No, lol. I think they’re healing. If things smell good then it lowers your stress.
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Lol I was naked and when I looked to my legs they seemed l pretty muscular. Not still shredded too much but I think leg extension + Bulgarian split squat doing very good for the quads, also started to doing atg split squat and I think it helps to look more aesthetic, I don’t which muscle but it trains the middle part of quadriceps.
Lol I was scrolling on twitter, I saw some female accounts, they were promoting “natural” life style, “eat clean” etc but what I saw is fillers in their lips, funny.
Doctors etc say Botox, fillers are safe, but we will see consequences of theem in the long run, physicians were saying cigarettes are safe, healthy, promoting them back in the day
And sadly so many females doing this
ive just ran Godlike masculinity out of nowhere and i feel so uncomfortable
wahts the meaning of this? should i keep running or stop
Sex, I would want a passionate sex, witha beautiful lady, who smells like heaven.
I’ve run multiple subs today KBst4, Hero and Art of Happiness, and other listening day I listened Limitless and Khan st3 and today I feel tension at my jaw
Either khan or Khan black I will remove one of them from schedule, or limitless
Have to make it 4
When I saw this I said damn I can have this life at here, but with direction I’m going now it’s almost impossible
I enjoy working out at gym, but I can’t increase the weights or the reps as I want, insteadaf progressing I main the body I have.
I train then have 3 rest days but I will add some push ups, abs and neck moves
I’m at outside, I got out of home with the excuse of going to library. But actually I did it because I didn’t want to see the guests, they were not bad people maybe one of the kind good people(An elderly educationist couple) I know from my surroundings.
But from past they know me as a smart hard-working person. And for 3 years I’m doing it opposite. I didn’t want to appear in front of them like this.
This situation frustrates me a lot. I don’t know and I can’t understand how I’m in this situation. I don’t know which direction I’m going. I don’t know how I’m gonna solve this situation. I stay below my potential. And because of this I don’t want to see people I know friends etc, I’m avoiding from myself.
I don’t want to insult myself, but it’s clear that I’m not proud of this situation. I don’t know what to feel.
There is to way either I will go to good university or I will have blue collar job ie slavery. And I will be ashamed of myself for the rest of my life, I will hide myself from the world.
And I have to say I feel so tired so beaten for the first route. But second way has no difference for me from dying I will be dead from very early age. A living dead.
And currently I don’t feel anything yes I feel little frustration, but the situation is more serious than this, maybe I’m not facing the situation as It should be, but I think I felt necessarily pain, anxiety regarding to lessons exam. I felt heavily anxiety I was feeling as if I’m going to die because at that I associated exam with survival, living or not. From at that point maybe lots of things has changed. I don’t feel that motions but should I feel?. But still exam maintenance it’s importance, its still important whether I like it or not. And in all three, I couldn’t completed the lessons
I don’t know how to get out of this situation. I have 4 months for the exam I have already failed for three times and I couldn’t completed the lessons and it is the main issue If I had completed it, I would have achieved a good result. For example my sister took this exam too she completed the lessons studied what should be studied but I made better ranking than her with my half and old knowledges.
But either it’s limiting belief or not, I don’t see this is possible to complete all the lessons in 4 months, maybe I could do it for the sake of completing it, but it would be half-assed. If I’m gonna give the lessons the time they need, it will take so much time especially mathematics. I takes all the time.
But what I’m gonna do if don’t study again when time comes for exam I will feel so bad again.
I’m literally committing crime against myself.
Fuck it, nothing gonna be change again. I try to be hopeful optimistic but this is gonna what happen. What can I do to change this I must to study. This is the problem.
Despite the things I wrote here weather is good today.i went to the downtown wore my sunglasses and walked around, wearing sunglasses adds me 2-3 points charisma handsomeness lol. It changes my mood little, but still issues there but also stayin at home drains my energy, environment is so important in today ages almost everyone praise about being alone but I think this is not true I’m alone for along time for a man young man, humans needs humans,
Yet still most of them stupid and superficial.
Internet is interesting and sick place, more accurately world is sick place. I came across with a video a woman was criticizing l.sanchez because her outfit at inauguration day, generally the woman was giving advice how to be elegant classy etc I don’t see so much content like this but when I sighed the person I learned she was topless dancer back then and was yacht girl and probably escort but now she giving advice how to be elegant(!) and selling courses.
But after this I saw more content about yachting and it made me sick. Like many young women and a list celebrities involved this for more money more fame more connection more power it’s sick, they’re selling their bodies for this and this has no difference from prostitution, celebrities like kylie jenner, Kendall, bella Hadid, hailey b., meghan markle etc.
it’s sick because young women look to them as a role models while they were doing prostitution, it’s sick I couldn’t imagine this, you see beautiful women on red carpet but you don’t know what they did come to this position. and maybe some innocent models abused. And this people make contributions to this for fame and power, and media try to show this people as a powerful independent women.
I don’t know if I can look at them the way I used to if I see a girl on a yacht.(on her ig etc)