High On My Own Supply

[Michel]

Blimey, 100 posts already…

Wanted and the confidence conundrum

Right now I am experiencing a Wanted self confidence boost, it seems real this time and I know why… Beliefs that popped up at the start of my subliminal journey have returned to be challenged:

"How dare you think well of yourself, who the fuck do you think you are?"
" You think you’re a big man now?"
“You were never loyal to this family” (Mafia vibes here)
“How dare you be better than mum and dad”
“How dare you want more out of your life?” You think you’re better than us?"

I knew my parents didn’t know what to make of me. But instead of trying their best, they chose to cut me down before I could realise the emotional control were putting me under. They’re my parents, they were “right”.

But Wanted seem to love challenging this childhood prison and start saying “so fucking what”.
What would happen if I just thought:

"I am the shiznit"

Would I be beaten, exiled, abandoned again for daring to challenge the gods?

Not anymore.

Because those that beat me, exiled me, mocked and abandoned me - are dead.

It’s now safe to come out of the wardrobe.

And women do see me. I’m getting lingering eyes and looks of lust, accepting it and deciding to experiment with it. How bloody dare I…

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EDIT:
Once again the results are still coming in thick, usually when I’m so serene and chill

• a blonde woman with headphones could not keep her eyes off me.
• My art store regulars were keen and happy to chat. Twice today I decided to just poke fun at their setup and they loved it. Both are blonde.
• I’m easing into being more flirty.

[Michel]

Wanted is straight up sorcery.

Awkward situations happen when travelling. Imagine you’re minding your business when something catches my eye to the right. All I saw for a second was a woman stood up, head turned away from her man, giving me “that” look. Then I realised something profound.

I am actually powerful.

No-one should have that much power 🫣

How does it feel to literally turn heads?

How does it actually feel to have women indulge themselves whilst tilting their heads and give you that inviting longing stare? When I can comfortably embody the push/pull archetype without shame or pretense?

This is for real. I get so frustrated with these subliminal programs as they initially give small results before hitting a brick wall so thick that I could never break down. Not one program ever gave me maximum results within a month or two. But I think this is the real deal.

I’m in uncharted waters.

[MAkh]

Ah yeah, the brick wall feeling is so real

It takes a lot resilience, discipline and self awareness to keep pushing through I think

Probably another thing is faith. Faith that these subliminals work. But I think that comes with experience on them

[Michel]

Ever get the feeling that women seem to float around you around in the supermarket? Then smile when you know she knows?

Or maybe when she deliberately blocks your walking path, then gives you “that look”?

How about when attractive women seem to just be there when you’re vibing by yourself?

That’s WANTED!

I almost want to believe it’s permanent and yet there’s a fear of it not lasting. That subconscious wall which blocked everything good is gone, but still… Results have been patchy until now but now since last week WANTED results are building up - to the point where I stop asking myself “is she smiling at me?”, “is it me she’s turning to face from over there?”

Of course it’s me she’s desiring, who else?

When she looks excited when seeing me and is actively trying to seek me out, it’s for real.

Now I have to get used to being that guy for the first time in my life and look and feel the part. Feeling sexy and fulfilled within is on point, looking the part can wait until spring. Turning on the charm is a skill still in development - I still would like to approach and get flirty (S&S might help).

Roll on 2026 and a very sexy new year

[Michel]

I’ve switched over back to the custom name embed WANTED from a few months ago (with Perfection Manifestation) and immediately I felt a wave of grounded presence and an increasing certainty in my own selfhood wash over me. Embodying the archetype is getting easier day by day. Couldn’t believe how fast this worked.

Another side effect of burning off approval is I’ve let go of pining over and fantasising over unavailable women. It was an extension of that fear of success coming up - if a woman actually desires me, then something’s wrong… But giving up the trauma chase mentally has freed up so much head space that can just allow that WANTED will bring in stronger, real interest.

Case in point, I caught a cute strawberry blonde giving a longing stare and she returned a nice smile. Meanwhile another cute woman in blue playing chess on her phone felt so comfortable as to subtly lean against me, tied her hair up and stripped off her coat. This is getting so regular that I’m ready for the next stage up - solid approaches ❤️‍🔥

[oloy]

Superb results.
These new subs r freakin OP.