also forgot to mention 2 days ago I almost cried and had mental breakdown
everything I was trying to suppress all the memories fears and experience it came popped in my head and I had to face it all and understand it and accept myself
it was lifechanging moment
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I’m thinking of adding more subs, I feel like I can handle it 
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Day 8-9:
- I feel even more like an Emperor, I feel like I have presence of royalty maybe you can say I am projecting a very high status everywhere I go
- Executive Ultima is making me more action oriented, before I would think of stuff I have to do and find excuses not to do it but now anything that pops up in my head I hear inner voice “DO IT NOW TAKE ACTION TAKE ACTION” no matter what I think about its constant in my head, I need to take action in everything it doesn’t matter what it is! This is hands down best sub for taking action I ever found
- Women are trying to lock eyes with me and get my attention really hard but it’s w/e to me, this hot woman was staring at me trying to make eye contact and I noticed, idk how I noticed it’s like I am more observant maybe idk but anyway I looked at her and nodded sternly and looked away like my whole thing I’m exuding is “cool but I don’t have time for this shit” I am complete unphased
- Also I am building this very strong hunger to just dominate some type of field like business or some career area just dominate it and take over and become top of the chain idk where this hunger came from all of a sudden but it feels good kind of addictive, its strong desire to excel in something and dominate its almost like a sexual urge
also bro i need to take over the world asap
i’m gonna add in some new sub like StarkQ or some intelligence thing and then gonna become genius and take over become millionaire fast i feel like i can really do it i am being pushed it’s gonna be crazy
it all just beginning muhahaahah
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Nice results bro! Always glad to see someone changing so fast 
So, remembered your first thread here, how do you like subclub compared to what you ran in the past
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its just too amazing bro wow i didnt even realize how fast i am changing wow it just hit me holy frikk omg wtf this stuffs is to powerfu l
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Perfect mood to start a side hustle/business. Get back home from work everyday and spend a bit of time working on something which will make you more money. This is how you can channel that Emperor energy.
Soon, your side hustle will earn you more than your day job and then you can fire your boss. Be DA BOSSMAN for yourself.
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YESS!!! bro perfect idea ima do this
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This is so good, posting this in my journal to remember.
I keep wanting/feeling I need to make some dramatic quitting gesture to free my life, but this is the move in the meantime.
I need to set out time to finish clarifying the next endeavors with a final decision and then just jump in every day with time on this business.
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@Azriel - Yes! To jump from your 9to5 to your already successful business is the perfect “finishing move”
mano mano mano man
BRUH
DAY 11:
- I am obsessed with success, I am automatically doing shit like bro its too crazy if you saw my internet browser history you will think I’m crazy, I am soaking in learning all this knowledge and the proper knowledge too that i will be able implement successfully for my goals its just all happening perfectly
- I have burning desire to succeed and make money and reach my goals and I am letting this burning desire to guide me and push me into taking the action
-bro this will sound weird but all this stuff I am doing it like arouses me LOL like I’m doing this all and it feels so good and amazing I’m just like fuck yes and so enthusiastic about it i just wanna keep doing more and more - I cant screw around like idk my mind wont let me i literally can’t screw around if i tried… the subs is just too strong, the old me will screw around but i’m just not that type of person anymore
that old me is dead he was weak bro i am the 2.0 version hahaha - My mindset is changing, I am changing, I am not the same person even that I was 11 days ago wTF
- I have way more energy to do things, I get shit done fast without zero hesitation absolutely none, I don’t even think, its already done closed casket boom idc
- I’m on top of all my shit now
- Randomly throughout the day I get these brief moments of absolute inspiration and motivation where I feel like a 11/10 and on top of the world its indescribable its like you can do anything its like you are god
- More and more I feel like I am building a momentum in my path like nothing can stop me, I am becoming the unstoppable force
- Women are becoming more aggressive to get my attention they are putting themselves on a platter and offer to me but i slap the plate on the ground and lay my eyes on the real feast which is pure domination, absolute success, gold and riches… i am absolute tunnel vision its getting so strong i dont even wanna be in this forum, dont have time for it
i will take some time and come back in like a week to report
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@amambitious357 c’mon man keep posting!
I enjoy very much your posts and progress.
I’ve been following you since your first post. But I understand how you feel and I wish the very super best! 
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Hahaha alright if people are enjoying this and gaining from it then sure I will keep going
DAY 12:
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I applied for 10 different jobs last night, all of them pay 2x more than what I am getting paid right now,
I just feel like I can do anything and knock out any job interview, I am just too damn confident its not overconfidence either like bro I don’t have any fear of uncertainty or the job or anything I am just ready, everything feels easy to me I am so confident and even if I don’t get a new job idc i am emotionally detached idc about rejection i feel like im running the show in my life and no one can stop me im more on top of my shit… than I have ever been actually and I am 23 years old. I cant remember a time I was like this -
I am continuing to soak up even more and more knowledge guys let me tell you… in 2020, you don’t have to go to school, there is so much information on the internet its literally all out there you can learn anything. I have learned more in the last 3 days than I ever did in highschool+college combined. I am being guided to all the knowledge I need its actually kind of surreall
-my mind is like a machine gun its just boom boom learn this learn that, its automatic i am mindlessly learning shit and its making me EVEN MORE confident like its a feedback loop that keeps feeding itself holy shit its just the drive to succeed is pushing me so hard to be extremely determined in reaching my goal and i trust it and stuff just happens
my brain is releasing dopamine when i learned something i am super enthusastic i just feel in my element is learning valuable things that i can apply to life, things that i can utilize to conquer and get rich related to finance and business etc -
I randomly phoned some people from random companies and asked questions idk why, I just felt like I need to talk to a successful person and gain some insight
im not nervous at all lmao im talking like im the boss or something its like they got nervous
also phoned some family members who have businesses and learned some crazy shit
whats weird is everyone i phoned picked up and i just seemed to ask the right questions and got exactly what I needed to know lol
everything is just lining up perfectly in an eerie way
i would never thought id be doing shit like this now im doing all of this like its normal hahaha its actually insane
im IN THE GAME now and I feel comfortable confident and unstoppable -
i still work at my slave job but i cut it down to Part-Time now and i just go in and get out, while i’m there im present in the jobsite but in my mind i’m just fantasizing about being rich and running an empire being my own boss, like my head is completely somewhere else
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Also i told some close family members about my plans and my new inspirations such as i’m going to be an entrepreneur, sidehustle, eventually quit my job etc i baasically gave them a rundown of my goals…
But they have so many limiting beliefs and they don’t understand my perspective.
they tried to find create doubt in myself and my goals they projected their negativity and shit limiting beliefs at me and guess what?
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it all bounce off me i have too much self belief
im too secure, its like the snowball effect… the snowball has been rolling too much its too big now
im afraid noone can stop it.
not even me
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Even those who love us can be crabs in a bucket,
the light your shining on what’s possible whispers at where they failed or are not acting,
so it’s easier for them to shut you down or try to dissuade you then to face where they have sold themselves short. Sometimes these are ‘haters’ but a lot of the time it’s those we love and care about who simply don’t know better, and also maybe even fear losing you.
Sounds like your un-phased, when you make it big you can go back to support them lol
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@ amambitious357 I like your energy and your writing style: really positive yet focused and results oriented. It is a delight to read. You have got all of my encouragements.
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@amambitious357 Well done! I like your energy and how you want to move forward.
It reminds me when I was that young. I wasn’t using any subs, don’t know if they existed, but I was full of energies and I crushed for many years till everything I’d built disappeared (big stuff), and that was my trauma… the big one of my life that has kept me down…
I read your post and I get energized 
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DAY 13:
Wow. What a day man where do i begin
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woke up like an energizer bunny and just started cleaning my whole living space. Hours passed by just cleaning, organizing everything etc until its spotless, flawless, and zero mess… you would think i had ocd if you saw me how focused i was cleaning lmfao
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Went to the bank and changed some accounts, moved some money around im going to start saving money to invest into something
Also im 10x more punctual and mindful of the time as if my time is now valuable all of a sudden, i am just not interested in activities that dont provide any value for me. Time is money. Everything behind what i do needs to have a purpose that contributes something or has meaning to me… I even feel like time-scheduling my days. i will probably do that after i finish this journal post…
Lol im really on top of my shit man like its not a joke
Im turning into an animal
Im becoming a very deadly powerful man
When i see an opportunity for growth something takes over me
Like a shark that can smell blood and i get very calculated and obsessive with everything or anything to do with my success it just revvs me and i see things differently now its weird and hard to explain i dont think im normal lol
- i got a haircut and spent the most amount of time grooming myself than i ever have in my life… right now i look the best i have ever looked lol god damn
bought a new expensive but bad ass suit and theres a story too i dont usually share stuff like this but this was ridiculous so i walk in and i immediately see this blonde chick who works there and she was an eye catch, even with my tunnelvision in my head i was like damn although i didnt show it externally at all LMAO
its around 5pm and there was no one else in the store except 1 guy who came for 2 mins to pick up his suit
Shes helping me measurements, finding me stuff and etc the whole time doing her job being useful
I kid you not, this chick was giving me the most ioi’s i have ever seen
Looking into my eyes, lip biting, hair flipping constantly every 2 seconds, sexual gaze locked it was almost like a magnetic weird shit
i thought at any moment she was gonna pounce on me
All that ioi’s and sexual desire im feeling off her
Combined with that theres no1 else in the store
Combined with me realizing i havent sexually released in a long time
combined with she is kinda hot
All this factors was kind of challenging my emperor tunnel vision a little bit im not gonna lie LMFAO
It was the most blatant iois i have ever seen/personnally experienced i felt pressured like it was right there so easily i would be dumb to not make a move and so i did and i swear to god i have never been this forward i literally said without any hesitation and i dont even know where this came from “i sense we have a chemistry or something we should hang out.” She agreed eagerly and i gave her my number she sent me a text and then i left
Bro i got in the car and then it just hit me like a truck i just suddenly realized this must be a manifestation
I was thinking what just transpired i kept saying “nah nah nah wtf”
idk it tripped me oout my hands started shaking no joke i was paranoid for like 5 min in silence in my car just processing my entire past 2 weeks trying to comprehend everything in my life whats happening i think its called like epiphany moment or somethin
I have never made a forward move on a complete random stranger chick like that in my entire life, all my lays have been from either social circles or tinder dates man this is just its so bizarre what the fuck is in these subs
Im still a little dazed but hopefully when i wake up tomorrow ill be back in my flow
Cheers bros
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Hey bro, good stuff!
Are you still running Executive?
How many loops per day on Emperor?
Also is Emp giving you a bossy kind of aptitude?
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