Day 8 - Cycle 1 - Two Title Secret Stack - End of First Run - Long Washout Day 1/21 - Fast Day 1/21
The secret stack was Wanted Black, Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer, and Khan ST4.
I ran Wanted Black and DR:LD for the first week (if I count the test loops on long washout).
The last two listening days I ran full loops of Khan ST4 because my intuition just told me that it was a good idea, and I was like “okay, might as well see if I can handle it.”
The answer was yes, I could handle it.
Total Loops
DR:LD: 4 x 15 min; 1x 5:25 min
Wanted Black: 1 x 15 min, 3 x 30 sec, 1 x 2 min
Khan ST4: 2 x 15 min
Review and Experience of The Stack
When I first started DR:LD I ran it on full loops with 30-second micros of Wanted Black. This was calculated. I knew I needed the majority of my focus to be on healing, but I still wanted a guiding force. The idea worked. I could hardly feel Wanted Black, but what I did feel of it really helped me get through some of the more intense periods of the short run.
Right off the bat, it was INTENSE, so intense that it felt damn similar to my little go-around with Total Breakdown. I’m gonna argue right now that Total Breakdown is obsolete as a standalone healing sub, because DR:LD was just as intense, however, it has one striking difference that made it the absolute GOAT of healing subliminals: manifest positive experiences.
This aspect of the scripting makes it leagues ahead of TB. On TB, I felt hopeless, and my world seemed to reflect hopelessness to me. On DR:LD I felt hopeless, but my world seemed to cheer me on, by manifesting little things that told me to keep going because I was close to where I wanted to be.
Khan ST4 was run on an intuitive whim. I’ve been dealing with pretty serious relationship trouble on this stack (hence why I’m running it) and one night, I was just utterly defeated, I saw no hope of fixing this relationship or fixing myself. My intuition told me to run Khan ST4, and at first, I said “no” but then I realized that my intuition is almost always right if I just listen.
So I ran my loop and woke up with a text from her the next day. I reacted by calling her on all her behavior. Why? Because this relationship (uncertain as it is) cannot move forward with her thinking she can get away with the shit she pulled on me. It’s just gonna lead to a cycle of bullshit, so either we come back together better, or it’s over.
Microlooping Wanted Black with full loops of DR:LD really seemed to keep my focus pretty square on DR:LD and allowed me to focus almost all my efforts on DR:LD, however, when I ran my first loop of Khan, it overpowered everything. DR:LD would come in occasionally, but Khan was front and center in my attention.
Insights
Microlooping auxiliary titles with a focus title seems to give minor and useful effects from the auxiliary titles without overpowering the primary title.
Moving Forward
This is officially the long-term stack.
The final two cycles of the year will be Khan ST4, Wanted Black, and DR:LD with DR:LD being the focus title.
The Stack ends, long washout begins
Stack ends now. I’m taking a 21-day washout to accomplish an important goal that I learned yesterday, I couldn’t accomplish it on subliminal because of the energy demands–a long, healing, fast.
