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#1494

Actually I have no time, I’m studying I’m trying to do best.
But these times I feel stressed time to time. I’m not feeling positive. I’m running Khan, Wanted, Limitless

But I don’t see anything from limitless maybe I might drop Khan. Maybe i’d replace with Sanguine or Art of Happiness.

And also there is a issue I have to deal with it. It may create issues for me.

And also I lost my interest about metaphysic things.
I don’t know, atleast I don’t believe in God. Even if there’s one, I can’t trust his/her justice

But I can’t deny esoteric things fully, because I think it has foundations, I mean things like emerald tablets, Hermes, it has history.

#1495

Lol it’s solved very quickly, it’s too good be true lol.

#1496

What are your thoughts on just Limitless, or perhaps Limitless plus Sanguine, or Limitless plus Art of Happiness?

#1497

actually i dont see any result from limitless but ill keep using it. about sanguine or art of hapiness actually i wrote about this, im gonna run etiher one of this but most highly its gonna be Sanguine. and im thinking dropping the Wanted

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#1498

and yesterday i couldnt study effecrively, i went to the bed late and today i got up late. time is passing, and i have something to do outside lesson which takes time.

#1499

Fuck it my life is mess rn. I’m reading the copy of E:TWP. should I buy I’m not sure what’s gonna happen if buy it, will everything change magically? No, then why. And I’m not sure what to use know? Rn I’m running kbst4, art of happiness and limitless and a few days ago also I was running sanguine. Then I replaced with art of happiness but I’m not sure what to. The clock is ticking.

#1500

I just don’t wanna live, I wish I could have never existed.

#1501

I’m wondering if you have phases when you experience this.

Has it been happening when listening to certain subliminals?

#1502

Yes I have had this feelings before but it’s about a life situation that I’m in rather than a subliminal, I feel more better today but it doesn’t change the situation I’m in. what’s gonna be even if I’m good today.

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#1503

I back from gym. it was good today atleast I increased strength at incline chest press(I proceed to 40kgs from 35). Also I wanted add some variations for hyperextension, I added row motion for the move but because of the chair’s height it created some problem but going with low weight I think I’m gonna solve it.

Also Im thinking to change my training program but I’m little confused about it. it will take my time to figure it out

#1504

Today in gym I started to do trap raises, pinwheel curl and farmer walking without wrist wrap but I was wearing gloves and it created callus in my hands, it happened also when I first began to gym and at that time I didn’t bother but it got worse and as far as I remember it bled too, I don’t wanna deal with it gain next time I will try with wraps or I’m not gonna do this moves, and also I was looking handsome in gym today.

#1505

At that point of my life I don’t think subs are working for me, I was just chatting with ai. And he said you don’t have passive subconscious mind you have hyper-active subconscious mind.

Probably that’s why I don’t get results I want. Okay, i have to admit that, maybe it will work for me later, when I have better life or when subliminal club more increase their technologic level. I don’t know. But it doesn’t only way to enhance, interact your mind.

I will use affirmations and visualizations, these are gonna be my mains, maybe I might keep using subs but from now they are not my main tools, I have to succeed in the exam and I need to things get done.

It doesn’t work for me because my mind questions everything more than I thought, probably it’s hard to accept this things for me(in mind), even I don’t know what is in the scripts of subs I don’t know what I listen.

And I think listening subs are passive way. And at point either you want or not you depend on subliminals you feel dependent on them.

If my mind is a castle my guardians alert all the time