i went to the gym, study before and after gym i take 3 hours long exam and time 12am still i feel energetic but i have to go bed.
But still there are little things that annoy me
QL seems wonderful but For my current situation im not gonna use both of them. Because 6 months left to my exam. i read limitless sales page and it looks amazing too, it fits my current goals much more i really like it. But as i said before i can’t drop any subs from stack. Maybe i could run for as a 4th sub but i think it will reduce all subs effect. i tried this for a few months ago. i think thinking running 4 subs is a kinda recon, maybe if i were experienced user I would try it.
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Yeah bro, definitely just stick to 3 for now. You can consider them later on if you still want them. I am a bit unsure with EB. It seems intense and similar to Khan which is too sexual for my taste so I kinda prefer the normal New Emperor over it.
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Man there is no sexual nor social scripting in EB. in the sales page it writes EB “ultimate monk mode title”
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I read the objectives part and it definitely sounds like Khan to me. All the intense alpha power stuff and * Generate a profound, incredibly potent energetic and physical aura of sexiness.
it is not pushing you to have sex, seduce woman like khan otherwise it wouldn’t be ultimate monk mond title(i don’t like this word).
From sales page:
It is the ultimate “monk mode” title, allowing you to recreate yourself in the fires of solitude
totally focused on achieving your missionwith minimal distractions, extremely high status and dominance oriented with close to zero social scripting – 99%
it’s not a sexual title like khan or og emperor as you think
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Ok I just read the objectives part that’s why I was confused. It had an extreme vibe but has sexiness too. It just reminded me of Khan.
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i feel myself more good, because i feel my self As if i feel less under negative influence of ego. I don’t know how it happened but I have to keep it up
Ego creates a lot illusion, i remember like 1-2 months ago i usually say im busy, I’m busy yes i was doing things, but i was more like busy for satisfy my ego.
And while studying I have to keep in my mind what will I receive return giving my attention, how can I move faster, i shouldn’t deceive myself
i feel directionless, i don’t know for a few days I’m not feeling good. I’m losing faith in myself, lost. I’m getting bored with this life cycle. i can’t go on like this, I have serious exam. i feel like Bruce Wayne in the pit, i have to escape, rise from this pit. i should leave the rope, but without fatih in myself i cannot succed.
i have to clarify things that bothers me. the things that hinder my faith, the things that drive me to despair.
i was broken, will i able to rise, be able to pull myself out this completly. I want all that I’ve been through to make sense
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Do you want me to change the name of the journal to reflect your name change?
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Yes it would be great, thank you
belki kızgınım her şeye çoğu şeye, insanların aptallıklarına nezaketsizleklerine, iki yüzlülüklerine ama ben de şu an çok güçlü değilim. dün özel günlüğüme uzun süre sonra ilk kez bir şeyler yazdım ve güzel şeyler keşfettim. bunu her gün yapmam lazım ama kendimi zaman yok deyip kandırıyorum, halbuki gün içindeki birçok saatim boş yere gidiyor her ne kadar bunu istemesem de. fark ettiğim şey şu ki farketmeden değişiyorum, ve bu değişim bugünde oluyor şu anda sanki eskiye dair bir dayanak noktası yok, deiğişim şu anda yarında. evet bu hem güzel bir şey ama aynı zamanda tehlikeli ve bunaltıcı. üzerine bir sorumluluk yüklüyor ve ben çoğu zaman böyle bir sorumlulğum olduğunun bilinçli olarak farkında bile değilim, farkında olmadan kaçıyorum bundan. günlüğe yazmayınca derinlere girmeyince uzaklaşıyor, yabancılaşıyorum kendime, haberım yokmuş gibi kendimden, gerçekte kim olduğumu bilmiyormuşum gibi, kendi evimde kendimden uzaktayım, insanlar bunun bile farkında mı kendilerinden uzakta yabancı olduklarından. galiba tüm her şey buraya çıkıyor gibi “kendini bilmek”. ne benim gerçek kimliğim, belki içimde inanılmaz güçlü bir şey var bir süper kahraman gibi belki daha yüce bir şey ama bunun farkında değilim. huzur istiyorum, arzularımın isteklerimin yerine gelmesini istiyorum. bu kadar basit. bir kaosun ortasındayım… ben çok yalnız bir insanım ama artık buna alıştım, bir yardım elinin olmayışınsa ki olsa bile ister miyim, sanmam. benim bu insanlardan bu çevreden uzaklaşmam lazım, bana göre değiller.
bazı çiçekler bazı torpraklarda yetişmiyor.
Why would my spirit fear death?
im wondering phoneix, i want to try it. can i run this as a fourth sub. is it worth the money and time that i will give. or i will see no results or very little, cuz im running 3 subs already. can my mind process this amonut of scripting efficiently? if i run this my stack will be EB,KB,Paragon,Phoenix, based on my experince daily basis(recently), i tell my self phoenix is what i need, but also i dont kown maybe it is recon. but still it seems like a title i need. i need to reborn. if run this as fourth sub can i see its effects immediately beacuse its latest technology, and what i read from products thread it seems like a powerful sub
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No
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No is the answer.
You seem to be feeling down, @Furkan.
Sorry about that.
In terms of Phoenix, maybe it would help. I’m wondering if perhaps you might best pick ONE to listen to for 30 days. Also what is your listening schedule? Are you using microloops? Are you taking rest days? If so, how many?
People sometimes write (5 char) to create enough characters to meet the minimum number of characters for a post.
Also please post in English. I realize some people (including me) occasionally post in other languages, but it is infrequent and sparse.
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