About that girl, about my fitness progression about my life there are lots of things to write and reflect
I don’t want to be loser in life. I don’t want to stay below my potential I want to enjoy and live life.
Yes she rejected me but if I find opportunity I will start conversation with her like normal friends.
I don’t know man I this things are complicated, I was saying I don’t want a girl who drinks alcohol but I saw pictures she uses.
She is at the classroom she talks with her friend but I don’t know I don’t want to push anymore, am I coward because I’m doing that idk.
It’s not just I want her. She is like full of life, most of the time I feel like I’m a plant. I don’t have a proper social life. This year mostly I studied lesson and went gym and that’s it. Wanting her shoes me what I lack.
I don’t know man I don’t feel good right now. I should have been more social I should have interacted with other girls more.
Why do I feel such a strong impulse, attraction toward her. She is two row Infront of me and I just watch her her hair looks like of a princess. She looks like princess.
What you gonna do man. Sometimes I feel like I’m caged.
Like a week ago she was mentioning to me the countries she will go to holiday with her family.
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What I’m gonna do in the summer my family says come to home. But I want to stay at istanbul, I want to find internship but they say at first year it’s hard to find and probably they’re not gonna pay for me. But also I want to earn money. I don’t want to work for free.
I want to do something meaningful. I dont want to waste my time, I want to develop, improve myself
I feel depressive slightly
I couldn’t do any fucking shit, I’m a stupid very stupid. I made a very early move.
I still want her man, but I even can’t talk with her.
Fuck man what subliminals did for me so far? I’m running wanted line subliminals since the school started but nothing happened. Nothing fucking happened.
I need to go to shopping but I don’t want to
Just fucking recons.
Probably I will refund summertime
I got some information about her a few days ago, she was looking very confident and social, helpful.
But my friend said at one on one she is shy. And also I didn’t see her any alone she is always with her friends.
And also she said she has no life, she focuses too much on lessons etc but it’s okay for me.
He said, this would be hard and said probably you would be her second boyfriend maximum. And told me she is naive.
Actually this things rekindled my feelings
Maybe I should run heartsong
Note Heartsong isn’t about attracting a specific person. Run Heartsong because you want to attract the right person for you, not because you think it’ll bridge the gap with this girl.
Right now I want to run it because I want to attract her. But let’s say it will not attract her but right person then that’s win for me too. I would forget her in this situation.
but actually I don’t think this title attract me right person I don’t see effective results from subs and I don’t believe this title will be exception of it.
Im gonna buy and run heartsong thoug my stack is full I know this is not wise decision but I want to forget her at least unaffected by her
What are you even running?