I hope this is all part of the healing because I feel so bad, I have become dysfunctional.there is heaviness in my head.
But I could have experienced these problems before using sub Because these are problems that I thought I had solved before.
But it look likes think like this "it could’ve happened without sub"
And it makes me more anxious
I started talking negatively to myself
I was doing well, and then all of a sudden I’m like this.
I began to fear that I was going to block the results.fear that I would block the subs working, Thought that then I’ll be miserable because I have problems to solve,And in order to achieve that I have to change,evolve.I need to reach a higher level of consciousness .I must have control over myself
I have to understand my thoughts better,i have to detach myself form them.
I don’t remember how I did it last year, but for about 10 days I was feeling very good.
I felt like I was enlightened, I felt very independent from everything.i detached my self . I was happy smiling for no reason.But then somehow I lost it.
One word
Actions
Moove do stuff
Everything a sub can bring you
You can by yourself
It’s not magic you don’t need them
Once you’ve detached enough that fear will go away
Subs are only a facilitator, albeit a really damn awesome one!
Patience
What’s your listening schedule?
Limitless executive and love bomb for humanity
Okay and how many loops and how often I meant?
1-LE,LBfH one loop of each title
2-Rest
3-LE,LBfH one loop of each title
4-Rest
And it goes on like this …
Then why not trying with 2 or 3 rest day? (between each loops)
There are chances you get more results, less recon, and all and overall a better experience
I don’t know if some of the things that bother me are recon,so I dont think right now change to schedule.
I need to go over the thoughts,listen to them and need to solve them
I’ve had that happen to me to when I was in recon.
You may get fears or negative thoughts/feelings pop up in your mind. You may also experience anxiety.
That is all normal and part of the process. It’s all nothing more than fear, lol.
What to do against fears How to handle with fears, insecurities
What to do against fears How to handle with fears, insecurities
What is behind the fear, what is the mechanism
I ejaculated today twice . I haven’t ejaculated for a while I don’t remember exactly how long it’s been,3 months 2 I don’t know. And ejaculation was probably caused by ascension.4 days ago I started running ascension. When I run ascension I was feeling calm effect.i was feeling much better after,feeling calmer and that was the first subliminal that made me feel that way. the others had no such effect and I just only listened for 2 days. İt was powerful.
And I have a lot of things to take care of with my life,I feel overwhelming. I feel like I’m in chaos fuck…
I have to do lots of introspections in my offline journal but I’m running from this
I feel vulnerable
Probably ascension chamber has effect on my dreams. I’ve been dreaming easily for the last few days the dreams I had were related to the things that came to my mind that day.
And one of them is about god,Hz Mohammed and Hermes I didn’t think much about it and that day but still I had a dream about it and it was very strange.it was short.God and Mohammed were talking between them and I was listening them I was scared at that moment I wanted to wake up.i was trying to scream but I couldn’t I just saying “mom” silently While this was happening, I was watching myself as if I were a third person.maybe this was dream too
My current stack:
Ascension chamber (in 4th cycle)
Ascension(just for a few days)
Love Bomb for Humanity (in 4th cycle)
Limitless Executive(in 3rd cycle)
I have to change my journal name
I saw the new product genesis and I thought maybe I should’ve run this instead ascension but I cannot change now
And I don’t think it would be right to ask for a refund for that.
I have so much to do with my life lot of things that will determine my future , damn it I feel stuck
I shouldn’t have come, I did it more than once, I couldn’t control myself.
I feel like I’ve been drained of energy.
You could listen to genesis in a stack with ascension.