it’s a good question, I’m asking this to myself. As i said my biggest issue rn university thing. I’m at a crossroad and don’t know what to do. But for your question having good result might’ve make my life easier, but i failed about this. So for the future i have 2 options: choose a mediocre university and study there or don’t go and prepare the exam again. But i did second way twice(and took exam for 3times)
And don’t know what to do I’m tired because of this. i entered the exam for 3 times but i haven’t studied properly for all of this. This is why i don’t want to go to university because i know this results are below at my potential. And i feel so much pressure from my family to go to university, but if i choose I will have mediocre life too i don’t want this
i will try overhead press(military) instead of dumbbell shoulder press, maybe it might lesser my pain.
also i need to do some arrangments about consuming coffe while fasting, because i think this things make my body more acidic, to balance i drink sparkling water, but i dont like too much this routine right now im drinking tea, and yesterday i didnt consume coffe and i was good.
and one of the benefits of fasting is i tihnk it makes you more disciplined im doing this like 2 weeks and i havent watch any porn probably i ejaculated once or twice i dont remember clearly. it has mental and physical beenfits but i should research this more but i dont wanna do it now. but for my current opinion this is the best way having low body fat and lean muscle mass.
How much is it good idea to listening:
X subliminal one day and Y,Z other day(3subs) and repeat this? Wouldn’t it better let’s say you have 12 days listening, and you listen X subliminal for the 6 days straights and the others for the other 6.
Maybe you can build more momentum with this.
You are not in the place you want. Because you are not ready for this. How can i be ready, what should i do think every area, and. Find solutions.
“And don’t be wishing you were someplace else or with someone else.
Where you are right now is God’s place for you.”
- 1 Corinthians 7:17
But to progress, first i should accept embrace and love myself but i cant do this
if i supposed to be somewhere else. I’d be there not here
What is the path of my heart. i want to know my mission. i feel myself like a cheater feel insecure because i don’t know where I’m going, or where should i go
the thing is having belief that you are creating your reality, otherwise you fear etc it puts in you lesser state
actually im struggling with this now but contrary to before 2 days, today i feel better.
should i continue with Khan idk. i chose this subliminal because i wanted to utuilize this sub as a leader ,general, sub. i mean i wanted with this sub build and give direction to my life navigate through hard situations etc. but idk now. what benefits i gained from khan idk, how can i gain benefits or is it right sub for me? i dont know.
at my disposal i have: apart from kb,lb and khan
ascension
drangon reborn limit destroyer
emperor black
god like masculinity
legacy of the spartan
limitless
limitless executive
paragon
phoneix
and revelation of the mind
should i change khan with one of these? also i cant buy a sub now
maybe if i have RoS or DRred i might run one of these over khan
today i saw something and i was thinking women’s dressing from old times and dresses they dress now.
too different. what i wonder is, what is benefit of selling women to more provacative short clothings, dress etc, what gain industry from this, more money? and women, more attention? they sex sells okay. but i cant connect this each other. everyone’s perspective or stantdarts differnt for me this type of dressing immodest, is industry pushing this to women? or women really aware that when they dress like this they have attention of lustful eyes etc. aware that they provacate lust for most men? probably yes but idk. i get it women have innate urge to get attention from men(dont say innately bad), and (women’s hierarchy based on this), but i think most of the women todays age misuse this
something sometimes make dont sense in my mind, and maybe they dont meant to be. i mean no necessary to make sense. why do i try to understand this?
know what you want and create this. this is what should i do
i was wandering on x little and saw a woman giving advice about marriage how to find a husband. but in the comments i learnt that this woman was a former prositute and she wrote this her bio and remove now. she is not hones too, she will hide her past, maybe if she is honest maybe i can feel some respect for her but hers coping is about sex, her past is amazing. god make help her future husband.
i dont understand people, while he crictisez men etc trying to display herslef modest girl but she is ex-escort. at least be honest about your past. but i dont understand this people. i think this is hypocrisy.
and even if she is trying to hide her past, i think smart man would understand this with a glance.
her past will remain with her, energies from men she had sex will remain, and effect her along herlife it will effect the psyche negatively.
What do you want to do instead of university?
Why is that so?
Nothing. i mean i want to go(consciously) but because of my results i can’t go to university i want, and left there are mediocre universities
Because it means i give up and settle for lesser school.
But right now i don’t know mentally I’m more stabile and feel better than the day i wrote this but I don’t know what to do there’s only 2 days(last day Friday) to make choice.
i don’t want to go any lesser school because i have more potential than this. And also i don’t want prepare again becaus i really exhausted from this process. in last summer i wanted make it this time and i was motivated, i both worked at a job(for summer) and tried to study at the same time but i don’t know why i couldn’t do it i quit the study.
i should figure out why I’m failing
you say i want x , i want that etc. but are you really believe that you can achieve this? no. if its so you would’ve made it. so work on your beliefs what do you beleive about this subject, and make it your goals more realistic, more smaller. this what i should try on, i will try on this today i hope i can get some results.
and one thing about also exhaustion and tired, i feel. its because i thought that i have to achive or make things happen or im worthless, stupid.
trying to show that you are worthy (even to yourself) is exhausting process.
and it puts too much pressure
I’m on khan ST3 now after this I will run ST4. I may run ST4 for a long time or switch it to limitless