Hello everyone! I have a peculiar problem which is messing up with my life, and I’d like to hear everyone’s input about it
Whenever I work on my own projects, I have zero problems with enthusiasm, motivation and productivity. But as soon as I have one of such projects as “work” - my enthusiasm, enjoyment and productivity are dropping to zero lol
And it’s not that the work is boring - I’m literally talking about the projects I’d like to do myself. Yet, as soon as there’s an agreement, responsibility, deadlines and payments, I’m suffering lol
And I don’t feel any fear of responsibility or anything (at least I’m not sensing any) so I have no idea what exactly is my problem, hence asking for help
I’m running EOG1 + GLM so I guess this thread is the manifestation of anti recon + financial healing lol