Foundation V2 - A Boundary Pushing Journal -- Genesis, The Revelation of Mind, The Ecstasy of Gold, Physical Shifting, Romance, and Adventure

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#143

Fast Day 1/14 Washout Day 1/14

Pushed the cycle to the end date and now I’m on washout. Ran 1 loop WB and 1 loop Khan yesterday.

Wanted Black has been a subliminal that I keep questioning. Truth is, I don’t want to fully become the Wanted Black man. However, I’m going to keep running it in a more relaxed fashion for the other effects that are well worth it.

Truth be told, I’ve actually lost much of my interest in casual

The physical shifting is second to none, the self love is second to none, the internal peace is really amazing, the confidence is amazing.

I’m now at a point where I’m confident that I can actually work with and consciously guide the subliminal. Its also been stated that the nature of the script makes it far easier to ignore aspects of it.

Khan is giving me the push forward to FOCUS the focus of Khan is helping me to stay conscious of Wanted Black and to make choices about what I want from it.

Had a conversation with myself and the fast is what I gotta do to really take my results to the next level.

So, I washout until I finish the fast.

Okay, gym time.

Big updates and news coming soon, for now, I focus.

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#144

How do you feel WB and OG Wanted are different in your experience? Do you feel below is stronger in WB? Or same?

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#145

Wanted Black is different in almost every way with few exceptions, truth is, a different title would probably be helpful. It’s not “Wanted but better” it’s a whole new thing.

Doesn’t really feel that similar at all, tbh.

Wanted Black feels most similar to stacking Wanted and Stark but with more freedom for self expression.

In terms of power, Wanted Black is VERY VERY easy to overexpose on. It’s very smooth for me, which means it’s also very easy for me to keep running it because I feel so good, ignoring the fact that my subconscious is essentially screaming for me to take a break.

Physical shifting is just different with WB. On OG, I got results, but it was very easy for me to “ride the results wave” and be lazy with my training and diet.

On WB, I get easy results, however I’m also pushed pretty hard to take action to enhance the results even further.

On Wanted I could “settle” for being a 7.

On Wanted Black, I really won’t settle for anything less than the peak of my physical perfection–in the way I deem fit, ofc.

Hope this helps. It’s all pretty vague but the take away is that they just aren’t the same, totally different in pretty much every way.

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#146

Thanks @praisetheurdtree, maybe the confusion comes because they are called the same, on paper they look both nice. Though from reading reviews, OG Wanted trigger less reconciliation than the Wanted Black.

#147

I’m leaving the forums, just put in my account deletion request.

It’s been a beautiful journey with all of you and I’m so very, very grateful that I made the decision to invest in myself with this company.

It’s time for me to leave the forums behind and focus all my attention on the outside world.

Thank you @Fire and @SaintSovereign for this company.

Thank you @Lion and @Deadpool for your awesome advice.

Thank you also @Tobyone and @Malkuth.

Thank you all,

It’s been a pleasure. :pray: :relaxed: :blush:

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#148

My friend, are you sure this is not reconciliation?

Anyways take a week away from the forum and if you still feel the same after 7 days, let us know.

Since account deletion disrupts forum software, it should be a last resort.

You can also leave the journal the way it is and am sure others can take inspiration from reading your posts.

Regardless, thank you for sharing your results and your experiences here brother. Hope to see you soon.

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#149

Sad to hear that as I always enjoyed reading your journals, but if that’s how you feel I understand but I will miss you… but one never knows, you might be back :pray:

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#150

@Lion

I’m sure about this one, recon has cleared and it’s time to close this chapter. I’ll be back with a new name some day. :grinning:

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#151

Maybe as TheBiggestAlphaInTheHouse :slight_smile:

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#152

:rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl::rofl:

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#153

Man are you still here… now go out in the real world instead, cause now you’re like an inmate on death row just waiting for your turn to be hanged :grin: :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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#154

Guess my account is still here, lol. Still waiting on that deletion, until it happens, might as well update.

Been pushing hard since I left.

I left because I was using the form as a crutch to avoid taking action. Plain and simple, feedback feels good, feels so good that sometimes you don’t want to do anything else lol.

Took several washouts and I figured out a lot of shit and have also figured out how to make the subs work better for me.

I’m sensitive to subs, easily over exposed, and often easily overwhelmed. So the path forward is really just running subs infrequently.

Currently I’m experimenting with once every 4 + days, taking note of the recon, and taking action on all the recon shows me.

So far, it’s been working.

I guess it’s really about self-acceptance. I wanna be the guy who can just do it, but subliminals are not the area to push myself.

New philosophy with subs. Minimum effective dose, maximum external action.

All growth causes discomfort, the discomfort I’m chasing is in the 3d world, not by overexposure to subliminals.

Running Wanted Black and Dragon Reborn Limit Destroyer for full loops once every 4 or more days.

Microloops don’t work well for me. I’m not sure why. I ran many micros last month and I constantly felt like I was getting “stuck”. It was like my subconscious had enough info to recognize the problem, but not enough to solve it?

One night I ran full loops of WB and Khan and suddenly…Boom! It cleared up and I was back on my feet. Idk man, I’m done speculating on the tech, that’s just another distraction from action.

Idk, it’s probably all nonsense, but that’s how it feels so I’m going with it. Full loops less often just seems to work for me with the new power level.

I get a quick burst of recon, vivid dreams, strange manifestations, then it relaxes, it clears, I gain perspective, and I feel some bloom.

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#155

So I’m back again. I needed to leave and now it’s time to come back. Sooner than expected, but I’ve never been good at handling my emotions, that’s one of many things that I’ve learned.

Since October, I’ve been subhopping a bit again, it’s not ideal, but when dealing with someone like myself, sometimes I need to learn the hard way.

It all started back in October, I was planning on asking my friend with bennies to be my main girl, she wanted it, I started to want it, it seemed like a good idea. So I started running DR:LD with Wanted Black because I thought that it would help me break through some issues about relationships and put me in a position to be a good partner. The effect was not what I expected. The relationship imploded, I tried to fight to save it for a while, but I gave up. It got a little nasty, but as of today, we’re in a stalemate, I work with her too, but that’s very, very soon to change. The job is dogshit anyway, so I see no reason to stay there.

After about a week or 2 or something on DR:LD and WB, I dropped DR:LD for a few days, took a 5 day washout and started WB and Khan ST4 for about…2ish weeks. That helped level out my head a bit and help me make some life adjustments and start improving my finances. About that time was when I decided that the relationship wasn’t really worth fighting for, not something that was easy for me, emotionally stubborn as I tend to be. So I took a washout for a few days, then hopped back over on the DR:LD and WB train, feeling that it had already pushed me to break that relationship, so I would be wise to see where the path led. It was tough, it was very uncomfortable, I broke down often. This lasted about another 2 weeks…maybe 3…this is the trouble with not tracking.

I dropped DR:LD on the 15th or 17th and switched over to WB and Mind’s Eye, feeling that I had gotten my fill of healing for a while. It helped me break through some aspects of myself that I simply wouldn’t have broken through any other way. In a sad way, the relationship had to end for me to grow, that’s on me, I suppose.

I then spent a week on Mind’s Eye and WB. I ran my final loops on the 24th and on the 25th I woke up with some INTENSE recon. That was my cue to allow my mind to rest. In the last few days, DR:LD has continued to process alongside the others and things are clearing up and promising signs are on the horizon. The plan is to continue this washout until at least the 24th of December. That will give my mind the full amount of time to let all the subs process and all recon to clear up. Until that point, I really can’t make a decision about my stack moving forward.

When I look back on my past, I was happiest and most successful on Emperor, the sub just works for me. My week on Mind’s Eye has shown me that it’s very, very, very promising, and Wanted Black has many aspects of it that make it great, however, I haven’t really responded very well to it up to this point. Much of that is irresponsibility and recon, hence the washout, I just won’t know until my mind it right.

I’m leaning toward Emperor, Mind’s Eye, and Wanted Black. OR Emperor, Mind’s Eye, and SSX with physical shifting (a new custom).

I see Emperor as a must for my stack moving forward. I really can’t deny how good I’ve felt on it in the past, and it was this time last year that I went back on the Emperor and everything really took off for me.

Since Emperor is a must, WB might just have to go. Emperor and Wanted didn’t really bode too well, even though I made it work, and Saint said that Emp and WB wouldn’t stack well either, and I have no reason to doubt that statement, lol.

Just reflecting here, it’s so VERY VERY strange that I find myself in almost the same position for almost the same reasons 2 years in a row at the exact same time. That’s really something mysterious that I would like to figure out, shit’s just uncanny.

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#156

Go for New Emperor. Since it is a new version of him, it should be even better than before based on reviews so far.

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#157

I think running Emperor and DR:LD and sticking to the recommended schedule for a year will benefit you. It seems like the problem is subhopping and inconsistency.

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#158

100% the path is absolutely to stick with a stack for a good while, subhopping just ain’t cutting it.

Was doing some research on the forms and NRE alongside WB and Emperor MIGHT make the two stackable. The ideal scenario would be to run WB and Emperor, NRE might open that door.

#159

brilliant plan

#160

I got like a month to make a plan. Any plan I make before the end of washout is horse shit, BUT, it could work. :innocent:

I’m leaning toward emp, WB, and Minds Eye which means I’ll need to make a new custom to fit the NRE into it. Obvious choice is to make a physical shifting/fame/NRE WB custom that I can run like once a week while I focus on Emp and Minds Eye for a few months.

#161

New WB should already have NRE in it.

#162

New WB? I must have missed that update :rofl: