Foundation V2 - A Boundary Pushing Journal -- Genesis, The Revelation of Mind, The Ecstasy of Gold, Physical Shifting, Romance, and Adventure

8/5/2023: Day 10 - Rest - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

There are 4 new women that I have interest in, 1 approached me and gave me her number 2 days ago, the other 2 approached me and gave me their number yesterday. So, yes I would say the stack is working.

The only notable recon I’ve noticed is a pretty severe psychological reaction when I haven’t taken action and or when I’ve not eaten health. Otherwise, things are very good.

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Gratulations, in which country
Are you living if i may ask?

I’m in the U.S.

8/5/2023: Day 10 - Rest (Ascension Chamber)- Stack 2 - Cycle 1

Experience of the new technology

Genesis created a huge sense of urgency in me, impatience, and a constant push forward. Wanted Black seems to be doing the same thing. I just wanna GO. I wanna MOVE. I want it and I want now. I guess I’ll just roll with it.

Ran a loop of Ascension Chamber just now, I’d forgotten that it was even a thing. Why not.

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8/5/2023: Day 12 - Rest - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

This is just not how this works. I run this program until I’m satisfied. I recommit at this moment. I will not stop until I see my full potential I’m sitting here at like…20%, if that. I will not stop until I see a glimpse of 100%.

10, 10’s and $500,000,000 minimum.

Until then, I’ll be here, in the trenches.

I’ll be back next year with stories.

Until then, I’m gone.

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8/23/2023: Day 11 - Wanted Black & RICH - Stack 3 - Cycle

Quick update. My stack is now WB, RICH, and Paragon.

After some experiences, I’ve changed to 3 min loops of WB and full loops of both RICH and Paragon.

Everything is going very well.

Notable effects.

I’m paying less attention to women these days. Keeping in mind that I’m still actively sleeping with one woman and also intimately involved with a second. It’s not that I’ve lost my desire, it’s that other aspects of this stack are taking precedence over women…FOR NOW.

This journey has turned inward.

Wanted Black is bringing…“The Old Me” back. All my old interests and fascinations have returned to me. I’ve started writing again, I’ve resumed my academic studies, I’m planning on a Master’s or PhD again. This time it’s different though. The “Old Me” is actually gone, but what has returned are the positive aspects of him from the frame of mind of the “New Me” that I’ve built already and continue to construct.

It’s uncanny and a wonderful experience.

This must be all that self-love scripting.

All is well and better than ever.

I’m leaving again.

I will return next year and I will be on Wanted Black probably until the end of time. Hard to say. I’m committing now to stay on Wanted Black and RICH until the above goal has been met. Wanted Black has passed every test that I’ve presented it.

Once I’m satisfied with RICH, I’ll probably run EoG, finally.

Wanted Black, RICH, and EoG is the proposed master stack of this experiment, and it will probably run the next two years.

I’ll run each stage of EoG for 4 cycles the first year, then repeat the second year. Something like that.

My plans as of today are to run WB, RICH, and Paragon until 2024, then start WB, RICH, and EoG and run that for the next 2 years solid.

Of course, things change. But as of today and in light of recent life experiences, I really don’t see any harm at all in just letting this play out for the next 2 years.

Okay, bye again.

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God speed @praisetheurdtree

Hopefully see you when you get back, and look forward to enjoying your progress with you.

I’ve felt like that too on the day or next day after a sub. I think it’s recon.

9/2/2023: Day 21 - Paragon - Stack 3 - Cycle 2

This last cycle has been slow in terms of Seduction and Career.

I switched to 3 minute loops of WB and added Paragon.

The theme of this cycle has been “rediscovering myself.”

Old the old dreams and ambitions have come back into full focus and it’s come with healing also.

Wanted Black is asking me over and over again what I really want. What do I really want? What do I really stand for? What am I here for? I say I want to be a wealthy playboy, the ultimate seducer, the peak of my potential. Well, if that’s what I say, how can I possibly settle for less than continually growing and improving? How can I rest? Where is the time for rest when I’m still falling so far short of my potential?

This cycle has brought with it a deal of recon also.

I’m leaving again, this time I’m staying gone until I clear another level. The further I go, the further I have to go because my true potential is somewhere out there. With every victory, new opportunities appear before me.

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9/8/2023 Day 1 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 Mogul & The Aesthete
Genesis, Mogul, The Aesthete

Just Finished My Second Cycle of Wanted Black

I’m not vanishing from the forums after all, not yet. The desire to vanish, to act strange on the forums, etc, seemed to be reconciliation–my subconscious seemed to be tricking me into running away to get me to stop listening to Wanted Black.

On that note, I think I’m going to stop listening to Wanted Black for now. Wanted Black is just too much for me, and what I’ve learned over this last cycle with it, is that I’m not ready for it–maybe I am, but a big part of me feels like I’m not.

This journal is about building my foundation, expanding, growing, and mastering life in new and interesting ways (wealth, social life, and seduction), and I’m just not ready for Wanted Black. It’s too far away from where I currently am. Or, that’s how it feels at this point

This hasn’t been an easy decision to make, and I’m tempted to just dig my heels in and run Wanted Black until I get results, however, I wonder about that. Is it wiser to stick it out with Wanted Black, or to change to something “easier” to build up a stronger foundation in the “pre-requisite skills” and then run Wanted Black later on? There’s a part of me that feels like my subconscious doesn’t even know what to do with Wanted Black, as if where I am now, and what Wanted Black is trying to give me is so far away, so foreign, so distant, that my subconscious just isn’t able to deliver for me. It would make sense, I’m pretty early in my journey still, and when I look back over my journey, I really haven’t done my due diligence–I haven’t run healing titles, I haven’t run Ascension, I only ran about 2 cycles of Genesis and both were a bit broken up

I can’t ignore the experience that I’ve had with Wanted Black so far, though I’ve gotten many beautiful results…is this really the best way forward? There are so many blocks, there is so much resistance, is this really the best path forward?

I think I was wrong, in my newbie arrogance, I was wrong, again. I used to believe that healing was bull shit and that I would just naturally heal along the journey by running subliminals that aligned with my goals–though that IS TRUE to a certain extent, there are blocks that go MUCH, MUCH deeper, and I don’t think they will just vanish on their own. My brief encounter with Khan showed me this, and now Wanted Black is showing me this.

Perhaps I’m better off continuing to build my foundation with beginner titles. As much as I hate to admit it, that seems like it’s probably the way forward. The ego, the ego.

I Understand Now

Saint humbled me a bit a couple weeks ago, and at the time it pissed me off, but he was pointing to something that I was unwilling to accept and once again, my perspective on subliminals has shifted.

If you give a pencil to an architect, what will they do?
If you give a pencil to a writer, what will they do?
If you give a pencil to a secretary, what will they do?

How am I supposed to execute titles like Wanted Black and R.I.C.H. when I don’t even have the fundamental skills required to do so? How?

I spoke earlier about blocks. I’m still terrified of being wealthy, I’m still terrified of approaching girls that are, quite honestly, in my ACTUAL “looks level”–8’s-10’s. I’m gonna be real, yes I should be fully capable of pulling 10’s, I look like a freaking model for godsakes. Like, I’m so fortunate to be blessed with good looks and it would be an insult to the world to not take full advantage of my god-given good looks…yet I self-sabotage.

I over-eat and I drink too much, why? Here’s the real reason: because I’m scared of reaching my true aesthetic potential. I’m a legit 10, looks-wise, but I deliberately keep my body around a 7 because I’m scared of actually fulfilling my potential. I also go for girls who are “below me” because it’s easier and safer and less challenging.

For the record, I don’t look at women that way, but it’s useful for the sake of you understanding my position–we’re visual beings.

I keep myself in jobs that are below my level of earning potential and skill because I’m scared of wealth and success.

Essentially I’m saying that Wanted Black and R.I.C.H are the equivalent of teaching high-level physics to someone who hasn’t even grasped the basics of calculus. Will they be able to understand some of the philosophy and logic? Absolutely! Will they be able to understand physics on a deep, intuitive, mathematical level? Absolutely not! They simply lack the skills and knowledge required to make full used of the information.

In the same way, I simply lack the skill and knowledge to actually use Wanted Black and R.I.C.H effectively. Just like the student of physics, I can grasp some of it, but the other 90%, the real depth, simply goes over my head and manifests as intense recon and self-sabotage.

New Stack

Having said everything that I’ve said so far, I don’t know about my new stack. What I do know, is that it’s time for me to use healing and to use a new wealth title.

For wealth, I have two options: Mogul and EoG, my intention is to run both, but for now, as of today, I’m going to start with Mogul because it can help me get my feet wet and actually start helping me release my wealth blocks and put me in a better position to run EoG in 4 months.

So, R.I.C.H becomes Mogul, that was easy enough. So I’ll commit to Mogul for the next 4 months and then trade it for EoG.

When it comes to the rest, I have many options, but the ones that I’m looking at seriously are: Genesis, Ascension, The Aesthete, and DR: Limit Destroyer.

I’m going to rule out Ascension at this time, because Genesis seems like a better fit and I’ve used it before.

So…

It’s…

Genesis, The Aesthete, Mogul for 2-4 cycles

Then it’s

Something else, time will tell.

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9/8/2023 Day 1 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 Mogul & The Aesthete
Genesis, Mogul, The Aesthete

Update.

The Aesthete
While running The Aesthete, I started singing “Past The Point of No Return” from Phantom of the Opera in my head. After all my time on RoM, I knew it was my subconscious speaking to me. I feel the lyrics for sure, most certainly mean more to me than it might mean to others, but it really made me feel like I’ve made the right choice with returning to The Aesthete. Got some great results while I was on it and the combo of Wanted and Primal Seduction with action will help me prepare to revisit Wanted Black next year. The only thing I can do to help me prepare better for Wanted Black is run healing titles alongside The Aesthete, something I intend to do in the future after I finish these 4 cycles on this current stack.

The song in my head was followed by the desire to go to the gym, so I’m gonna go to the gym, why should I deny myself the gift of a healthy and fit body. :upside_down_face: :upside_down_face:

Lyrics For Those Interested

… Past the point of no return
No backward glances
Our games of make-believe are at an end

… Past all thought of if or when
No use resisting
Abandon thought and let the dream descend
What raging fire shall flood the soul?
What rich desire unlocks its door?
What sweet seduction lies before us

… Past the point of no return
The final threshold
What warm, unspoken secrets will we learn
Beyond the point of no return?

… You have brought me
To that moment where words run dry
To that moment where speech disappears into silence
Silence

… I have come here
Hardly knowing the reason why
In my mind I’ve already imagined our bodies entwining, defenseless and silent
Now I am here with you, no second thoughts
I’ve decided, decided

… Past the point of no return
No going back now
Our passion play has now at last begun
Past all thought of right or wrong
One final question
How long should we two wait before we’re one?
When will the blood begin to race?
The sleeping bud bursts into bloom?
When will the flames at last consume us?

… Past the point of no return
The final threshold
The bridge is crossed, so stand and watch it burn
We’ve passed the point of no return

… Say you’ll share with me
One love, one lifetime
Lead me, save me from my solitude

… Say you want me with you here, beside you
Anywhere you go, let me go, too
Christine, that’s all I ask of-

Mogul
I should start a podcast, and I think I will, always wanted to. This idea came up when I was running it and my roommate made a comment that he wants to start a podcast just to see what happens without worrying about if it’ll make money or not, he was speaking to my soul in that moment.

My wealth plan as of today, is to keep my current job, and start some content creation businesses on the side ASAP.

I’m going to start a podcast and a content channel on a video platform and monetize it. That’s my goal, that’s my plan.

This stack is going to be very, very rewarding.

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But you have been running Emperor in the past, right? Plus to me, it seems quite strange regarding WB since you were running normal Wanted for a long time.

You should try LOS, Spartan, or EF.

Probably the best would be EOG st1, maybe Mogul, or rather wait for new Wealth subs.

What about healing by LFBH? This will address some alpha stuff like in Ascension plus will increase manifestation due to positivity and on top of that, healing that you by your words need. I mean this is an overall one for your goals.

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Seems a bit strange to me also, however, it’s how it is. I got some great results from Wanted Black in the areas of self-love and personal development, but it’s still just too challenging for me at the moment. In terms of romance, my results were just not what they should have been.

So I’m gonna take a break from WB, do some work with The Aesthete, and then go back to it.

I’m gonna use The Aesthete for now and put all my focus on taking action, it’s Wanted, Primal Seduction, and a bunch of physical shifting modules.

I’m running Mogul and Genesis now and will stay with it for about 5 cycles. Both these titles should help me with healing financial trauma.

The rough plan I came up with today is to run Genesis, Mogul, and The Aesthete for 5 cycles, washout and then run:
Genesis, The Aesthete, and Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer for about 6 cycles-to heal anything holding me back from fully executing those titles.

Then start EoG, Genesis, and The Aesthete for 6 cycles-to finish healing whatever financial trauma I might still have.

Then run EoG, Wanted Black, and Khan for a year-to heal any lingering personality stuff that I might have going on.

All while taking massive action. If I stick to this plan, then in 2 years, I should, in theory, be essentially perfect. :sweat_smile::rofl:

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9/9/2023 Day 1 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 - Rest

I woke up feeling regret for dropping Wanted Black. The clarity brought about by my loops yesterday helped me to see how truly profound Wanted Black was and the deep work it was doing to help heal me and push me forward.

Wanted Black will be coming back, but I have work to do first. I need to build up my foundation so I can execute the title in its full glory.

The clarity of yesterday helped me see the things I need to accomplish before I run Wanted Black and Khan again.

I feel like the protagonist who’s gotten the shit kicked out of him on his first encounter with the main antagonist. I nearly died, but I was left with lessons, now it’s time for my anime training montage and my hero’s journey before I face the antagonist again.

We all know how this story ends. The hero loses, the hero betters himself, the hero wins.

I’ll be starting my first online buisness next week and my second online buisness within 2 months. With modest sales, I should be able to double my income and leave or go part time with my current job.

The Gates I Need To Pass To Win

  • Get in shape, 8% body fat and hold it.
  • Dedicate myself to daily action and daily self-education.
  • Fix my relationship with alcohol–master alcohol, so it no longer controls me.
  • Fix my relationship with cigarettes–master them, so they no longer control me.
  • Water Fast for 1-3 weeks.

These are the weaknesses that I must eradicate before I’m ready for WB and eventually Khan.

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9/9/2023 Day 1 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 - Rest

The Gates I Need To Pass To Win

  • Get in shape, 8% body fat and hold it.
  • Dedicate myself to daily action and daily self-education.
  • Fix my relationship with alcohol–master alcohol, so it no longer controls me.
  • Fix my relationship with cigarettes–master them, so they no longer control me.
  • Water Fast for 1-3 weeks.

Actions Taken Today Toward The Above

Stuck to strick keto diet, this is day 2.
Said no to getting a drink with a friend at work.
Sparked up a conversation with a girl that I’m interested in over text.
Looked for other work and had an impromptu interview.
Took physical shifting action for my hair and male enhancement.
Journaled a lot.
Came up with creative ideas about my online buisnesses.
Reduced caffeine intake.

Results

Felt taller and more attractive today.
Male enhancement seems to be working, broke through a plateau today.
Had a conversation with that girl I’m interested in, went well.
Owned up to my mistakes and solved problems with workplace relationships.
Increased buisness creativity-starting my buisness seems…easy, doable, and highly profitable.

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9/10/2023 Day 1 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 - Genesis

The Gates I Need To Pass To Win

  • Get in shape, 8% body fat and hold it.
  • Dedicate myself to daily action and daily self-education.
  • Fix my relationship with alcohol–master alcohol, so it no longer controls me.
  • Fix my relationship with cigarettes–master them, so they no longer control me.
  • Water Fast for 1-3 weeks.

Actions Taken Today Toward The Above

  • Waited a little over an hour after waking before I smoked my first cigarette, decided that I will start by cutting back to half a pack a day–start slow.
  • Took action related to hair health and growth.
  • Took action toward male enhancement and got an amazing result. Today, doing my male enhancement routine, my junk was measured as longer (significantly, nearly a half inch) than I’ve measured so far, this is a sign of real growth, it’s really working.
  • Paid my credit card bills early.
  • Said no to alcohol again. This time I realized that I need to allow the urges to come without fighting them, feel them fully so they don’t become repressed, but still say no. A loving and gentle no after listening to the urge.
  • Completed day 3 of my vegan keto crash diet. Feeling physically great, a little light headed before eating today, and down 8lbs in 3 days.
  • I started taking Spanish lessons today, and committed myself to the goal of learning all 4 major romance languages in the next 2 years. Doable, more doable than you know. Got great results from my first lesson.
  • Did more journaling and planning for my online businesses. I feel more sure, confident, and capable than ever to actually turn these dreams into a highly profitable and fulfilling reality.
  • I realized today that I actually can have any woman that I desire. Yes, any woman so I have a lovely woman in my sights.

General Update

This cycle feels VERY VERY smooth so far. When I ran Genesis previously, I was running it alongside RoM, perhaps I was in a state of mild overexposure. I’ve also grown in the two months since last running Genesis, which proves my theory that all positive growth will enhance results and make subliminal easier to run. Smooth, highly motivated, and taking more and more action everyday.

Today I also realized (again, and this time with more clarity) that as long as you take action toward any goal supported by the subliminal, big or small, and continue taking action, you WILL achieve it. I realized this after seeing that my junk has actually grown in a statistically significant way. My hair is also looking healthier and more full and vital, again, taking the daily action is helping the scrip execute.

I’m going to keep moving onward. This week I will start laying the foundations for my first online business.

The Commitment

Run Genesis, The Aesthete, and Mogul until the end of the year and continue moving as I have been moving, taking action toward all goals every single day. Actions big or small, it all counts toward making dreams a reality.

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9/13/2023 Day 5 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 - Rest

Biggest physical shifting result yet. SIGNIFICANT male enhancement gains. Seems I broke a plateau.

I can confidently say that I am now officially “big.” It was crazy. I had plateaued for a long time, but then boom! Sudden result.

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From The Aesthete’s Male enhacement module?

Hard to say which script did it because male enhancement has been in my stack for so long, the big difference is that I’ve been taking daily action for it with exercises.

:upside_down_face:

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So are you gonna start a career in the adult movie industry :slight_smile: ?

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