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EmpD emotional maturity?

I think I got a good EmpD insight.

Just realized I don’t like focusing.

Duh? It sounds very dull, but it’s not just the realization that I don’t like focusing that’s powerful, it’s the fact that it’s replacing much less helpful beliefs about myself.

It replaces thoughts like…

• “I have ADHD”
• “I procrastinate”
• “I like stimulating activities over productive ones unless I am intrinsically motivated.”

Which are labels that don’t ultimately serve me and are not very actionable.

On the flip side, “I don’t like to focus” is a very mature perspective in my opinion. And it’s actionable. I know the problem so I can Knowing I don’t like to focus, I can reward myself for focusing, I can know common pitfalls, etc.

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Lol… I owe a big thanks to @Parsifal for reminding me that I’ve run Limit Destroyer… it was amazing, and then recon hell.

I must have literally blocked out the memory or something I’m in shock.

Stacks well with Genesis. Maybe in the future I’ll add it back in and start with 10s loops and build to 30s.

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I literally have been wanting a subliminal similar to DR Ultima for so long

Especially one that doesn’t require you to run the DR Stages first.

Something that you can use to run a DR like effect but less often and all in one sub.

My dreams are answered

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Listened to a 3 min loop

This is the first sub that ever gave me a headache - some people have experienced this before, but I’ve never until now.

It really did hit like an emotional truck. I feel like I’m living more like my inner child than myself.

I’m open to my partner “hey I want more love right now” and I’m communicating pretty well - I was too quick to respond sharply to something but immediately said “sorry I shouldn’t have been so sharp” which is actually a growth moment for me, I don’t usually catch myself doing that.

But yes I’m definitely over emotional. I’m giving off a bad vibe and being a taker, not a giver.

Just need to process - but if I had known, I would’ve started at 1 min not 3, and I’d recommend everyone start small!

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After my intense weekend of DR: Limit Destroyer, I’m now, 3 days later, feeling as @rqx described.

The way I would describe it is I’m feeling a near infinite-amount of REASONLESS JOY.

I’m happy without a reason or a need.

I feel more full, authentic, satisfied. I feel like the gap between desire and action is reduced to near nothing-ness, as if my intentions and actions are 100% aligned. I literally haven’t had a negative thought in the last 36 hours, bar one instance where I tried journaling on a very very tricky area in my life, and even then, I simply acknowledged “okay I’m biting off more than I can chew,” I did a few minutes of breathwork, I felt what I was feeling fully, and then I went back into journaling on that topic and was able to do so without a second wave of anxiety.

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Around August I took a long subliminal break while attending a vipassana 10-day meditation course as a server, meditating about 3-5 hours a day, while also volunteering.

In two weeks, I’ll be going back there to sit the course as a student for the 4th time.

I’m reflecting on this.

This’ll be the first time I’ve taken the course as a student (10+ hours of meditation a day) since before starting subliminals. And since before meeting my fiancee. Since before starting my old business. My life STARTED after attending the meditation course, essentially. I wonder how much more powerful it’ll be now that I’ve improved my life so much since the last time I’ve sat the course.

Also, I am starting to realize that at my last vipassana course as a server in August, I started to experience what it meant to have “no self” and that everything is simply dictated by actions and consequences (karma, samsaras, sankaras, etc.)

This isn’t a type of “enlightenment” experience or anything. I just have a normal life with an advanced meditation milestone. Cool! But just cool, not miraculous.

I haven’t sat a full course as a student since those experiences though, so this recent course has the potential to have a BIG impact, since I’m now able to meditate despite being in a lot of physical pain, and when I meditate these days I feel a lot of “strong physical sensations” that would normally be called pain, but my mind doesn’t react to them as painful, it reacts to them as interesting.

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Thursday - 15s microloop EmpD

Then this happened

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Wow. Daddy aura works. You cant even make this stuff up.

We went to an arcade bar and I had a gift card, so I was paying for everyone’s games.

One girl started saying it felt like I was her sugar daddy, because she had to ask me for the card every time she wanted to play a game.

Eventually any time her or my two friends wanted a card, the guys would jokingly say daaaaad and the girl called me daddy at least a dozen times.

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Friday 30s EmpD, 30s LE

No wonder I started stack switching and why this week has been super stressful. I’m almost day 35 of my listening cycle and haven’t taken a washout

I guess this means I’m taking a 15+ day washout, because I’m going to Vipassana for 10 days in about 5 days, and need to do a 5 day washout until then.

Perhaps I’ll run a sub right before the meditation starts

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Emperor Daddy compilation

from the thread

Main Disc. Thread - Emperor Daddy - #624 by ouroboros

Main Disc. Thread - Emperor Daddy - #591 by ouroboros

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Primal Romance compilation

from the thread

Main Disc. Thread - Primal Romance - #215 by ouroboros

Main Disc. Thread - Primal Romance - #165 by ouroboros

Main Disc. Thread - Primal Romance - #142 by ouroboros

Main Disc. Thread - Primal Romance - #101 by SaintSovereign

Main Disc. Thread - Primal Romance - #35 by ouroboros

Main Disc. Thread - Primal Romance - #11 by ouroboros

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I used a voice to text app to write this out. Not formatted or edited. Might do later. Might not,. Just reflections and learnings on my social confidence. The TLDR is I went to see a movie with 20 actors and felt a bit of social insecurity. Reminded me of being in high school and being best friends with the popular kid, without actually being popular myself, and how much I felt like I had to try too hard just to fit in when I was his Plus-One at parties. But I was able to pick apart what the actual insecurities were and where they came from, which gives me a lot to work with. Also explains my DD recon in more depth.

A friend of mine had a role in one of the big movies playing in theaters right now, so me and 20 of his friends went and saw it in theater together. The theater wasn’t too packed, the movie released a while ago, so every time his face came on screen, all of us would cheer, and any time his character did something bad, we would all boo at him. It was fun.

But hanging out with 20 actors, some legit, some aspiring, brought up old social insecurities, I started talking to my fiancé about them. And I had more realizations about how my experiences being bullied in high school affected the way that I see the world socially. Pretty much everything that I realized are the things that have been affecting me socially for the last decade and I’ve never been able to articulate or understand. I have no idea what product exactly helped me with these realizations. I assume it was Emperor Daddy, but I’m just happy I’m having them. I realized that hanging out with my friends’ friends felt like all the times in high school that I was invited to a party only because my popular friend was invited to a party. I was kind of a loser in high school, but my best friend was the number one most popular guy in school, so he would get invited everywhere and he wouldn’t go to any party without me. But that put me in a situation where I was attending parties that I wasn’t really invited to, and everybody at the party didn’t really know me and I didn’t really know them. Whenever I went to one of these parties, I would constantly be walking up to people trying to talk to them. I was actually quite socially confident, but I didn’t have anything in common with these people and they didn’t really know why I was there and I didn’t really know why I was there. So, those conversations very rarely went anywhere. I eventually put the nail in my coffin by starting to believe that nobody liked me and I wasn’t good at meeting new people. Which made my socializing start to be needy. In reality, it wasn’t that I wasn’t good at meeting new people, it’s just that I was in strange environments that I probably never would have chosen for myself personally. And hanging out with my actor friend felt kind of the same way. I was the friend of the actor, I was the only non-actor in the group, and everybody in the group knew each other intimately well and had for years. And then I was this outsider just tagging along. I was having good conversations with people last night, but when they ended or if they fizzled out or if I felt like I was being fake trying to keep the conversation going, it triggered all those old memories. Of not being the cool kid but trying to fit in in high school. And not the memories as in the memories, just the memories as in similar feelings.

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Should I join the skool games?

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@Lion

Esse quam videri is a Latin phrase that translates to “to be rather than to seem”

Beautiful.

Shoutout to @x3m for naming his custom this.

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came back from a 10-day vipassana meditation retreat, had an outrageous amount of insight and clarity into my life.

a vipassana retreat is like the equivalent of running DRR + RoM + Sanguine: Elixir for 6 months straight.

DRR because it heals EVERYTHING, RoM because it helps you deeeply understand the inner workings of your mind, and Sanguine: Elixir because every single day of the retreat, I was able to observe my thoughts ruminating and becoming extremely emotional about topics farther and farther back in the past. First I was ruminating over things that happened this year, then I healed them via meditation, then I ruminated to last year, then 3 years ago, then 7,

Now i’m scheduled to speak with a counselor about the things I was thinking about on the last day of the retreat, relationships I had when I was 15 (first girlfriends, losing my virginity, getting cheated on) that I didn’t realize could be at the heart of my entire style of relating (less than ideally) over the last 15 years.

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New cycle, nov 4 - nov 24

day 1: EmpD - 3 mins, LE 5 mins
day 2: TWTP - 2m20s

I’ve decided to switch to a 21 day listening CYCLE, meaning 16 listening days, with 5 days off.

This cycle started off a little weird, but long term, this is the pattern I’m testing.

Week 1

M: 30s LE
Tue: 3 min EmpD/TWPT
wed; Rest
Thu: 30s LE
Fri: 3 min EmpD/TWTP
Sat/Sun: Rest

Week 2:

M: 30s LE
Tue: 3 min EmpD/TWPT
wed; Rest
Thu: 30s LE
Fri: 3 min EmpD/TWTP
Sat/Sun: Rest

Week 3:

M: 30s LE
Tue: 3 min EmpD
wed; Rest
Thu: Rest
Fri: Rest
Sat/Sun: Rest

That way I get to run a subliminal EVERY monday/tuesday no matter what, making it very easy to remember and fit in to the calendar, and since monday is the busiest day of the week for me, I always get to be supported by an LE microloop on monday mornings without worrying about ending washouts early

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@SaintSovereign

@Fire just dropped some incredible new ideas and tech for EoG that’s sending things in a new – but novel, innovative and shocking direction. Shouldn’t increase development time, but there’s a possibility that we’d need a few more days to incorporate those things.

So, the bad news is that we’re unable to set definite release dates for now. Good news is – EoG is going to be absolutely incredible. So incredible, that with this new idea that @Fire dropped, I may actually drop my Khan Black stack and switch to EoG + Limitless + LBFH for awhile.

wowowowowowowow exciting

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Looking forward to EOG a lot

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connections keep coming

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really glad @realitysmith tagged me in this i had no idea this is what iron frame was about.

@Realitysmith

"Hello,

Thanks for reaching out to us. Iron Frame is designed to reinforce and solidify your core beliefs, resilience, and inner strength, which naturally has a positive impact on any other subliminal modules or cores you’re running alongside it, like Wanted.

While Iron Frame’s main focus is on grounding and strengthening your inner foundations, it can definitely support and “lock in” the positive beliefs introduced by other modules. For example, if Wanted is instilling the mindset that you’re attractive and sought after, Iron Frame helps by providing a solid foundation for these beliefs to take root. Over time, this reinforcement makes it easier for you to fully embody and project those qualities with confidence and stability.

So, yes—running Iron Frame alongside seduction modules can deepen and anchor those attributes, making them feel even more natural and unwavering.

I hope this helps! Please feel free to reach out again for any other questions. We’re always happy to help!

Kindly,
SubClub"

Awesome

I have been saying all week that I am starting to realize i don’t trust myself to make big decisions because I don’t truly understand what i need, what i believe, and where my beliefs are coming from - aka i understand what my beliefs but not always whether they come from abundance or scarcity thinking. Sounds like this would give me more certainty.

Thx RealitySmith!

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Listening since washout

Day 1-4, I listened to EmpD or Limitless, and i also microlooped TWTP and my Chosen/IC custom with jobseeker.

Day 5-7: rest

Day 8 (Monday): 7min EmpD, 3min LE. EmpD at higher loop time had more obviously noticeable results on influencing other people’s opinions of me. Felt smooth, no recon from the one-time long loop.

Day 11 (Thursday): 7min EmpD, 1:30 min Chosen/IC-custom

Day 13 (Sat): 3min Chosen/IC-custom, 7 min EmpD

Day 15 (mon) 1 min LE

Day 17 (wed) 3 min True Social, 1 min Chosen-IC-NWE

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My most recent Emperor Daddy results (posted in the main thread.)

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Amazing how consistent the empd experience is.

I’m 29 for those who care.

Im experiencing

• The emotional control
• intense reflections on how I hadn’t utilized my previous years to their fullest, which comes with some regret and sadness, but is followed by an intense motivation to utilize the next 10 years of my life to their fullest.
• I shaved a mustache for movember and am non-ironically LOVING it.
• am thinking of career switches in which I get to be in a more nurturing and mentoring role. Teaching, counseling, helping high schoolers attend uni. I had been thinking about this pre empd as well but as I’ve been listening consistency, I’ve found more confidence in this idea, both in terms of how much I’d enjoy it, and in terms of brainstorming ways to make a high income living despite a traditionally low income industry.
• I’m productive
• I have great leadership and especially among younger people, like 21-25, it’s almost like a Chosen-style positive leadership, not a dominant Emperor/khan/GLM:CO style.
• have been engaging a lot in learning and improving my fashion. Got my first ever compliment for being “fashionable” in normal ish clothes. (Looking like a tryhard will get u comments on ur clothes but isn’t true fashion, from what I’ve been learning. True fashion is looking great in normal clothes, well assembled.)
• not just emotional control as in non reactivity, but also greater self understanding of who I am and what makes me happy

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Wowowowowowowoowow I have NEVER felt so conf8dent in my appearance in my entire life. God bless EmperorDaddy.

The fashion is not just becoming timeless but I’m understanding fashion in general and becoming much more confident in fashion and general appearance.

And I’m wearing a mustache now and rocking it like a 30 year old king.

And I bought a very subtle gold chain and went out in a black shirt black pants and this little gold chain I felt AMAZING.

I’ve even identified the one part of my look that could be improved - I need to mew

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In general it’s crazy how many job offers i’m getting since starting EmpD. Easily 2, sometimes 3, a week.

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I normally never watch self development content on YT. I just have “been there done that.”

But lately I’ve really been interested in content related to basic fashion (check out Wanhee) and social skills, especially relating to listening and asking questions

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Getting back into thinking about all of the areas of life and growth that I wanted at20 but “couldnt” do because of the BS stories I told myself. Realizing I can do them now.

Law school.
PHD in psych.
Basically just advanced education.

EmpD inspiring me to live the life I want without limitations.

Also inspiring me to go back to school to hang with younger girls (half kidding)

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I’ve been thinking about TWTP a lot. I can tell the leadership and “effortless authority” scripting inside of EmpD is being tested.

People often say that they get “shit tests” on Khan.

I disagree. I feel like I know exactly what this is.

I've been getting "shit tests" in subtle ways

(except in a TWTP type of way, not much of a Khan type of way, as EmpD relates to leadership more… or at least that’s what I’M gearing it towards).

But I’ve always been getting them, I just haven’t noticed them, and haven’t even had the skill/foresight/ambition to try and win those shit tests/power games.

So i’ve gone from a position of being unaware that i’m losing power games → being aware that i’m losing power games.

I do feel like adding TWTP to the stack, but I’m going to follow my own advice and remember that if I start running one title (empD) and all of a sudden start getting the desire to run another title (TWTP), that is just my subconscious mind reprioritizing elements like power-dynamics-awareness because it’s already getting massive power-dynamics-awareness because of my EmpD run.

Also, thanks to @viktor’s idea that presults are just your ability to execute subliminal objectives that you’ve read, but haven’t actually subliminally listen to, I’m going to read the sales page of TWTP a few times and maybe even pull out the 48 laws of power, to push more conscious guidance towards power dynamics and leadership.

It’ll take a place in my stack in 2025, but right now, I’m going to be transitioning from EmpD/LE to EmpD/Limitless followed shortly after by EmpD/Limitless/Chosen-IC-Custom (because that custom has job seeker and inner circle and NWE so it’ll help me find a great job, and then chosen/limitless/empd will help me sell like a god.

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I feel more “unfolding” from Emperor Daddy than I have from any other subliminal (apart from revelation, ofc). I do nothing and the wisdom of EmpD effortlessly unfolds to reveal itself. I guess extra unfolding was the best way to implement the mining-your-past-for-wisdom scripting. @Niles @demian @Azriel at do you think about this?

And the more I run EmpD, the more I feel the pain of not running TWTP. Had another few instances over the last 2 days where I was able to understand the social dynamics better (thanks to EmpD) but knew I wasn’t the most powerful, respected, or highly regarded.