Have you tried the Emeperor:Executive?
No and I don’t buy any subliminal for this. I dont expect any subs to save me, it wouldn’t change anything and also my exam is close, but before I tried limitless executive and it didn’t do anything for me, but currently running limitless, dragon reborn limit destroyer and sanguine, I’m not gonna try any new subliminal right now, maybe after exam if the things go well I might try primal
I hear you. I was in your shoes. Would you like a suggestion?
Update: I went to home early today because I was tired and sleepy and I was not able to study, I went to by walking and home was free I was alone in home, and it leads to masturbation I looked to some photos not naked but sexually appealing photos. I did it and I don’t feel bad compared to before.
But still I don’t should’ve done this.
But when I retain sexual energy gets heavy, heavy and makes me dysfunctional.
Maybe after the exam i don’t wanna hear or listen anything beside my lessons I don’t wanna get distracted, this day was unproductive already, and I don’t wanna a day like this again, I feel like still I’m playin safe. If semen retention makes me unproductive even slightly for a few days I don’t want it, for right now I don’t have and day to waste
Okay I did it again but I hope it was last. Now time to focus, don’t have time for shame or guilt
Today was bit unproductive too, 5-6 days I have now. Time is 20.35 I will sleep around 22.30 still I can study for 1-2 hours, but I’m behind the schedule, fuck it.
4 days left to exam still I couldn’t complete all the subject I had 16-17 days when I started to study, still I can do much things in 4 days but I need to make some decisions, maybe some riskes. Anyway I don’t have time right now. I want to study better, make the best result I can maybe this might satisfy me,
The thing that saddened me I will be below my potential if I had studied regularly I might be in top students. Anyway there’s nothing I can do about it.
Fuck it there are too may obscrutities, I don’t want too many things I just wanna feel alive again, wanna start to new phase of my life, I’m sickened of hiding and denying my self and life.
I don’t know how the exam will be I don’t know how will I perform. And for the result exam I have to wait for a month and Then wait to see if you were able to get a place at university or not. And what I’m gonna do during this time. I want to work and get money there are no good jobs possibility near the place I live there are some outside the city but I don’t wanna go there because this workplaces are like prisons. I don’t know, the only thing I know is I’m tired. I’m tired, I’m even tired for praying and speaking to god
Rn I’m not able to study, I’m fucked up I don’t wanna do anything
i went to home(from library) jerked off eat some foods and im at library again. today i should have ran only limitless but ive ran emperor black and i think it gave me recon. ive thought that subliminals dont effect me too much, i still dont know how it is effect me and how much effect me but in the morning i studied good but after the noon i was not able to study, maybe it was beacuse of emperor black and to reslove recon i ejaculated i dont feel bad but idk again to be able to ejaculate i used some pics otherwise i cant get erection.
i want to reach my potential i wanna do something and be succesful. yes thing are wavy my mood is swinging, im under stress, im fed up with this exam things im 22 still im trying to go university, it fucks me sometimes im lost but during last 2 weeks the time that i started to study again even if there was very short time for exam, i felt better time to time more precisely i had something to do and also it has ability change my future even if hate it this exam thing for my future its so important not just academic life but generally.
i have still some time but i dont know right now i dont wanna do anything but i must do, if i dont my conscience is not in peace. also there are other things that bother me, outside things but i cannot give my focus to them. and i dont know if its from exam stress, frustration but i cannot contorl my sexual energy, i need sex partner, i cannot get it right now but maybe in university otherwise i can easily slip to pmo addiction though i already look some 18+ pics
ive betrayed to myself i dont know that can i save, reverse the situation, i wanna go back the times i was succesful thogh i was kid then
this things saddens i cannot help that. im so far behind where i should be
i cannot enjoy anyhthing rn, i cant even feel pity for myself because idont have time for it
Time is nearly 10am I woke up early(around 5am) jerked off and studied little but considering the this part of time, it was unproductive I feel empty I have 2 mornings untile the first exam the second exam is the day after the first one. As I said I have to mornings untile the first and if I managed wake up early around five. I can work 10+hours. But I feel very empty now and don’t wanna do anything and actually I was not having breakfast normally but I’m considering to do breakfast this days.
And the other important thing for me it is breathing at last exam I couldn’t breathe properly one side of my nose was clogged and it fucked me. I don’t want to live this again. I’m gonna do some lmphyatic massage maybe it helps, or maybe specific sinus drainage thing might help, I hope so, but I think I better compared last year, I hope
i feel so tired this ejaculation thing affected me negatively, my ryhthm is broken, ive shouldnt looked to pics
sex, power, health
i dont wanto to get ignored
in summer i really have to transform my physique gotta reach the new levels, and need to increase my weight i dont how im gonna do it i have to do fasting and also have to increase my calorie intake im at 62-63 kg for a long time, maybe i can combine lots and new spartan title maybe.
I don’t wanna study I don’t wanna do anything