Have you considered this mentality is contributing to your recon? You’re running subs for development purposes (more masculinity, leveling up, etc.), but there’s a deep resistance to “endless” development. If that’s a serious concern, drop Khan. It’s a long-term commitment that could easily demand a year or more of your life. Though the copy recommends one cycle per stage, that isn’t enough time in practice — folks usually end up spending two or more cycles with each.
I get where you’re coming from: I started uni a year late, did five years across two majors, and then a post-grad program. Graduating in my mid-twenties, I felt like I was falling behind everyone. It wasn’t until I made older friends (some more successful than me, some less) that I realized how little my age actually mattered. Looking back at 27, 23 feels like a lifetime ago, and those insecurities feel more embarrassing than anything.
Self-development never really ends. We’ve got folks here in their 40s to 60s still wondering how they can do better, be better. Personally I’d rather spend my 20s doing the heavy develop than my 30s-40s.
You get this with Khan plus wealth, leadership, masculinity, etc.