone who desperately wanted a relationship is some mental switch. Maybe I’m more comfortable with exuding love rather than hoping for it to arrive. Don’t chase it, Be it.
The idea of being WANTED is still weird to me, why are people sitting next to me, aren’t I a lowly piece of shit like society told me early on? People want to be near me? MAYBE the men still have a hard time letting me exist.

DreamBoi is still doing its work, a young alternative chick, with maroon hair, a bandana and yellow blouse sitting opposite me. I could see several women were relaxing into my field. At times she closed her eyes (the Dream of Me), even extending her feet wide outwards towards me to grab more. She also did that blouse breast rub to discharge all erotic energy…

Generally I feel more natural self love on this sub and permission to express myself more because it has my back. It also seems to piss off certain “males”, you know the ones - hateful, jealous… must be my dreamy energy.

[Michel]

More and more self love is pouring out from my heart and it was immediately recognised by other female commuters. WANTED DreamBoi is working not only for me but for potential new partners. I see and feel that more women recognise and appreciate my DreamBoi vibe, it’s getting regular that I get longing looks. leaned in, being shown erotic signs of interest and most times trancing in and out of dream state.

Case in point, an awesome young redhead punk woman with pink lipstick, tattoos and see through tank top straight away voluntarily leaned in straight away opposite me.

Another benefit of DreamBoi is recovering quickly when things are unexpected, like a heavy police presence at one of the stations and being searched, inside I was raging but managed to regain composure and self worth. I had a feeling of doom and being judged by a forces more powerful than me but that inner chatter is gone.

I remembered the Eleanor Roosevelt quote:

Nobody can take my self worth away from me without permission

[Benny]

Hey man I love reading your thread!

Just wanted to tell you that your posts here and on WDB thread are important to all of us.

It looks you just get this better with each cycle!

Can you share if women on Wanted vs WDB suggested taking you home or private places and such as well?

Thanks

[Michel]

Well if yesterday was any indication, a pregnant woman on the train almost did. Followed me home until she realised what she was doing

[Michel]

Feeling into the DreamBoi vibe so intensely and at the same time so chilled. I realise that the nervous system based confidence is revealing something interesting about feeling open.

I love this sub, I love being down to earth and “authentic” (crap buzzword), however the world still pushes their masks onto others. I’m not interested in macho bed notching shit, I prefer deep connections and even though I find that at work and play, some are wearing masks of deceit. Not everyone wishes you well, in fact some are just crabs in a barrel. I haven’t felt the need to push back against this… up until now. Maybe I’ve been too passive and not taking up my rightful space in life. Let’s see…

[Michel]

I’ve joined a dating app.

What in the actual fuck have I done? 🫣

Said I’m open to a short to long term relationship. Don’t know who or what prompted this info to credit for this unexpected step up.

Edit: now I’m looking at the bloody instruction manual and it specifically states:

Open pathways to romance: join dating apps.

@heartmadeiron

WDB will manifest so many opportunities. It’s up to you to recognize and act on them.

Now I’m spooked out.

@Goldfinger

There could be someone out there starting from absolute scratch, discouraged, entrenched in limiting beliefs, hopeless even.

Imagine that person being able to observe the growth of someone here that started from a similar level. It’s like showing the person that the bigger results are also possible, even from their current level. It is possible to dream, achieve and be legendary.

Exactly. All results are good results.

[Golgo13]

@Michel

decided that I’ve completely stopped looking for any relationship, because no one wants me anyway. All I needed was myself. This is merely for feeling great in my own skin.

Now you’re on a dating app. Can you describe the sudden shift in confidence, self esteem, and your over all mental attitude? Also how is WDBs belly fat physical shifting compared to Ascension?

[Michel]

Easy - self love.

If you want a more precise answer: I am deserving of self love and I believe I have something of worth to give, where before the goal was to fill my own cup.

[Golgo13]

lol. Nothing to offer on the physical shifting question?

@Michel

Easy - self love.

And you attribute that self love to WDB?

[Michel]

@Golgo13

Nothing to offer on the physical shifting question?

Not really.

@Golgo13

And you attribute that self love to WDB?

Absolutely. Nervous system calm does a lot for confidence.

[Golgo13]

@Michel

Not really.

That’s interesting. Cause when I used Ascension briefly I lost belly fat. When I stopped it came back eventually. Same with Khan.

@Michel

Nervous system calm does a lot for confidence.

Yeah I figured that. But what does that have to do with self love?

[Benny]

@Golgo13

physical shifting

From the short amount of time running WDB
It’s working…
I think (not sure) Wanted PhShif was stronger but TBH I just ran New Wanted for longer…
You should be happy with it I guess

You need to eat well and workout too!
Even if it’s once a week lifting in the gym
And some running or walking twice a week

@Golgo13

self love?

You’d be less stressed and so less critical

@Golgo13

Same with Khan.

Never felt PS with Khan but you probably made it work! that’s great

@Golgo13

came back eventually

Try wanted

[Golgo13]

I didn’t have to do exercise for Ascension or Khan to trim belly fat. WDB seems like it would fit me more than the other Wanted titles.

[Benny]

@Golgo13

I didn’t have to do exercise for Ascension or Khan to trim belly fat

COOL!
I did minimal exercise and it worked

@Golgo13

WDB seems like it would fit me more than the other Wanted titles.

Yeah they all work use what you like they work well

[Michel]

The DreamBoi lifestyle.

Where I’m working alone in an office I find a cluster of women who decide to sit near or facing me. When I’m travelling on the train, absolutely sure that no one will sit facing me, up pops one or two women. In the supermarket I’m certain there’ll be at least one woman who checks me out and decides to follow me.
This is now my reality, not hand waving it away for forum approval.

The challenge

To remain in the chooser seat. I know deep down that there’s a void to fill, that’s my desperate need for a relationship to manifest and I’m sure it has slowed down my results, even though attraction is still a given. I’m also reintroducing (microlooping) Genesis: Joy to get that foundation stable. So far it’s working a treat and the two titles synergise very well. Women pick up on desperation so to hold steady whilst vibing on authentic presence is the ticket.

[Parsifal]

@Michel

I know deep down that there’s a void to fill, that’s my desperate need for a relationship to manifest and I’m sure it has slowed down my results

Have you tried LB long-term? I’ve ran it for 8 months in 2024 and started in early January again and it’s a wonderful experience.

[Michel]

Honestly, I don’t have the patience.

Joy gives me an immediate self worth foundation which for me is the biggest reason running it. From what I remember running LB it felt a little airy fairy, I actually prefer the grounded skills based subs (GLM, WDB) plus on Joy I feel free to actually express myself without fear of rejection. Speaking out still remains an issue.

Plus so far Joy seems to gel well with DreamBoi seamlessly.

[Parsifal]

@Michel

Honestly, I don’t have the patience.

At least you’re honest.
As my fiancee said today “the P in my name (@CurlyGirl ) stands for patience.”

[ABC333]

Yea, I love love. But being more of the shy, quiet type, I got a lot of flack from others for feeling good. Being self fulfilled kind of thing. Like how are you free of the masks, and inauthenticity, and able to feel good for no reason? Well, that’s how we’re supposed to be. And to get back to it wasn’t easy. I had to do the opposite of the rest of the world. So got outcast a bit.

You bring up a good point. I was going to switch over to LB. I got a job where I don’t deal with anyone at all. So I’m able to feel however I want without the unwanted attention stuff. But I think GLM and Primal also help with that. So I wasn’t able to get myself to switch off either title for LB. And they both have optimism, joy elements. I was just looking for a little hit of the self love.

I would love to see a module about love flooding oneself though. That would definitely work, without needing to go full LB.

[Parsifal]

@ABC333

I would love to see a module about love flooding oneself though.

It’s not in the description, but Synergy: Venus Unveiled could do the job in my opinion.

through
Chosen of Venus you’ll develop an outward expression of love

But we know *As within, so without".

And the modules description goes more in depth

You will experience how it is to be filled with love and radiate it – yes, Chosen of
Venus contains aura manifestation as well. You can now truly become…
the Chosen of Venus.

With Depths of Love you’ll
create the inward expression of this phenomenon, where a greater inner
understanding will unfold within you. You’ll let go of traumas that stop
you from loving and make all the love you feel much more
transcendental and potent