I already use microolpos in my last cycle i didnt use any subliminal more than 2 mins but i will decrease duration especially for wanted black
And i need to increase my weight im around 65-67 and i wanna make it 70kg for now. My height aorund 175-177 but my final goal is to make my weight 75-77. I lifting for like 2.5-3 years and i havent paid too much attention to my calorie intake but i will be more careful now, i always pritoarize leannes but nah yes i wanna be lean of course but i need some size rn
i just came out of exam, it was challenging but I did it good.
Yeah also I saw her. But I don’t know man I try to initiate conversation but it doesn’t last long.
I was thinking asking her for coffee after exams but I don’t have that desire anymore. I still find her attractive but i think it would be stupid to ask her now.
Yeah I don’t feel good now. I was thinking buying summertime but I’m not sure. I don’t run any sub rn but I can start to WB again in a few days.
Also in the coming days I will have to make a lot of decisions it might be frustrating
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I was thinking should i use heartsong, yes i want soulmate level gf but they say it gives too much recon.
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I’m very unlucky in these days idk why
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i gave 2 exams today they were good but I couldn’t speak with the girl I like, I dressed good today i would like to talk with her today. I saw her with her friends they were talking after exam, I could have approached them but i didn’t want to do at that moment because I don’t wanna appear as a needy guy also I talked with her yesterday but it was short.
I like her but I think she doesn’t like me that much though we don’t know eachother yet but I there’s no electricity between us.
They were talking about the exams. You did the same exams. Its perfectly reasonable to join in. Don’t over think it, just do it.
i forgot to mention yesterday I ran WB and before(listening day) that I ran summertime. Both for 15secs
it’s my listening I don’t know should I run new Ascension. it seems like people really liked the stabilizer, but I don’t know I’m not that excited.
Also I asked myself in this morning why on earth did I buy Primal nights, it was a few months ago but idk, it was unnecessary. Saint said it’s best for beginners but also I’m not sure from that
He also said that it works best when you’re already in a relationship.
The folks who are excited about it recognize the importance and long-term benefit of foundation building. Running it is up to you, but mentioned off hand he wishes it was a pre-requisite for wealth and alpha subs.
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Stage 2 excites me more, I will run stage1 to run stage2
Sure. Just run it.
Sometimes I’m making mistakes.
I want some help guidance from God, I don’t want too much things.
Even if I want then help me to achieve that.
But I don’t like god too. I think these are futile wantings
What is it you want help for and what re you willing to do to achieve them? Everything comes down to taking action. These are futile wantings when you don’t do anything about them or when there causing you genuine suffering.
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Not a big things, actually I wrote it after some unfortunate events I had
I just want things to go right
Well I think my mind is not okay these days.
I went to the School today, early bit also she was there and she was talking with a guy. I don’t think there’s romantic relationship but Id like to talk with her. I’m not okay it’s not okay that I think about her that much. She is in my mind, live free at there.
I shouldn’t feel bad because of her. in my mind imagination she is my girlfriend, but in reality no.
So it doesn’t reconcile. How can I get through this. I don’t have much chance to talk with her. What will happen, will I feel this way all the time. Will she be my gf. I just don’t want to confess my feelings to her like a child, teenager. And I can’t ask her coffee because we don’t have that much conversation.
I don’t feel good.
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Also one of the problem is I couldn’t socialize much. So I get too attached to her.
Sometims I just want to kill myself, disappear.
I want to cry actually. I need regulation. Also I did pmo yesterday of course it did no good. it affects my nervous system badly.
This girl makes me crazy.
Also I need to go to shopping mall and I fucking hate it. I need to look for new shoes, My shoes wore out sooner than I expected. It hasn’t even been a year. Also I need new clothes for summer. But this process will cost me lots of time and energy. Also money.
Generally I’m struggling to make choices most of the time I stuck between choises. And uncertainty is killing me.
I need to solve this girl problem. Also I was thinking finding a internship at summer but idk how I’m gonna do this in first year of college there isnt too much opportunity for internship. idk. I want to work and get money.