7/5/2023: Day 4 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Rest
Time to make a change. Had a meeting. Went well, not as expected, but well. Some minor irritations. Moving forward.
7/6/2023: Day 5 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Genesis RoM
Changing jobs. This is the first result that I’ve noticed in everyone that I’ve gotten to run subs. Just wanted to point it out.
Angry again, it’s not recon though. It seems to just be part of Genesis for me now. What is the anger doing? It’s inspiring boldness and a push for change.
I just need to be cautious with how I use the anger and I need to protect my relationships.
Not sure how much longer I can run Genesis though, it’s a bit over powering.
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7/6/2023: Day 5 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Genesis RoM
Update…hmmm maybe Index Gate is the way…Index Gate, EoG, and physical shifting…
Hmmm
7/7/2023: Day 6 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Rest
Spontaneous healing in many areas, will update more later.
Update
Last night was strange, very strange. I tossed and turned all night long, frequently falling asleep and then waking back up. I had dream after dream. Most of them I’ve forgotten, but I do remember a few scenes in particular.
One scene involved me seeing my ex again. I tried to get away from her, but she noticed me before I escaped. She said hi and stood really, really close to me. She smelled me and said, “Why are you so beautiful?” The way she asked it was mournful, as if she wants me back, as if she was crushed that we were no longer together.
Another scene was me at work, and I came to the conclusion that I can just come into work for fun, one of the owners of the company seemed to agree with me. I felt a sudden release of pressure, as if the job really isn’t nearly as high stakes as it’s felt.
Another scene involved my car getting stolen. My car was stolen, then returned to me, when it returned, the car was breaking down. I drove it into a brothel (dream logic) and got out, seeing a friend of mine (in the dream, in real life I didn’t recognize her) and I stayed with her.
When I finally woke for the last time I felt good. Really good actually. I felt physically and emotionally better than I’ve felt in weeks, if not a few months. I felt free of so much.
I realized shortly after waking that I was out of cigarettes…but I didn’t care. Ordinarily, it would have caused a panic–the idea of not being able to smoke before work, mixed with the understanding that I wouldn’t be able to smoke at all until after I’d gotten off work typically causes me distress and this rarely happens because I always make sure I have cigarettes to avoid this.
This morning? I didn’t care, I was even excited at the prospect of starting my day and working a full shift without any cigarettes. So I did, I only just smoked for the first time an hour ago. Working without smokes was easy, it felt good too.
So here I am. Reborn in the space of a night. Something happened last night, my subconscious processed something (or many things) and boom, here I am. It’s difficult to describe exactly what’s changed, but it’s profound.
For a year, I’ve been planning a water fast. This time, this time I think it will actually happen. There is a certain lightness, a certain confidence in my soul that I’ve arrived at a point, a point long sought after, and now that I’m here, now that I’ve crossed the invisible doorway, there is no returning from where I came.
Stack Update
Saint and Fire enabled Zip, so I think I’m going to build Adonis today. I’m ready to try the new physical shifting tech.
Most likely, we’re looking at this:
DR:LD
Genesis
Adonis
EoG is coming soon, but since DR:LD just dropped…can I really pass up the opportunity to stack the two? I already decided I want another cycle of Genesis anyway.
7/8/2023: Day 7 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - The Aesthete
Another interesting night with more interesting dreams. This time, the dreams were related to girls and love. It seems like I cleared more crap related to girls and love. The pattern was the same, waking and sleeping through out the night, having odd dreams, and waking periodically feeling good and free about certain concepts.
I’m going to wait on Adonis because things are only just now starting to become interesting with this stack and I still have more to see, much more.
This morning I had a realization that The Aesthete is fine, like totally fine as it is, and that I need to make it work for me. It’s wrong headed to plan a new physical shifting custom if I haven’t even given The Aesthete the full time and effort required to really make it work for me.
I did do some work on Adonis though, here’s the current version:
LotS Core
PS: Iron Throne Core
Height Inducer
Male Enhancement
Perfect Smell & Style
Elegance
Ethereal Presence
Entranced
Gorgeous Manifestor
Sexual Manifestation
Alexander’s Play
Hegemon
Seducer’s Gaze
Instant Spark
Earth Shaker Sexuality
Edge of Falling
Temptation
Mosaic
Feels…closer to what I want and need. I took away BDLM core because I had a realization that I haven’t really taken action with Male Enhancement, if I just take action with that, I will probably get all that I want and need.
Is iron throne still a thing?
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Yup, still in q store
I know
but after ZP?
I must be missing something here 
I would assumed that there is no difference between Q core PS and PS iron throne and when you choose PS iron throne you got PS ZP core. That is my deduction.
The same applied to Elixir Q core. I specifically asked support if this is already Sanguine Elixir and they said Yes.
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@praisetheurdtree I don’t want you to waste another 15 bucks. If you have licensed PS core. That would be enough.
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Fair, I’ll take that into account. I guess I’ve never gotten healing recon from PS standard anyway.
7/10/2023: Day 9 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Genesis & RoM
More results, more questions about my stack.
Genesis is low recon, but it’s actually pretty damn intense. It pushes and pushes and pushes me forward and forward and forward.
I’ve wanted to quit more than once now, because, damn it’s just so forceful, but it’s good and it’s driving me forward.
I think I just need to stay on Genesis for another few cycles and wait until Saint and Fire stop dropping new products because for all I know, they’re gonna drop another perfect product right after I switch subliminals.
Hmm. I’m writing this while listening to RoM and I’ve just realized that writing while listening is pretty damn tough.
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And NOW wanted black exists. Hmm, well, there’s my answer, I suppose.
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I kept waiting and waiting and now I see why. Y’all release a new Wanted, a more powerful one that uses Lots advancements.
Next stack:
Genesis, RoM Wanted Black.
Next Next stack
EoG, RoM, Wanted Black.
7/11/2023: Day 10 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Rest
I suppose I’m just a little impatient to start my new stack. I have half a mind just to end this cycle now, take a washout, and get started with my new stack…
I won’t do that because the anger on Genesis has only JUST cleared, so I need to see what more will come of Genesis.
Now I’m thinking about the optimal strategy to easy into my new stack.
The stack will probably be Wanted Black, EoG, and RoM.
So I think next cycle I’ll rotate in Wanted Black and rotate out my custom…so
Genesis, Wanted Black, RoM.
Then the cycle after that, granted I want to keep Wanted Black will be.
Wanted Black, RoM EoG.
That’s the plan anyway, next cycle will be a test of Wanted Black to see if it’s even what I really want. If not, then I’ll probably build Adonis and cycle it in.
All I know is that I’m going to stick with RoM it’s the perfect balance of form and function–spirituality and results enhancement.
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7/12/2023: Day 11 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - The Aesthete
Had some more Genesis anger last night and I suppose that’s just what I’m gonna call it moving forward. My bones say that I might need 2-3 more cycles on Genesis before EoG. It’s tempting to jump the gun and head into EoG, but the more Genesis time, the better the EoG run will be. The wealth scripting in Gen is nothing to scoff at anyway. Just got a job that ought to, yet again, pay me more than I’ve ever made before. So this will be the third career level up since starting subclub.
Feeling pretty good. Started working out again.
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7/13/2023: Day 12 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Rest
We got that mid cycle confusion again. It’s tough, but it’s all good.
Being someone that responds well to these programs isn’t always east. This is now the third time I’ve had to change jobs in the last year or so, not to mention my other adventures.
It’s great, because I keep moving uphill, but it’s jarring. It’s jarring to keep changing so much…
And that’s why I’m going to stay on Genesis for a while, I’ve already reached another point of no return, so I need to see where this road takes me before I do anything crazy.
Like, I just need to be prepared for anything. Friends will come and go, social situations will change, jobs can change. Everything can change so quick…I’m here for it, but I guess I’m saying I’m going to try to enjoy what I have before I go and change it all again, lol.
Money, money, money.
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7/14/2023: Day 13 - Stack 1 - Cycle 1 - Genesis and RoM
Anger cleared again and broke way for some pretty damn cool results and maybe even a buisness partnership.
That’s just how Genesis seems to work for me: anger > action > results.
Will be sticking with Genesis for a while. As much as the anger annoys me, it’s really pushing me forward.
Isn’t this Foundation journal about breaking boundaries and limits?
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