Foundation V2 - A Boundary Pushing Journal -- Genesis, The Revelation of Mind, The Ecstasy of Gold, Physical Shifting, Romance, and Adventure

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#41

7/20/2023: Washout Day 2 - Stack 1.2 - Cycle

Unfortunately, due to mild over exposure, I really don’t have any strong sense of Wanted Black yet besides what I already noted.

The recon came on pretty strong so I made the responsible choice not to listen again today.

My entire body is ROCKED, from this last week of workouts.

I’m less sure about my stack moving forward.

I think I jumped the gun and don’t want to cause any huge shifts in direction right now…

Wanted B, Genesis, RoM. That might be the call moving forward.

See you in a few days.

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#42

** 7/21/2023: Washout Day 1 - Stack 1.2 - Cycle 1

Yesterday, I decided to try a 1 min micro-loop of Wanted Black prior to a social event–it was impulsive. The micro-loop worked and I had a great time, I was very outgoing, fun, and seemed to always say the right things at the right time. Later that evening I did “get lucky” but the experience left some things to be desired, did I leave a lasting impression? I would think so, we held each other for a good while after and the look in her eyes was so soft, so very soft and tender. The experience itself was rather lack luster and perhaps I’ve learned something from it that later will become more clear. Over all, yesterday was a good day.

Today I woke up feeling neither physically nor emotionally very strong or stable. I’m over exposed and it’s okay. I do these silly tests because…well I don’t know why I do them, call it the spirit of innovation. I also now realize that I’ve spent much of the last year in a state of mild over-exposure and recon. Having felt what it’s felt like to not have recon, then to be thrust back into it has given me a new perspective. Recon is LOUD and delusional. Delusional in the sense that it causes overthinking and leads me to conclusions that are false as the sub-c and c-mind’s try and get a grip on the shifting state of ME. It’s rather unpleasant, so I will not be doing a silly little test like this again for a while.

An Update about Washout

I will be taking the rest of the month off, I’m clearly overexposed. Shocker. Wanted Black is MASSIVE and I ran a full loop of that and a full loop of RICH in the last week. Then I salted my wound with the micro-loop last night–yes, micro-loops can cause recon if already over-exposed, confirmed.

My washout will be 11 days by my count. Today I transition into a new career that should be both more fun and more rewarding. The point of life is to live it, and I’ve spent plenty enough time wallowing in careers that are no longer serving my desire to grow and expand.

Thoughts about Wanted Black

I really don’t know if it’s for me or not, and I won’t know until I give it a fair shake next cycle. This cycle has thrust me into over-exposure. Yes, I’ve gotten results–a new girl, a private jet (currently only in my mind, but it will come), but as a result of the over-exposure, I simply cannot intuit the direction of Wanted Black. I can’t make heads or tails of the title. That’s just what happens when you play stupid games. What I do know about Wanted Black is that it’s HUGH and POWERFUL and I know that based on how little exposure it took to cause over-exposure.

Moving Forward

RICH, RoM, and Wanted Black. This is what I will test next cycle. Genesis has done me a lot of good, but I’m starting to see Genesis for what it is–a title that you either start with, or use for a hiatus from your normal stack. I simply don’t see any good reason to keep running Genesis long term. My plans for Genesis are to use it for about 1-2 cycles every few months on my normal stack. That’s how it feels best utilized. It acts as a temporary break from the ordinary growth direction that broadens the mind to new experiences and new states of being. Essentially, it can be used as a mop to clean up any loose dirt that’s accumulated from your normal stack.

I have high hopes for this stack because of the aspects of Wanted Black that I’ve discovered so far, particularly the kindness of John Wingless–or maybe that’s just how he expresses through me.

That’s all for now.

I’ll be back with more washout updates as things progress.

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#43

7/22/2023: Washout Day 2 - Stack 1.2 - Cycle 1

Hmm. I don’t feel fantastic. At some point in my life, I need to learn how to resist temptation…or not? I don’t know. I feel like most my skill points are put into adaptability. I feel so mutable, so changeable, the only thing that proves to me that there is some core to me, is that I have likes and dislikes…but even those aren’t solid. I HATED Wanted, but ran it until I loved it. I ran it until I finally had the adventure I was seeking. And I kept running it until even that little adventure (though at the time it shocked my conception of reality) now seems pretty mundane and insignificant for someone like me.

And here I am, all is well, all is better than before, yet I feel this deep sense of boredom and hesitation. I’m hesitant to step into my new life, but, as the subs have shown me again and again. Standing still is the only real danger in life. Move. Recon is never fun.

Be brutal, let go of who you were with the utmost ruthlessness and move forward into what’s new, what grows and challenges you.

Once I start this new stack, I’m ON Wealth subs for the next year at minimum.

I know how this game works. It takes time, it takes time. No one knows how much time it takes, but it takes time.

I think I’m prepared to commit to a year-long plan, but it’s only going to happen if I set rules. These subs make it impossible to truly think straight about certain things. This is well known, how many times are we on amazing stacks and we switch to crappy stacks because of the shiny object syndrome?

Those were the goals that I set 20 days ago, it seems so long ago. So.

Stack 2

The Revelation of the Mind
Wanted Black
R.I.C.H

The Plan

I’m going to run RICH for at least 6 cycles, perhaps more, before I start EoG. EoG is going to shift to the back burner because it’s such a massive commitment and it’s possible that I won’t need to run EoG, only time will tell.

I’m going to run Wanted Black for at least 2 cycles because that’s about how long it takes before I really know if a title is right for me. If it’s not right for me, I’m going to swap back in my custom.

I’m going to keep running The Revelation of the Mind because it’s the best title that’s ever existed and it will remain in my stack for the time being.

That’s all I got for now…

R.I.C.H - Primary
Wanted Black - Secondary
RoM - Support

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#44

7/24/2023: Washout Day 4 - Stack 1.2 - Cycle 1

Recon is cleared, things are pretty good.

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#45

What do you think helped you clear it?

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#46

A lot of physical activity, time, journaling and mentally working through the recon. Asking myself questions about what I actually want in life, if this stack will actually help me get it, and then setting goals and intentions.

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#47

7/25/2023: Washout Day 5 - Stack 1.2 - Cycle 1

Ahh, at first it’s painful and then the pain clears. I’ll be extending the washout until the end of the month and starting the new cycle on the first.

This last cycle has made me question myself a lot. I have to ask myself, is this REALLY what I want?

It’s come fully to my awareness that many guys, if not most guys, don’t really want to be rich and they don’t really want to be players of the caliber that I’m aiming for. They don’t really want it, because they are unwilling to pay the price. If you really want it, it’s not a price, but the truth is, is that everything in life, EVERYTHING requires DRIVE and action and a lot of it.

The ultimate player is really no different from the ultimate athlete. If you want to be the ultimate player, be prepared to create the same level of obsessive drive that exists within golden age Arnold, or any other top athlete. Same goes for wealth. I’m not saying the road is hard–because it’s easy and natural if you want it, but it doesn’t just happen. Be prepared to walk the path of self-perfection. That is what it takes to become a master at ANYTHING, including seduction and money. That’s just how it is.

I’m just going to level with you, if you don’t really want it, don’t even bother. Just find a nice girl and level up your career to a decent point and settle down because your happiness is simply not worth sacrificing for a shoe that doesn’t fit. You need to be obsessed. It’s a level of drive that is essentially mystical. Wealth and women on the level I’m speaking of is the level of utter mastery, complete obsessive domination of the material world. It’s the spiritual material path–it’s finding your enlightenment through mastery of the physical world. It’s not a path for most, if it was…well, then I wouldn’t need to keep my mouth shut so often in public.

These are roads that are long, man. Long roads. Becoming the ultimate seducer doesn’t JUST HAPPEN. It’s a continual effort of self-improvement and self-perfection that is pretty all-encompassing. Same goes for becoming rich, do I really want it? Yeah! I actually do! Because I’m a freak and self-perfection is what gives my life meaning and purpose. I’m driven by love and self-perfection, nothing else. Anything I do in life is just an extension of those two main drivers.

Yes, I want it.

LIke I said, I’ve been questioning myself recently. Been questioning my motives and desires.

For love, that’s all, just do it for love. For love of women. For love of money. For love of the world. For love of yourself. For love of the gift of life. Just do it for love.

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#48

7/27/2023: Washout Day 7 - Stack 1.2 - Cycle 1

Okay, I’ve been a bit quiet, and I’m not much for detail these days anyway, but I’ve had an amazing few days and all signs are VERY positive. More money, better social status, new love interests. All things are moving forward and moving well!

So! This is a DON’T SCREW IT UP moment for me.

Last cycle I ran Genesis, ROM, The Aesthete, Wanted Black, and RICH. Things got tough, now things are good and or great.

I will finish the washout, and cautiously begin my new cycle. I’ll start Wanted Black back up on Micro loops and build to full loops.

I will also be taking recon pretty seriously and pushing forward only if and when it makes sense. I’ll be taking extra rest days mid cycle as needed, and if this week is any indication of the direction I’m headed in, I will be committing to this stack for at least 5 months (the rest of the year).

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#49

So what exactly would be your whole stack?

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#50

7/28/2023: Day 2 - Rest - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

Stack 2

Wanted Black
RoM
RICH

GOAL

Run stack for rest of year.

Started yesterday, I know I said I was gonna rest…well here I am.

Ran a full loop of Wanted Black and a full loop of RICH.

People are really cool towards me. Super busy, so will update findings later.

Edit**

Didn’t get a girls number today and have minor recon about it, won’t make that mistake again. I’ve learned fast. If I want her, I must take action. WB is not gonna let me sit on the side lines.

If I get a chance, I’ll get her number.

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#51

Just updated.

Wanted Black
RoM
RICH

For 5 months or so.

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#52

Nice, what do you like most about ROM?

#53

I just feel like it makes everything a little easier, freer, less stressful, less anxious. It makes me feel good. The other stuff is just a benifit.

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#54

7/28/2023: Day 3 - Wanted Black & RICH- Stack 2 - Cycle 1

Stack 2

Two effects of this stack so far. People seem drawn to me and treat me very well. Money seems to come easier.

I learned yesterday that I just need to follow through with girls.

After the two loops, I feel good. This should be a very productive time for me.

Update

I’m going to take a break from RoM for this cycle. That wasn’t my original plan…but it’s just a little test/experiment.

If I take a break from RoM for a cycle, perhaps it’ll bloom over the 26 days and then when I start it again next cycle the results will be better?

Only one way to find out.

The Wanted Man

I’ve got my eye on three girls right now. I’ve had two that I’ve been having fun with…but I think it’s time to let the other two go so I can move forward.

After all, isn’t what this is about? Expansion.

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#55

Update

I think Revelation of Dreams might be the next addition to this stack. Hard to tell. I’m going to give this cycle off RoM a good, solid, go and take it from there.

As far as I can tell, what I’ve done with RoM should be “permanent” so…maybe dreams is the right call.

I suppose I’m just thinking of the possibilities moving forward.

Of course, I might just go right back to RoM.

Who knows.

Over my weekend I’m going to try and spend a night alone and think about it with a clearer head.

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#56

7/30/2023: Day 4 - Rest - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

Damn, this stack is moving fucking QUICK! Maybe it’s all the work that I’ve done with Genesis.

I’ve been at my new job for hardly over a week, that’s it, and I’ve already made a huge impression on all the key players. I’m being groomed for a promotion.

Also, there’s 4 girls at my new job that I have eyes on.

One or all of them will be mine.

I’m intuitively eating better and have already dropped about 5lbs since starting WB with a test loop last cycle.

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#57

8/1/2023: Day 6 - Rest - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

I’m finally on my first weekend in a while. Last week I worked about 60 hours and by yesterday, I was burnt, completely burnt.

It paid off though, yesterday I was offered a salary position making the most money I’ve ever made, so that’s pretty cool. Feels like it’s on track for me.

Now I feel a little fresher after running Wanted Black and RICH and a solid 10 hours of sleep and I have new insights.

I’ve been using the subs as a crutch. I’ve been profiting off the passive effects and using them as an excuse not to take significant action. The truth is the the maximum ability of a sub is completely dependent on the level of action that one is willing to take. The subs can only go as far as you’re willing to go.

Stack

I’m gonna run Paragon Complete next cycle…I might even rotate it in this cycle.

The rule that I try and live by with subs is that I don’t really screw around. I keep it focused ONLY to the most relevant and most important stuff and the stuff that I feel I need the most help with.

The health stuff is now both relevant and important because my new girl tried to talk to me at work yesterday and I dodged her because I was self-conscious about my mouth and it made me feel unattractive. Can’t put up with that, now can I?

Subliminal Permanence - Creating Subconscious Structures for Health and Healing

This is something I wonder about. Subliminals are both permanent and not permanent. To put it another way, you can create subliminal structures that will endure, but they can always be changed. How long it takes to create lasting structures, that’s a black bag. Subliminal structures created by one program may be altered by another.

How this works really just comes down to the complex interplay between the listener, their true desires, the programs, exposure time, and motivation. It’s, perhaps, too complex to bore anyone with, in this post and beside the point.

The point is, I’m going to start Paragon and run it until I feel pretty confident that I’ve formed healthy subliminal structures of health and healing. After that, then I will probably run Revelation of Dreams.

In terms of how often I’ll run Paragon…That I don’t know, I read the sales page and it looks like a title that shouldn’t be run full time…So I think I’ll start by running it once a week this cycle and depending on the results and how it feels, I might bump it up to a full run next cycle in the stack.

A Recommitment to My Desires

I’ve thought about stopping my obsessive need to level up romantically, but that seems kinda dumb. Instead I’d rather go even further, I’m no where near my peak, so why stop now? Action, action, action, action.

General

Finally! I’ve found a 2 program Stack that pushes me in the direction that I want to move in and leaves me an open spot to focus on other areas of my life! Wooo!

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#58

8/3/2023: Day 8 - Rest - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

I will wait until next cycle to start Paragon, if I even start it at all. I need to see what solo WB will do. Beauty is health and health is beauty so I imagine it might be enough as it.

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#59

8/4/2023: Day 9 - Wanted Black RICH - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

I run Wanted Black until I get what I want, until I’m satisfied. I don’t stop a second sooner. It takes as long as it takes, simple as that. Long time, a short time, doesn’t matter.

It’s working.

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#60

8/4/2023: Day 9 - Wanted Black RICH - Stack 2 - Cycle 1

Update

I’ve experimented with overexposure several times, have run full stacks until right now, and have always run full loops. I’ve also experimented with alternative listening schedules, what I’ve yet to experiment with is reduced listening time and reduced numbers of loops. Since I’ll be on this stack until I’ve pulled a minimum of…say 5-10, 10’s and feel fully embodied as having reach the height of my seductive skill, I might as well play around.

I’m gonna finish this cycle as I’ve been running it–full loops and two titles, but next cycle I’ll start playing with reduced listening and seeing how that alters things.