Furkan's Journal

Song is fire! Glad to see someone else enjoy it as much

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It’s like there’s a monster Inside me and I have to kill it

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Yeah, I’m in recon

IAM hungry and tired I want shortcuts…

Enough I don’t wanna fall again, im tired of this.
And if I fail this exam too it would be a tragedy or tragicomedy. Just fucking rise, rise.

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And my favourite hero is batman, I love this guy

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There are 2 books that would really help me if I read them and apply them to my life.i was jumping from book to book, I should read them in 2 weeks, And if I study a little bit on top of that, it’ll be great.

I need some manifestation shits to consistently study for a year and to be successful, I have to believe I will succeed. 4 million people will take this exam and I want to be among the first hundred. it is not a must but it would be really good if it happens.
(4 million people will be included in the ranking, but actually not all 4 million people will be my competitors, it’s a bit different, this ranking(first 100) not impossible but not so that easy, but I think if I study regularly I will achieve good things, but I don’t believe in my self actually, if I believe I would feel exciting, work with enthusiasm, I think)

But I don’t want it to put pressure on me, I felt it even when I was writing this. I started thinking ahead and feeling a bit hopeless, because I have a lot of things to do.

Mentally I have to be like a samurai

My post flagged and removed ? hilarious :unamused:

What exactly was inappropriate? to talk about the atrocities in Palestine? And in my post, which I shared in Turkish, I did not directly write the name of Palestine, yeah I mentioned Zionism. But nor did I say anything bad about the Jewish people or the Palestinian people

I don’t understand people, What should I do, close my eyes, should I pretend nothing happened?

Altay dağları, benim yurdum orasıdır

Fear of being judged → insecurities

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Where will I go to when I die? To the astral? Which part low,mid,high? spirit realms? should I fear, no. How can I manage my destiny? Am I good person? I am working for this.
What makes me a bad person and takes me to the low planes.

There are subjects that I wanna search, study on it.
But I should focus on my lessons.its not time for it.
Spending time on these things will lead me astraY

There are lots of titles that I want to run, I just looked at the store and thought how would it be to run RoS, RoM and KB together, I wondered.Is there anyone who runs them together?

But it’s time, necessities and money