Furkan's Journal

Lol it’s solved very quickly, it’s too good be true lol.

What are your thoughts on just Limitless, or perhaps Limitless plus Sanguine, or Limitless plus Art of Happiness?

actually i dont see any result from limitless but ill keep using it. about sanguine or art of hapiness actually i wrote about this, im gonna run etiher one of this but most highly its gonna be Sanguine. and im thinking dropping the Wanted

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and yesterday i couldnt study effecrively, i went to the bed late and today i got up late. time is passing, and i have something to do outside lesson which takes time.

Fuck it my life is mess rn. I’m reading the copy of E:TWP. should I buy I’m not sure what’s gonna happen if buy it, will everything change magically? No, then why. And I’m not sure what to use know? Rn I’m running kbst4, art of happiness and limitless and a few days ago also I was running sanguine. Then I replaced with art of happiness but I’m not sure what to. The clock is ticking.

I just don’t wanna live, I wish I could have never existed.

I’m wondering if you have phases when you experience this.

Has it been happening when listening to certain subliminals?

Yes I have had this feelings before but it’s about a life situation that I’m in rather than a subliminal, I feel more better today but it doesn’t change the situation I’m in. what’s gonna be even if I’m good today.

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I back from gym. it was good today atleast I increased strength at incline chest press(I proceed to 40kgs from 35). Also I wanted add some variations for hyperextension, I added row motion for the move but because of the chair’s height it created some problem but going with low weight I think I’m gonna solve it.

Also Im thinking to change my training program but I’m little confused about it. it will take my time to figure it out

Today in gym I started to do trap raises, pinwheel curl and farmer walking without wrist wrap but I was wearing gloves and it created callus in my hands, it happened also when I first began to gym and at that time I didn’t bother but it got worse and as far as I remember it bled too, I don’t wanna deal with it gain next time I will try with wraps or I’m not gonna do this moves, and also I was looking handsome in gym today.

At that point of my life I don’t think subs are working for me, I was just chatting with ai. And he said you don’t have passive subconscious mind you have hyper-active subconscious mind.

Probably that’s why I don’t get results I want. Okay, i have to admit that, maybe it will work for me later, when I have better life or when subliminal club more increase their technologic level. I don’t know. But it doesn’t only way to enhance, interact your mind.

I will use affirmations and visualizations, these are gonna be my mains, maybe I might keep using subs but from now they are not my main tools, I have to succeed in the exam and I need to things get done.

It doesn’t work for me because my mind questions everything more than I thought, probably it’s hard to accept this things for me(in mind), even I don’t know what is in the scripts of subs I don’t know what I listen.

And I think listening subs are passive way. And at point either you want or not you depend on subliminals you feel dependent on them.

If my mind is a castle my guardians alert all the time

i ejuculated shortly before, i hadn’t done it like for 15 days. its hard to control it. and not taking action made it more difficult, i didnt feel so bad after this, one thing about semen retention its make heavy you, at least for me it was the deal, and not ejucalting dont solve all of your problems magically. doing semen retention doesnt lead you to action magically. i dont know, at the end of the day, results and action matters, not your no fap streak. although im not saying its okay to do pmo. its bad, i looked to ig models but at least i didnt watch p.rn. there is 28-29 days for exams even if I manage to work this many days, I can be successful. i dont have high standarts as i had before actually it was a mistake, it created many problems for me it was one of my biggest problem. i regretting this decision I wish that instead of setting such high goals, I would work a little but regularly and go to a good university, even if it is not very good, but above average.

its hard to study for me, i dont know there are lots of thing in my mind. and i need to study, i know i have potential but looks like its gonna be wasted potential

My stack was limitless and sanguine and I added Dragon reborn limit destroyer yesterday. I’m not sure of that if I can get results from it, or should I run primal instead. Because I want something that I can get any positive result even if it’s alpha subliminal and irrelevant to my studies (directly)

I’m a loser and I don’t know where this will go. 20 days to exam. Still battling with porn addiction and the bad thing is I don’t feel guilty as much as I do.

Pmo is not the real issu, there are lots of things. Still I have no purpose no aim like I lost all of motivation for life. if it’s gonna go like this after exam it’s gonna get worse.

The only thing I do is going to gym and this is not gonna save me.

I want to succeed, I’m fed up with these exams.

Edit: I was writing this for a few days ago and I wanted posted I’m not gonna complete fully

I’m working for exams, I went to library and I work good, at least after the day I feel my self mentally tired. But time is short, exam in 15-16 days and I have no time. And this limitless not fucking working. Fuck it.

7 days left to exams, I’m tired I’m trying to do my best but today I’m tired and did very little I brought my computer to library I thought I would study better but productivity today was rock bottom still the time is 16:00 I can study more.

My sleep routine is not optimal. I go to bed late and I wake up late, i go to bed early I still wake up late. And I cannot wake up as fresh, sleep is not enough. lately I’m taking magnesium. And today started d3 but I think magnesium intake is not enough. Should I increase, I don’t know?.

I wanna wake up around 5-6£am. But generally İ wake up around 7pm and I go to library around 8am I have to study before library too

i feel depressed, I want to say fuck people but no. it doesn’t change anything. I just want this situation to be end. And live fulfilled life but this is a distant dream

Spiritual guys say, oh you chose this life situation even before you born.
I don’t think I chose this life to live, yes I don’t have any cancer or my country is not in war. Yet I don’t like this life it’s like hell for me a torture. I don’t fell fulfilled I don’t like what I’m doing I can’t push my limits because I don’t know that which area I’m talented most. Even when I study now most of the time I repeat what I know and it’s torture.

And I’m doing retaining, semen retention since the day I started to study again probably for ten days, actually I didn’t do it on intention, I don’t have time and energy for this. But I remember when I do no fap around 2weeks I feel so depressed they this is flatline. its like pay off for the pleasure had from pmo. I feel bad and depressed maybe this bad feeling from exams or both.

Should I ejaculate or not I don’t know too.

i still dream but i need a extraordinary work, effort otherwise result will be mediocre, and in this makin one question correc can change lots of things like making extra 5 question for math-2 can change your place form 20k to 6k. and rn i feel like i can not proceed

im smart but i need a way, i should figure out this situation and have to make best result i can make in 7 seven days, and i understood when i studied that days are long, i can make huge difference i need to be strategic. high roi.