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Just fucking recons.

Probably I will refund summertime

I got some information about her a few days ago, she was looking very confident and social, helpful.

But my friend said at one on one she is shy. And also I didn’t see her any alone she is always with her friends.

And also she said she has no life, she focuses too much on lessons etc but it’s okay for me.

He said, this would be hard and said probably you would be her second boyfriend maximum. And told me she is naive.

Actually this things rekindled my feelings

Maybe I should run heartsong

Note Heartsong isn’t about attracting a specific person. Run Heartsong because you want to attract the right person for you, not because you think it’ll bridge the gap with this girl.

Right now I want to run it because I want to attract her. But let’s say it will not attract her but right person then that’s win for me too. I would forget her in this situation.

but actually I don’t think this title attract me right person I don’t see effective results from subs and I don’t believe this title will be exception of it.

Im gonna buy and run heartsong thoug my stack is full I know this is not wise decision but I want to forget her at least unaffected by her

What are you even running?

Dude… you know that’s a terrible idea, you’ll just feel worse

Heartsong is a serious romance title. It goes deep

It works on your entire relationship with love, heals past romantic traumas, reshapes how you understand what you actually want in a partner.

It is powerful.

But that’s exactly why running it right now would be a mistake.

You’re not coming to it from a place of genuine readiness to open up to love. You’re coming to it because a girl rejected you three days ago and you want the pain to stop.

That’s not the same thing.

And if Heartsong does what it’s designed to do, it’s going to surface everything you’ve been carrying

The fact that you’ve never been in a relationship, the insecurities you’ve written about. All of that is going to come up for processing. Are you ready for that right now, mid-semester, with your stack already full andyour emotions all over the place? Be honest with yourself.


This is the issue really isn’t it

Not your stack. You’re running attraction subs with no social exposure. That’s like running a fitness sub and never going to the gym.

Focus the energy into building a social life at university. Join something. Talk to people in class — not just her. Make friends first. The romantic stuff follows from having a life that has people in it.

If you want, run Social subs. Watch as the action on that makes your life thrive

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MAkh’s spot on. Wanted hasn’t done anything for you because you haven’t given it the environment or guidance to flourish.

Feels like you’ve been doing a lot of passive listen (waiting for results). Passive listening works best when subs align with your lifestyle and ambitions. Athletes running fitness stacks or artists running creative stacks will see quick results. When you’re starting from ground zero (no romantic exposure, no social exposure), there’s more emphasis on direct action.

That’s your Zero Point talking. Be more social. Interact with other girls.

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Nothing in life is ever that desperate.

You weren’t excited over the Stabilizer but ST1 solves this root cause dialogue in your mind the fastest. Yes, it isn’t glamorous, but the feelings of anxiousness and worthlessness throughout this whole journal will start to quieten themselves.

It takes time to feel good about yourself. A setback over women or your studies isn’t death, it’s a necessary step in growing. Even gym is fantastic discipline to do for yourself only.

I feel this is the real issue, you’re doing all the right things like socialising, studying and improving yourself but without the foundation in place. ST1 Will help you so much.

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brother you’ve been a bit quiet, you alright?

I’m good, still I’m alive thanks I didn’t expect that much responses, I was busy and I didn’t want it wright at forum, also I’m busy with finals nowadays.

If I have to answer questions:

I just ran heartsong for once and Im thinking running it any soon.

It might be right, but also I took actions despite I’m running WB I went to girl I liked and asked out her.

But I should have been more social in general. I made some friends though but academic year almost ended I will go to school for only exams.

But I still think about the girl, I’m angry at myself—socializing wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. Especially the girl I like is warm and helpful; if I’d been able to talk to her properly from the start of the school year, things might have turned out differently. Now she’s acting really cold toward me because of the asking out I Idk.

And also I don’t know what I’m gonna do in the summer this is problem for me. I don’t want to waste my time and energy and I don’t want to regress in summer.

I’m running Ascension Stage 1 and 2 but also I feel very bad for a few days I think St1 gives me recon.

And I couldn’t work properly for my lessons, my gpa was 3.77 at first period. But I don’t know what will be this time. I might takes resit exams but in this situation dorm will be problem
I might have to move to another dorm, or my room might change—I don’t want to deal with the moving thing for 1–2 weeks it would be exhausting.

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It has high recon potential. Better off running stage 1 without 2 until you’ve gotten a handle on it. Running both to start isn’t recommended

Time to move on. She’s made her decision.

Bingo. If it’s hard, it’s what you need.

Spend 30 days (1 day on, 1 day off) with ST1 and you’ll be alright.

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Ive ran 10secs of Ascension st1 and 10secs of limitless and i feel bad honestly. I will stop running subliminals because i have closing exams and i dont want any recon etc.

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Good call.