Furkan's Journal

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#271

Sorry to hear about the pain. Unfortunately, it isn’t possible to determine how much time it will take to cure any illness using Paragon Complete. Although during testing, a lot of patients were cured of their migraines, it is also possible that some who use the same audio will take more time to be relieved of the headache (and any other symptom you have like the flu and pain in other parts of your body like neck and shoulder).

Personally, my guess is that you might be having something else other than a simple flu and headache especially hearing the other pains you have. Have you seen a doctor regarding this? Please do so if you haven’t.

Sending you healing vibes. May you heal soon :pray:.

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#272

Yes and he gave me antibiotics

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#273

Things will get better, my friend.

While you are out and about, keep affirming things like “Paragon Complete is curing my xyz”.

I occasionally mentally state things like “Activating Paragon Complete to heal my eyes, etc” whenever I feel distressed or in reconciliation. Or when I rememeber my issues. Or during some random pain in my body.

#274

For this issues I have some conspiracies. Because I suffered familiar issues 2 years ago(in these times). And somehow my subconscious mind is giving me the same issues. My mind body , repeats itself and it is fucking stupid,there is no reason for this

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#275

Ignore such thoughts. Your thoughts aren’t you. Your Awareness is You. But you can use your thoughts for or against yourself as a tool. Just like you use feelings.

Use your thoughts and feelings for yourself. As tools to aid you rather than hurt you.

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#276

i feel better now.
My current stack:
Emperor Black :muscle::wolf::fire:
Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer :dragon_face::chains:
The Revelation of the Mind🧠
Paragon⚕️
I’ve been thinking about running this for a long time.like until June (for ~9-10 months)

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#277

Glad to hear that, @Furkan!

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#278
#279

Fuck.

#280

i did 20 meditation yesterday after a long time.i did 20 min again.first i have to do this regularly not for a month a year i have to do for rest of my life.
İf i’m not going to do it regularly every day what’s the point of doing it?
And yes I did it but i wasn’t comfortable.cuz i couldn’t breathe properly i couldn’t breathe deeply,relax.most of it i breathe shallow.it’s annoying

And i have lots of things to write here,to get ideas.
But I’m being lazy I’m not writing cuz i don’t how can express my self correctly(due to lack of English) and I haven’t fully clarified my questions,problems
But i must be open to mylsef and to here

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#281

and one thing about meditation when i meditated i was listening musics from meditative mind,but i think it decreseas efficiency of meditation,i think i have to do this without music,maybe there might be some unwanted noises but I gotta get used to it.or maybe i’ll listen brown noise

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#282

The People around me are really consciousness entities by themselves? Or they are experiencing itself(life)from only one point of view at a time,the human I’m currently in?

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#283

I think they’re entities experiencing the humans they’re currently in.

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#286

i meditated 7 day staright. i woner how ROM effect my meditations i want to reach pure awereness level,to the inner self. can i access spiritual realms through with meditation
and today… i listen 2:40 min Paragon and 3:20 DR:LD and 30 sec Limitless Executive actually i shouldn’t have listened LE cuz i have already 4 sub in my stack and with this,that makes 5

#287

Fuck this life

#288

My productivity is down. i haven’t studied for a long time. There are lots things i need to put order in.
But the most important thing is i need to go university this year ,i have to succed at this exam. Yes, I’ve said that many times.actually there isn’t any way except go to university for me but i have no desire to university or I have very little. And if i can’t succed this year too i have to go military and after i can’t go university again

#289

30 sec Paragon
1:01 min DR:LD

#290 
       Day 19

3min Emperor Black
30sec RoM

#291

How are you today?

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#292

Day 21-End of the cycle

23 min meditation
30 sec Paragon
3min30 LD:DR

And i have to admit that I am porn addict.yes.I can’t put this off any longer.i have to read “easy peasy way to get quit porn” I read half of this book long ago and even with that it helps me to realize how porn is an illusion.
i can’t procrastine this anymore i have to study about this.its boring.i have to study my lesson but iam dealing with this.

i read different books and watching videos that i think it will be useful(self-develop) for me actually what i am doing is procrastination.

i have to learn sexual transmutation not just stay away from porn. All of them will be time and energy demanding. i wonder is there anyone using mantak chia’s exercises about this microcosmic orbit etc.

is it root problem existential fear.? Facing with emptiness(inner demons),fear of this so I am distracting myself with these, TV, music,books but I think porn addiction it’s more more problematic

And I’ve asked before this,what is correspondence porn in astral realms? and i read something like,some parasites such as known “Incubus and succubus” thrive on sexual Energy and the passions, emotions and vibrations associated with such Energy. And i read these parasites will endeavour to arouse strong sexual reactions in their victims by creating strong sexual sensations.so with porn i fed them,how damaging it was? (And i remember like a week ago when i fapped i felt myself disconnected).What is healthy way, what is healthy sexuality? Due to this is, having sexual urges bad?with this will i feed this parasites?

nevertheless,i have to master my sexual urges i have to transmutate this. i have to make fucking plan about this.

And gym…sometimes i do push-ups and i use dumble(single) but thats not enough,i have to gym but i have some problems at my right shoulder blade and at some other areas(nothing too important)
Tomorrow or the next day i will see doctor for this.but even with this i can do some push-ups and i can lift light weight. i have to work-out regularly

And meditation… I did today but for 2 days I didn’t do this(yesterday and day before this. I have do to this also everyday.

Sexual transmutation,gym, meditation.
I have to incorporate them into my life. And most importantly I need to fucking study my lessons.
I can’t do all of this right now(Sexual transmutation,gym, meditation) but when I do, will I be able to find the suffice time to study?
This exam big obstacle for me

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