I have to tell you that I started thinking about adding Emperor right now because a lot of things are happening in my life and I need a support, especially for working scope. Emperor to me seem a really good choice for success and full development. Exactly what I need.
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How about trying it and seeing how it works?
It might work really well, and I hope it does.
Yes Absolutely. If I see that something is not working or it’s creating problem I can stop it and continue the healing.
Exactly mate!
on!
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QLQ ST3 - Day 24
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 19
So today I had other revelations from my subconscious.
I realized that over time I have become a person who judges others a lot instead of enjoying their company. I am always on guard and subtly look for their flaws and never relax. This led me to no longer being able to connect with people, no longer being able to enjoy them and no longer being able to trust anyone.
As much as I believe it is right to be on the lookout for new people you know, I have taken this concept to the limit by no longer being able to feel in tune with anyone. I know the reason for all this.
In the past I have been hurt by the people I put my trust in and this has led me to close myself off. One of these people was my first girlfriend who betrayed my trust and hurt me in no small way. Today, in fact, I had so many involuntary memories and “coincidences” about her.
But now she is no longer part of my life and in any case in my heart I have forgiven her and I have also forgiven the others.
But now I’m tired of continuing to ride with this raised shield. I think DR has brought me to this point and this awareness to tell me it’s time to relax for a moment, to let go of skepticism and start trusting others again. I will do it.
QL on the other hand is exciting me a lot. I noticed a good increase in reading speed and above all in comprehension. By studying mathematics and abstract subjects, a noticeable improvement in learning can be seen. I also noticed a better eidedic memory and better information retention capacity.
I don’t dare to think what the ST4 can do which includes ST1, ST2 and ST3 together! Wow!
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I think this is the third time today I’ve read something on here and seen a milestone. I think metaphorically the planets are aligning for DR. Why are so many people having these big moments with DR today?
@Malkuth would you like to comment on this?
@FoxDie Please bookmark this as a milestone in your growth. This is HUGE! I now give you the 
of the
I’m very happy for you!
Here is a thought for you: this is probably a pivotal moment in your interactions with women. Perhaps you could mark the calendar and in 30 days, consider adding PS to your play list.
TBH this was the kind of breakthrough I was hoping you would get to involving your feelings about women. Maybe you have more to work on, but I think this is an important landmark. Again 
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Thank you very much for the compliments. I’m really honored 
I am making a lot of progress and discovering things about myself buried, this is also thanks to people who support me like you @RVconsultant , thank you so much.
You earned it! You stepped back. You analyzed the situation. You took effective action. You chose your priorities. I know the temptation of wanting to run PS and all those other sexual subliminals. But you got objective and set yourself up for a better future. You used logic and rationality. You got a better perspective. It was YOU!
And remember you also listened to input, maybe even when it wasn’t what you wanted to hear. You managed to separate wants from facts, and now you are getting big results. Go congratulate yourself.
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Thank you!
QLQ ST3 - Day 27
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 22
EmperorQ - Day 2
Yesterday was my first day with Emperor.
I try to list a few things:
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when it comes to thinking about a future job or project I feel very ambitious. I feel a desire to want to build something big.
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In the morning, when I wake up from sleep at night, my throat is very dry. Plus I sleep really badly (note: I don’t listen to subs while I sleep but sometimes I finish listening to them just before sleeping).
I have read another user complaining of dehydration after waking up, I think it was with Emperor. -
I have tremendous feelings of guilt that have brought me great frustration regarding episodes in my adolescence where I could not say “NO” and I lost important things and people.
Because of this past ineptitude I have betrayed someone’s trust and this is a bitter pill for me. -
Thinking of myself as I was a few months ago I now feel more confident than before.
The desire to take care of my aesthetic appearance has also increased.
For now that’s all I would say.
Edit:
- I feel a great confidence in my mental capacity.
- I steel have problems in motivation when studing sometimes.
I think you are experiencing the bitter with the sweet with your stack. Congratulations on your ability to resist the temptation of running PS for now.
You are making progress man!
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Thank you! @RVconsultant I decided to use Emperor for now for a more complete development of myself. I will focus on women and PS later when I finish DR or when I feel more ready.
That was similar to my own thinking. I got to st 4 of DR. Felt my ass kicked for a few months. Now I’m considering PS.
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Update:
I didn’t notice how deep DR or my stack was digging until I hit a new realization.
In my imagination of what I would be like in the future in several years I always saw myself doing something big. I saw people’s heads turning when they saw me pass and I saw my great fame and how much it had grown. All good so far, but suddenly an important question appeared in my head, a question that I had never asked myself before because my mind was perhaps clouded by the superfluous. This question was:
“In what I’m imagining in the future, like a dream or a desire, what am I really looking for? Am I trying to do what I like or am I just looking for the FAME behind it?”
This was an important question for me because the answer I gave myself is that: “I am mainly looking for fame”. This made me think about my past and how I was, and made me think about why I wanted such a thing for my future instead. And it all connected like the plot of a story.
As a kid, in adolescence (from that time comes the worst shit of my traumas I’m discovering now) I have always been a fairly marginalized and lonely type. I had few friends, zero girls, and a lot of people didn’t respect me. As things have grown, they have stabilized more but these past events have left a big mark. Consequently I believe that the psychology behind that desire that I could define as “toxic” of fame, is only derived from a great void left by my past. The fame I envisioned in the future was just a search for validation for myself.
This revelation is important. It makes me understand that I was running without knowing it, to some acceptance from others.
This is not how I want to live my life.
I have decided from now on that if I want to do something I will do it only because I like it. A poisonous pursuit of success make no sense if it will only lead to the filling of a void, the swelling of the ego, and perhaps sadness?
Better happy while doing what you love (even if alone perhaps), rather than surrounded by sad people with you being one of them.
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You sounds like are you a different man than 6 weeks ago, and are continuing to become different.
Congratulations mate! These are not easy insights to have.
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QLQ ST3 - Day 28
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 23
EmperorQ - Day 3
I list a couple of interesting things that I have noticed today:
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My desire to exercise is back. I lost it a long time ago, and now here it is again!
In particular, I want to train in acrobatics (as I did in the past) and in fighting. -
I don’t know if it’s an effect of QL but I recognized one of the reasons for laziness I had against study: My bedroom!
As strange as this statement sounds, there is actually an explanation. Being in the bedroom, my brain associates rest, relaxation and fatigue with it, so I was never able to concentrate. Changing room (now in the living room) changes everything, the motivation is greater and also the focus.
Very well I would say!
Awesome insight mate!
I would say excellent!
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I honored. Thanks!
QLQ ST3 - Day 29
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 24
EmperorQ - Day 4
Today upgrades:
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I hear a continuous voice (or sensation) in my head telling me: “my intelligence is increasing”.
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I put aside the desperate search for women for an indefinite period. I feel more compelled to follow my goals and the things I like, as if women aren’t that important at the moment. In fact, my sexual energies are dormant or perhaps they have only been transmuted into energy for the completion of my goals (in practice I do not feel the desperate need to fuck or jerk off).
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More motivation to do things and a better mood.
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If before I felt that my life without women was lost, now I see life as something much more, where women are just an addition.
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This might be a combination of DR and Emperor.
I’ve wondered if DR focuses a lot of energy on healing.
Also when I was running Emperor I lost interest in women.
Remember PS is still there when you are ready. Maybe give it another month or 2.