Alot of processing and reflection and recon.
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2 more pull requests done. I’m hoping to finish the backlog this week 🫡
Goals are on my mind. What goals do I have. Concrete. Not vague.
Gotta treat goals like a damn software project, with requirements, refinement of requirements, user stories, tasks, acceptance criterias, definition of done, testing and many more. 
My god dude, is there any thing hotter than artsy girls? Got the random opportunity to follow a friend as a assistant to this ai fair at a prestigious university and man. I felt that every woman there gave me a deer in headlights look. 
Literally, it was so chill and intimate. It felt like I woke up in a dream world where no fakeness is needed. No masks. It reminds me of a friend who talked about Greenes power stuff. Where in the really cool places you gotta stop that because they operate on a whole different paradigm. No games. Just chill authenticity. Anything else is weird and creepy.
A breath of fresh air.
There’s levels to this stuff and I’m glad I got 1st hand experience. This is where we going! I’ve only heard about it, the “glass wall”, the “secret society”. But now I felt it and experienced it for an hour or two.
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Hit the gym tonight. Long time no see. I loved it.
Felt like coming home. 
Had tough recon this weekend, but it’s finally cleared and I feel awesome.
Cheers for tomorrow and the week to come. Let’s crush it!
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Gym feels great! 
In QiGong they talk about you feeling the chi as tingling or numbness in the fingertips. I feel this working out. Interesting.
Anyway, working my butt off coding. Breaking down walls. Dissolving blockages through awareness, journaling and action.
Not much to say. Keep going. Next week the third cycle is finished. It’s been awesome.
But I feel like things are just starting to happen. Even though that’s not true. Things have been happening, no doubt. Point is, 3 months is not enough mate.
We keep going.
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There’s a company, 100 employees, plus a manager.
You’re the (conscious) manager.
The 100 employees is your subconscious.
Your job is to make sure everyone’s happy, are on the same page and working towards common, clear and measurable goals.
That is all, part 1.
“It’s about removing stuff, not adding stuff.”
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If I was a rockstar in the 80s I’d start a band called
Recon & Coping 
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Customer obsession
Working 16 hours like it’s nothing.
(Just kidding, I’m insane)
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I’m thinking of new subs. I know I’m about to hit a new level. This is a sure sign of coping. The final frontier of the next level. This time I’m ready.
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My drive is insanely high. I wish I could work 16 hours everyday, but I can’t. I have other priorities as well. Which is interesting because I used to just try to get by.
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I had a really interesting realisation around recon and growth. Something I’m still exploring, but it’s key. If I can handle recon like a champ I can grow like a champ.
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I’ve started to work out, which is awesome.
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I’m tired every morning but I still am motivated to work my butt off. Tired because I work hard and still neglect good sleep hygiene. Lol it’s going to bite me in the boom soon.
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I swear I feel like every girl at work has a crush on me. It’s weird. I think I’m delusional, but that’s ok.
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I can stay PMO free now for 10-15 days at a time and when I engage in it I only do it for once or twice. Big difference, but not where I want it to be.
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I got handed the responsibility of the second most prioritised part of a software project. It’s stressful but a great opportunity to learn and prove myself. Challenging because it’s my second week in the project, in a complete new domain.
Anyway, mostly inner game stuffs like drive, action and overcoming limits.
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Got invited to do an interview for my company.
Also, worked through massive recon and boy do I feel confident. 
Shuffling through the project. I was too eager and went too fast. But lessons learned. I ahea already know how to tackle the next project like a pro.
I’ve realised I’m on this road now, but I finally get why saint and fire recommend one to start with Genesis or Ascension before jumping in a beast like emperor. It’s too ruthless. You need to build some confidence and deal with some minor issues related to status and personal power before. You need to build some self-esteem, some other prerequisites. Because emperor will come at you hard, and from all angles, and you’ll just be miserable and probably quit.
Why? Start slow!
Slow is smooth. Smooth is fast!
Look at everybody, including me, walking in circles for years, not going anywhere.
You won’t listen of course.
I know I didn’t.
I will however stick this through, just incase this is just recon trying to make me change path. But next time, best believe I will go smooth.
I refuse to be a broken record.
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"As long as there is hope, I should be brave enough to do it. Only an overwhelming benefit can cause me to go forward relentlessly. Fortune and risks come together, why should I go slow and steady to build my foundation? I want to ascend to heaven in one step! That’s right, this is the plan! Death without a proper burial if I fail, fly into the sky like a dragon if I succeed, and pave the way for my future plans. Hehehe, hahaha, life is but a few hundred years, it is all a grand gamble!” - from my all-time favourite book, Reverend Insanity
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He sounds insane! Just my kinda guy lol
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he is
highly recommend the book to everyone, it’s one of the best things I’ve read, the mc is insanely ambitious, hard working and has an interesting philosophy. Also he’s evil af lol
(I just want to discuss Fang Yuan stack with someone…)
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Emperor giveth and emperor taketh.
In 5 days we start cycle 4. 
I got some 15-20 goals of things I don’t like about myself or my life that I’ll be grinding on. I’m going to do a deeper audit as the journey treks ahead in the next cycle, to refine what I really want and what my ideal version and lifestyle is.
Also my mindset around recon is changing. Still learning about it, but I’m getting a better understanding it overall.
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Are you a person that knows a-lot about hammers or are you a person who have alot of experience getting things you achieve with hammer?
Are you a someone who knows alot of history or are you making history?
Don’t mistake the tools or knowledge for the actual result.
Use the tools wisely.
Be wary of the tools and knowledge you have ends up owning you.
This is an example or easy way to spot: when you pick subliminals before you have clear goals. Then you pick goals based on the subliminal. It should be the other way around.
The subliminal ends up owning you, or rather, you let it own you.
Wake up. Grow up. Take responsibility.
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I feel like a hot chick.
Plot twist!
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bro i loved that webnovel. mc is awesome
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