QLQ ST3 - Day 10
Dragon Reborn ST2 - Day 5
Ascension Q - Day 1
Well… after some considerations I decided to give up for a while with PS because I’m not acting towards its goals and this was not so fruitful.
I am very focused with my university studies so the choice of my stack has been on the use of QL, DR and to return to Ascension so that it can help me in the pursuit of my university goals, and why not also something else.
I will return to using PS in the future when I feel that the time is right and I have more time to dedicate to women.
In the meantime I continue to feel that sense of sadness, bitterness, annoyance. Many negative memories of the past are surfacing and the same is true of many wrong choices I have made in the past. I still don’t feel satisfied with what I have, with what I am and with the choices that have brought me to this point.
DR ST2 hits really hard. With ST1 I didn’t have these problems, the most I remember having is anger and irritation.
Last night I was feeling so frustrated that in my mind I pictured myself taking a plane and running off somewhere else to do something I really enjoy.
Let’s see how it will turn out.