Maybe I could drop paragon, but I was having recon even when I was running 2-3 subs
Recon is likely a result of the subs you’re running, not the amount of subs.
I feel more horny and have more sexual thoughts compared to other weeks, I’m mostly sure it comes from KB. Like last week I was saying I’m against to casual sex, but rn if I had opportunity probably I wouldn’t wanted to miss it m
I’ve just read copy of khan again, (st1,st2 and St3) actually rn I’m tempted to run it, but I should take washout, if I’m going to run this I will drop Ascension.
i don’t know why I feel this way. But I’m more realizing, mission and purpose, goals are so much important it change your life completely, and also lack of it change in a very bad manner.
I was saying in my past posts that I have some oneitis tendencies about a girl and I can say that this kinda things always cause from not having a purpose mission etc. I gotta find somethings that entice me
Even if it doesn’t entice it should put me on the way.
About my lessons Im studying important, fundamentals lessons like introduction to business, economics and business math but I didn’t follow online lessons too much. and probably attendance it’s not arbitrary for this lessons. Because it has less attendance and some teachers said it’s not arbitrary, but also they say because it’s on digital platform, faculty can see how many people attend lessons but I don’t think they will make it arbitrary. There is a lesson I couldn’t attend first 2 lessons so I should catch up it’s mostly reading, the philosophy of science. Online lessons are so fucking boring but I should study this things too.
But I couldn’t study English yet, it’s important if I want to go to erasmus
i think I feel empty and depressed because I can’t find connections I couldn’t find a people who worth connection to build, I don’t have much friends right now I’m alone, I lack meaningful companionship.
I feel so lonely among people, it’s not just my feelings, it’s just how things are
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I’m horny and I want sex. Also I’m on washout I’m taking this for Khan.
It’s Morning, I’m at school and when I was going to tramway, sometimes there are identity checks, and the officer was checking my id he wasn’t wearing uniform(looking like civilian)so I can’t tell what was he is actual job etc(probably cop), he checked my id and said furkan you are so cool but he said in sincerity like he is my uncle, I was not expecting this in the morning, it was little weird
And my washout ended yesterday, I ran khan and GLM in the morning.
3rd subliminal will be Khan Black
Should I run Ascension chamber? Its manifestation sub, so it may bring positive manifestations and maybe it can bring negative manifestations? I don’t know but also I’m not sure about the latter
I was planning to work out today but I may have some works at night so it’s hard to work out today but I don’t want to do it tomorrow too.
Honest question. Feels like an intense stack. Have you considered something lightweight like primal?
No, I just trusted my intuition if it comes heavy i would change it.
When I’m in stress my heartbeats increases. I’m not sure Maybe caffeine is linked to this but I don’t drink too much coffee maximum 2 Turkish coffee but most of the time I just drink one.
Sex.
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I will drop khan black and run Limitless instead. I’m not running KB for a few days.
Gym session lasted for nearly 2hours but it worth it, though I was about get injuried my self. i increased my set numbers generally 4sets per exercises. I notice more improvements but also it costs time too. before I was doing more minimal style, like Mike mentzers but it was bad for me I didn’t see any improvement with this style.
I think for natties, sets numbers etc is important. But like I said it costs time. I will write more later
I’ve came to home for a few days, and I’m regretting that decision, I couldn’t study and also I couldn’t spend time with my family much, because of fucking relatives and neighborhoods etc, I should’ve stayed at istanbul, and i will return on Monday and I can’t do anything at this day too. And approximately after one week my exams will be started. Ive worked regularly but I didn’t attend to online classes and I haven’t studied anything since I’ve arrived the home.