No word on the raise, manifestation didn’t happen.
I feel quite ungrounded. Very much in my head/mind. Been like this since I started regeneration but today’s more prominent. I read a lot on the forum last night, watched some YouTube and I lack comprehension. I’ll be reading a post and one sentence in and I have no idea what I’m reading. My mind just goes somewhere else.
Processing the subliminal I’m guessing, it’s weird because I feel busy mentally yet my mind feels void of thought, blank slate.
I feel utterly stuck in the present, not that’s a bad thing but I feel almost thoughtless?
It’s not brain fog, just a lack of conscious presence, thoughtlessness, autopilot…is this recon?
Not sure if it’s paragon working on hormones but the increase in self esteem or just internal value(CFW?) Has me noticing I’m walking with purpose. I have not seen too many jokes from coworkers the past 2 days. Just all around more straight laced behavior from the guys on my shift.
Today’s a rest day, thinking about skipping tomorrow’s listening day and resuming on Friday. I’m having a hard time deciding if my experiences are recon or just effects.