I’m considering doing some freelance work. 
Hustling is the best 
9/23/2023 Day 16 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 - Genesis
Just a quick update. I haven’t felt this physically ugly and repulsive in over a year. I’m mentally and physically at the lowest point that I’ve been at since I’ve started this journey.
Worth documenting, but I don’t plan on saying more about it at this time. It’s tough, it’s really tough to feel like you’ve been on the upswing for so long only to feel like you’ve fallen so far.
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Reminds me when I started listening to Genesis and for 3 weeks everything told me to go back to WANTED OG.
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Be brave, you got it.
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Man, the mind is truly a mystery. As much as you think you understand it, it’s still totally evasive.
I know that I’ve gotten results in the past, but now I’m here. Hmm.
I think my energy is misdirected, really misdirected.
I’m still trying to trick myself, I’m still looking for a magic pill or potion that will save me.
I’m still looking for the day when I just wake up transformed.
Doesn’t work that way. Cause leads to effect. Action leads to reaction.
Took action towards online buisness yesterday. Will take more action today.
Action, action, action, action, action, action, action.
The only way.
9/24/2023 Day 17 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 - Rest
Okay, recon is clearing. I’ve been taking deliberate action toward wealth generation for about 10 hours, now I’m taking a short break. My day has consisted of a mix between research and application in a cycle.
I took a break to hit the gym, that helped a lot. I also ate a very healthy diet and meditated and did a long breathwork session.
My first buisness is now set-up and I will get it in a position to generate revenue within the week. Tomorrow I have to take a day off because I have a social commitment, then I’m back on the grind 10 + hours a day until I start my new job.
Oh yeah, I quit my job. Had to be done. Quit my job two days ago and have hit the ground running with this buisness.
Now here I am, two days after quitting my job and I’m ready to launch by the end of this week.
Mogul was a good call.
I learned today what it actually means to create financial manifestation streams. An hourly gig just isn’t it. Sure, I’ve been promoted as a standard practice, but these companies literally CANNOT give me the type of wealth I desire, the structure doesn’t allow for it. Essentially, I’ve been hitting walls because I was limiting my means of financial manifestation.
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9/27/2023 Day 20 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1 - Genesis
End of cycle 1, I guess. I mistracked days again, lol.
Yesterday I finished the groundwork for my business–two days ago I had it “set up” and as of yesterday it’s aesthetically branded and live to the public. I spent most of my day working on graphic design, something I haven’t done since college and that I apparently enjoy, who knew?
I fell into the cycle of acting → learning → applying → acting. It seems to be a cycle that works well for me. I start by trying to solve a problem, I attack it and try to figure it out on my own, then I research when I reach my limit, apply what I learned to solve the problem, then take another action and repeat the cycle.
Action first, always action first. The cycle works for me and is fun. It’s a method I picked up in grad school and it makes the work feel a bit like a game.
Today, I’ll do more work, then some more, then some more.
I have about a week before I start a new job. I have one offer, but I’ll apply for some other stuff and see what comes up.
Stack
Now to washout and then start cycle 2 of the same stack. I’m gonna stick with this stack for another cycle.
Soon we will have the ultimate stack:
Wanted Black - I haven’t forgotten, I’ve just been training.
Wealth Title - Looking at EoG or whatever sub-club is cooking up in their mind labs.
Quantum Limitless - It’s time to explore the healing of my brain and unleash my cognitive potential.
The year plan looks like this:
2023
Oct: Genesis, The Aesthete, Mogul
Nov: Genesis, The Aesthete, Mogul
Dec: Genesis, The Aesthete, Mogul
2024
Jan: QL ST1, WB, EoG ST1
Feb: QL ST1, WB, EoG ST1
March: QL ST2, WB, EoG ST2
April: QL ST2, WB, EoG ST2
May: QL ST3, WB, EoG ST3
June: QL ST3, WB, EoG ST3
July: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Aug: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Sep: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Oct: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Will there be other amazing programs that are released in the next year? Yes. Does it matter? Nope. I’ll happily read your successes, but I’m confident that this is the best use of my time for the next year.
Onward.
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9/28/2023 Washout Day 1 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1
Got some pretty intense recon last night and it made me realize that I had actually been having pretty intense recon the entire cycle. I just wasn’t registering it.
The crazy thing is, that when I realized I had recon last night, suddenly I remembered that I had, had recon numerous times in the past, that it always felt similar to this, and that I had always gotten through it and grown as a result of it.
Around this time last year, I started distancing myself from the forums, journaling less, and living somewhat “ignorantly.” Running subs, but then pretending as if I wasn’t running subs. Seems like the lack of focus caused me to begin forgetting the fundamentals that got me to where I am today. Instead of journaling, tracking, and analyzing my recon in an attempt to work with my subconscious, I just kinda of “let it all happen.”
Having spent the last year with this more relaxed approach, I can confidently say that it’s just simply less effective for a number of reasons. One reason why the laid-back approach is so much less effective for me, is because when I’m knee-deep in recon, I’ve picked up the habit of forgetting in the moment that I’m even in recon. This causes me to identify with the emotions and thoughts instead of looking at them more objectively. Identifying with unproductive thoughts and emotions typically isn’t the best way of working through them and releasing them.
Another reason is that using the laid-back approach, the results seem to be far more unpredictable. Conscious guidance is actually very important to ensure that you get exactly what you want, not something else. Journaling seems to be the most effective way of consciously guiding the results. See what’s unfolding → Write it down → Analyze → is this what I want? → correct the story by clarifying what you actually want.
Yet another reason why journaling is so important is that when we journal, we may notice results happening that we would have missed otherwise, this increases motivation, which signals that the growth is good, which speeds up and helps the entire process.
Finally, journaling puts your thoughts on paper, once on paper, once analyzed, typically you can make thinking corrections in the moment as you will see that your thinking, perhaps, isn’t entirely rational or on target.
This is all a long way of saying that I’m returning to the active approach. Passive subliminal use works, results happen, things happen, life happens, it “works.”
However, after the last year of experimenting with passive use, I can explain the difference like this:
Passive subliminal use is like going to a contractor with a bag of money and saying, “Build me a house, and keep the change” then you drop the money on his desk and walk away with no clarification, no explanation, and no room for Q&A. The contractor sits there, opens the bag of money, and sees that it’s plenty of money to build almost any house he could dream of, he also needs the money, so he’s gonna take the job, even though it’s totally bizarre. He thinks for a second, and then he gets to work. The contractor selects a lot to build your house on, hires an architect to draw the plans, and in a few months he’s built you a house.
You then show up at his office again and say, “Show me the house.” You get in his truck and he drives you to the mid-range part of town, where you see an average house sitting in an average lot, in an average neighborhood. It’s all unremarkable. You get angry at the contractor because the house isn’t what you wanted. It’s in the wrong part of town, the lot’s too small, the design is too basic, everything is wrong, and you’re upset.
The contractor shrugs and says, “I didn’t know anything about you, so I built something average.”
Active subliminal use is walking into an architect’s office and saying, “Help me design my dream home.” I think you can imagine how this story ends.
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9/29/2023 Washout Day 2 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1
These are the goals I set three months ago.
- Earn more than 100K in net income by the end of the year
- Start a business (see above)
- Cut down below 10% body fat and stay there
- Increase general health and wellbeing
- Level up romantically AGAIN–have even more encounters with even more interesting and beautiful partners.
- Level up socially AGAIN–make even more connections, do even more cool stuff.
- Possibly get a girlfriend that is more beautiful and amazing than any woman I’ve ever been with thus far. I’ve grown enough that I would make a pretty great partner.
- Work less, earn more, improve work/life balance, and manifest the time to spend more time with my hobbies–research into spirituality and writing.
- Improve in other ways that I can’t yet foresee.
Back to work.
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9/30/2023 Washout Day 3 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1
I’ve quit drinking recently. It just happened naturally. I used to drink every day, in the last few weeks I’ve drank…twice, both times in small amounts, and both times I was left feeling like “why did I even do that?”
Things have changed a lot since I started this journal. I’ve cut all my old friends out of my life, and doing that has pretty much taken away the motivation to drink.
I’ve been getting MUCH MUCH better sleep since I stopped drinking. Turns out, the poor sleep was just from the drinking, not all that surprising, but good news regardless.
My spending is down by literally thousands of dollars per month. The biggest change has been that I’ve been steadily spending less money on food and alcohol. Yes, I’ve been spending thousands on food and alcohol.
The cool thing is that I’ve managed to cut the spending of food an alcohol without really trying or thinking too much about it.
I’ve been looking back through earlier posts in this journal, and I’ve continued to put off EoG for months now. I keep saying that I’m going to run it, and I keep not running it. I should probably just run it.
I will give Genesis and Mogul one more cycle because 2 cycles does seems to be the minimum for me to actually really start to understand a title.
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10/1/2023 Washout Day 4 - Stack 4 - Cycle 1
Following my dream.
It’s been less than 2 weeks since I quit my job, and I’ve taken action daily toward my buisness. There have been ups and downs. There have been days where I’ve wanted to quit, many days, but those are just illusions of the mind.
Every time the mind tells me to quit, it’s asking me a question, “you sure about this man?” So I respond, by taking action, then some more action, and a little more action just for good measure.
Then the mind starts to relax, it says, “okay, this dude is serious.”
Here’s the thing, with subliminals, there’s nothing to fear. The scripting is there, it’s ready to execute, it’s all about answering the question, again and again. “You sure about this?” Yup. “Welp alright then, let’s do it boss man.”
The first major manifestation pathway to extreme wealth has been built, so now its just a game. Do the shit, learn, interate, profit.
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I just ran a full loop of Wanted Black on a whim. Why? Good question because when I ran Wanted Black last time I overexposed, freaked out, and dropped it.
When I was on it, I pulled 4 girls and for a brief moment, I was sleeping with 2 of them at the same time. I also started to feel a deeper sense of self-love, and I rediscovered my love of reading and writing. In a way, Wanted Black actually put me on the path I’m currently on.
The plan is simple. I’m gonna take another 4 days off following this loop and on the 6th, I’ll start my cycle with WB, Genesis, and Mogul.
I’ll run WB with 30-second micro loops for this first cycle and take it from there. Given how I responded last time, I’ll probably stick with 30-second micro loops for the rest of the year. After all, if it’s worth having, it’s worth taking time to get it.
This plan still seems like a worthy goal, I suppose I would just shift it forward a bit by having WB in rotation now instead of waiting
2024
Jan: QL ST1, WB, EoG ST1
Feb: QL ST1, WB, EoG ST1
March: QL ST2, WB, EoG ST2
April: QL ST2, WB, EoG ST2
May: QL ST3, WB, EoG ST3
June: QL ST3, WB, EoG ST3
July: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Aug: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Sep: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Oct: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
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Important Update and Plan
It’s been a few hours since I ran my loop of WB and it triggered a fast and deep insight into myself and my journey. As a result, I’m going to stay on Genesis, Mogul, and The Aesthete for the rest of the year.
What I am going to do, as an experiment, is run 1 loop of Wanted Black per month on the first day of the month. Wash out for an additional 4 days, then start the cycle of Gen, Mog, and Aes.
My loop of WB boosted my mood instantly it returned my spark, my love of adventure, and my more devilish side, however, it also (for about an hour) killed my motivation to continue working on my business (I was working on a project when I ran the loop), and nearly caused me to break my diet (I’m currently 4 days strong).
What was it? Was Wanted Black making me lazy or making me want to break my diet? No, I knew it couldn’t be that simple because I had broken the pattern long enough to know that something else was at play here.
What I realized, almost instantly, is the importance of true focus on a single objective, in this case, building wealth and more importantly, insight into myself as a human being.
Wealth Trauma Goes Deeper Than I Imagined
What I realized is that my addictive problems are tied to my wealth trauma.
Now this may sound crazy, but I actually know it’s true because Mogul has proven it to me. This last cycle running Mogul, I’ve done a few major things: I quit a job that was killing me, started a business, started dieting (and succeeding), and started focusing intensely on curing my addictive personality.
Naturally, I stopped drinking and started eating less.
Tomorrow, I’m also going to get back into the gym, and I’m pumped to do it.
The thing about the diet and the addictions is that neither one of these choices was conscious, they just seemed to happen as a result of running Mogul. I mean, they had to be Mogul, because I’ve run Genesis stacked with The Aesthete for several cycles.
Now I understand why, Wanted Black showed me.
My addictions, my struggles with food, and my struggles with my physical appearance, things I’ve spoken about since day one, are pernicious issues that I’ve not yet been able to solve with subliminals. I haven’t been able to solve them, because I haven’t been running the right subliminals.
It’s always confused me, because I just assumed that Wanted would eventually, if given enough time, encourage me to take better care of my health. After about a year on Wanted, with few breaks, this has not been the case.
All Wanted did for me, was help me effortlessly maintain a lower body fat percentage, however, it didn’t really seem to challenge the core issues of food and alcohol addiction that were causing my weight gain in the first place.
However Mogul, after just one cycle, seems to have done more concrete healing to my addictive cycle than a full year of Wanted. Why is this?
Well, I don’t fully understand it yet, but I have an answer: it’s because my addictions are related to my wealth trauma, and THAT is why they haven’t seen a positive improvement until now.
I don’t understand it, but I know it’s true.
I now understand that wealth trauma isn’t as simple as money. The poverty mindset goes far deeper and affects far more aspects of my life than I initially had imagined.
I mean, addiction itself, specifically food and alcohol addiction, tends to be a disease of poverty, and I don’t think this is a coincidence. I now believe that there is something inherent about the poverty mindset that makes people more vulnerable to addiction.
But, I don’t care to speculate tonight, I’m going to get back to work on my buisness and then go to bed.
Updated Plan Ready to Commit and Forget
2023
Oct: 1 Loop WB → 4 Day Washout → Full Cycle Genesis, The Aesthete, Mogul
Nov: 1 Loop WB → 4 Day Washout → Full Cycle Genesis, The Aesthete, Mogul
Dec: 1 Loop WB → 4 Day Washout → Full Cycle Genesis, The Aesthete, Mogul
2024
Jan: QL ST1, WB, EoG ST1
Feb: QL ST1, WB, EoG ST1
March: QL ST1, WB, EoG ST1
April: QL ST2, WB, EoG ST2
May: QL ST2, WB, EoG ST2
June: QL ST2, WB, EoG ST2
July: QL ST3, WB, EoG ST3
Aug: QL ST3, WB, EoG ST3
Sep: QL ST3, WB, EoG ST3
Oct: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Nov: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
Dec: QL ST4, WB, EoG ST4
This is now the plan for the next year. I’m committing today and will see it through till the end. For the sake of longevity, I’ll be taking 7-10 day washouts each cycle. How this will work is that I’ll wash out for the first 7-10 days of each month, and then run the subliminals for the last 21 days of each month.
This will decrease the total number of cycles for the year by about 2 cycles, however, that means that I’ll get a long washout each month for better integration. This seems like a worthy trade-off, I don’t see the point in squeezing in two extra cycles with such a challenging stack.
I’m going to stick with 3 cycles per stage because 3 cycles seems to be a very effective number for me. That will allow me time to grow through each stage, without staying on a stage so long that I lose sight of forward progress.
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Three is a magic number.
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Magic, that’s what I need right now, some magic.
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Here’s the magic, just found it:
Saint is talking about the challenges with making wealth subs because so many of us have these deep-seated beliefs that wealth is evil, and there was also some discussion about the exact type of business that I’m running…And I agree with what was said. Essentially, just because a marketing tactic annoys me as a user, doesn’t mean I shouldn’t use it, at the end of the day, I’m actually robbing potential customers of the value I could provide to them if I were to use tactics that would actually encourage them to view my content.
It’s funny because I found this today, and I’m rebranding today. It’s only been live for a few days, so why the hell not rebrand, the current branding just isn’t really where I’d like it to be.
Funny I do not think wealth is evil on the contrary I think it is a blessing, despite that I am still not a millionaire 
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I feel like I feel the same way, however, I’ve had some deep meditation sessions where I’ve realized that I’m scared of wealth… So idk, take action all the time? 