I went through this for… maybe a week or two on DR. Hang in there dude!
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I will absolutely do it. Thanks for support.
QLQ ST3 - Rest Day 2
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Rest Day 2
Ascension Q - Rest Day 2
The irritation was not present today, more than anything else I felt a great desire to elevate myself. I feel a desire for growth as a person and on a social level. I want to do something big but I still don’t know what that something is.
I did various things today. Taken by curiosity and desire (the one described in the previous paragraph) I started reading on the internet some ways to make money through passive income (word that poped out in my mind and was the reason for this research).
I also started drawing a little, which I hadn’t done for a long time, taken by an inexplicable passion in expressing myself.
Among all this I also studied.
Today I felt as if a mysterious force were guiding me to self-fulfillment in some way or at least to find the way to the path that would allow me to do so.
In my mind there continues to be this image of me doing something great, but I still don’t know what it is or how I’m going to get there.
QLQ ST3 - Day 12
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 7
Ascension Q - Day 3
Ascension makes my head feel heavy when I listen to it and I feel slightly angry. I’m afraid that with its “real goal searching” script he will pull me away from my studies, so I don’t know if it was the right choice to add it to this stack.
I try to stick to it for some time and see what is going to happen.
If need be, you can re-examine your playlist priorities.
Personally I’ve postponed my other subliminals while listening to DR.
Since you are probably still studying, perhaps QL and DR could be your priorities.
I realize it can be tempting to listen to other programs and have other goals besides healing and learning. I try to stay focused on the big picture that if I stay focused on DR for a few months, the rewards should be great and other subs should work better after lots of healing is done because there should be less conflict inside interfering with the other subs. That’s my thinking at this time.
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Your reasoning is correct. I was also thinking of keeping only the bare essentials in my stack giving priority to study and healing, so as not to stray too far from my path.
So I was thinking of making a stack as follow:
QL ST3 x 2
DR ST2 x 1
And on day 5:
QL ST3 x 2
DR ST2 x 2
Yes you could try it.
If anger or any other possible reconciliation becomes an issue, there is also:
QL ST3 x 1
DR ST2 x1
I know it’s tempting to do more loops. Sometimes less is more.
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QLQ ST3 - Day 15
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 10
I took Ascension off my stack to be able to remain solely focused on learning (QL) and healing (DR).
Today I bought a better quality pair of over-ear headphones than my old low-cost in-ear headphones and I must say the first thing I noticed with these new headphones is that when I listen I feel mentally exhausted. Listening to subs with these new headphones makes me feel tired and eager to sleep. I also feel the mid-frontal part of the head stimulated.
I am less productive these past two days and haven’t studied much.
I find if I listen to my subs using headphones instead of speakers, I get a similar effect.
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I prefer headphone because is directly stimulating my mind.
This is basically my thinking too as in the sound just goes right in, and other ambient noises are partially blocked out.
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QLQ ST3 - Day 16
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 11
In this journal I am discovering more and more parts of myself.
Last night before I went to sleep I started to think and I noticed that certain things in my life have changed.
PROs
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I have noticed that many of the social fears I had have vanished, in fact I can be in public or among people without any social pressure. I can almost say that wherever I go, I feel so relaxed that it’s like I’m at home. I have acquired a certain disregard for social pressure. Silly example: if you who are reading, told me now to lie down in a crowded street, I would do it and I think that the social discomfort I would feel would be minimal.
It’s strange. -
a lot of my negative voices that said to me that I look bad, that said I was ugly, not capable or anything else limiting, have drastically reduced.
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The fears that arise from the judgment of others, whether it is that from an acquaintance or a stranger. even those are no longer present. It’s kind of a feeling of freedom.
CONs
- the only negative thing I noticed is that I am in a state of semi-apathy, where in addition to the negative feelings, perhaps the positive ones have been reduced. I noticed this in the form of lack of desire to socialize (particularly this one I had many times even before DR), lack of motivation and little zest for life in general. It could simply be a form of Reconciliation.
But highlighting that part of socializing, yesterday while I was thinking I noticed how I had more passion for things and more passion in being with people and socializing during my past. I felt a great sense of nostalgia remembering those experiences and I was saddened by how empty I became in the social sphere. Now it’s just like I don’t feel the need. I don’t feel the need to talk to others, it doesn’t give me satisfaction to make them laugh or laugh with them, I don’t feel the need to impress those around me, that’s why I was talking about a feeling of semi-apathy.
I just noticed this for my self this weekend!
Perhaps. I’ve also wondered if DR channels much energy into healing and then perhaps little energy is left for other things. I’m thinking you are experiencing a big healing.
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That’s cool that we have similar results.
Yes I think so
QLQ ST3 - Rest Day 1 (done 20 days)
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Rest Day 1 (done 15 days)
I have been having a lot of nightmares lately, I sleep quite badly because of this and it happens that I wake up upset.
I dream of past events during my adolescence and as a girls of that period that I liked but with whom I could not do anything. I also dream of current people and girls. But what upsets me most are other symbols of strong impact in some dreams. In one, for example, I was an astronaut in a damaged spacecraft and I had to choose whether to throw myself into the void to save my life or not, and a girl astronaut with me yells at me: “Don’t do it !!”.
I was thinking about adding Daredevil to my stack to improve my skills and my desire to socialize because lately I can’t do it anymore.
With learning I am very focused and this is a good. The third QL stage lives up to its name and really keeps me focused on what to do. Excellent.
I’ve been having the occasional nightmare on DR. I wonder if yours are helping you deal with issues you have had about girls.
Hang in there mate. I can say it can get better. I’m feeling the positive results now more and more.
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I still can’t say anything. As soon as I find myself in a situation with girls, I’ll find out for sure.
For now the only thing I feel is just a lot of bitterness towards the past and the women of the past. By chance today I met briefly and by pure chance one of these women of the past. Incredible!! This made me think a lot about past mistakes and how to use them as a motivating force to rise from my ashes!
This is great. I can’t wait to feel like this too.
You’re a Dragon Phoenix mate!
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QLQ ST3 - Day 23
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 18
I keep having nightmares every now and then, there must be something that scares me or that I’m working on internally.
I began to feel a small desire to somehow elevate myself and empower myself. I would like to somehow carry myself forward in my life.
With some considerations, I initially wanted to add something like Daredevil or Stark to my stack that would help me socially.
I’ve always been a guy who used to suck at being around people and I was looking too much for the validation of others. I was not free and those two subs listed a moment ago were perhaps a way to make up for that void. But now I can say that
I AM FREE.
This is why I have thought about it better and now that I am slowly growing internally (or rather I am purifying) I no longer feel the need to be connected to others but to carry on as a person and achieve great things. Life is too short to think about unnecessary things. It’s better to focus on the essential.
Consequently in order to be able to elevate myself and concentrate in some areas such as:
• Learning
• Personal growth
• Monetary growth
• Women
I opted to add EMPEROR as soon as possible.
I feel ready for such a sub that promises a 360 degree development.
Well … I can’t wait to get started.
I think this is a milestone for you. You might want to bookmark it and read it on those days when you have doubts.
I’ve had nightmares off and on when listening to DR.
I know it’s tempting to want to add more programs to implement your insights.
It might work.
For me, I prioritized healing and it has been a big healing. Just the other day I listened to other subliminals that were not healing and I had no reconciliation. So I think it was worth it to just focus on the healing so big healing would happen, then I think that other programs should work better.
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