EmpERROR - Every great Khan was once an Emperor

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#224

  • Got asked to be the front guy at an recruitment event we’re holding. :sweat_smile:

  • I’m supposed to share what I learned from a conference to colleagues, hold a presentation. I’m nervous, but I can’t not push forward and face it all.

  • I’m on edge, I can tell I’m going through some recon right now. Anxiety, fear and worry.

  • I had my first meet up today with the security group. Went well, they were cool.

  • I’ve signed up for a 4 hour course on security for software engineers.

Gotta just keep busy, stay present, take action, and trust the process. Learn as we go.

#225

Got the embedded main titles now. Listened to limitless + machine totality for 15 minutes. I repeat, the full loop and it felt smooth. We’ll see, the recon can come later. But it’s fine. It’s time to get real.
I haven’t run a full loop in a year or two. So this is interesting and exciting.

Feel super confident and capable.

:clapper:

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#227

I don’t know man. Embedded majors seems like the shiznit.

Me after running Limitless + Synergy: Machine Totality

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#229

Failure it’s part of life. It’s really a generalozed word that is not always fair to use, but nonetheless. We stumble, we fall, we get back up, we stabilize, we keep going, it’s part of life. Mistakes happen. Mistakes get rectified. Life goes on. Being stuck analyzing or being paralyzed by failure, or because of fear of failure is a trap and waste of energy and time. Go for it. Reap the wins and lessons and keep going.

Go on….

Another 15 minute loop of Limitless + Machine Totality. It’s awesome. I’ll push the other two embedded majors to 15 minutes as well next time. I can handle it. I want the growth.

Recon is winning. Recon is the way. In recon I trust.

I’ve become hyper aware of nudges and me acting upon them has gotten much better. These nudges could be what I need to do for the next level. I’ll just follow them, not blindly, but with pinch of faith, and a squeezed juice of common sense.

#230

I’ve realised with big boy subs you gotta make a commitment to run them for a year or more, no matter what.

Because switching subs is not the answer. Why? Because I see the pattern. The pattern is, growth inducing challenge appears, I’ll switch subs.

Don’t.

No matter what because it’s bs.

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#231

Success ceilings, recon and self-sabotage

You might not know but in software engineering there’s fewer females than males. It’s improving, every year, but it’s a very clear there is less females in not only work but also tech educations.

I was listening to a programmer podcast with only females and they mentioned they both had this preconceived vision of how a programmer looks, lives and behaves. They were both reluctant to start that university program. Now they have been in the industry are glad they chose this path and also glad they challenged their preconceived notions.

While there does exist anti-social, neckbeards, with low emotional intelligence, bad hygiene and childish demeanour. Many SWE are pretty cool, working hard, exercising, skiing, hiking and camping. The 80s hacker image from Hollywood is mostly bs.

This is like people wanting to become coders, but they have this pre conceived notion of what that is, and what Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X will turn them into. Forgetting that this is ZP and NSE, you will become your true potential and desires. Even if you don’t know what that means yet.

They might even experience the preconceived things. Simply because they are working through success ceiling and self-sabotage and limiting beliefs. Their beliefs and subconscious structures are transforming and this can be confusing and recon filled. Recon is also pretty confusing and complex thing.

This is similar to being worried that Emperor makes you antisocial or serious. You don’t know what you’re talking about.

It’s like poor people thinking rich people are stressed and work 18 hours a day. ” that’s not for me.” That’s a wealth ceiling.

From your current level, you can’t understand fully what people go through on a higher level.

What if they get rejuvenated and get joy from working hard? What if they feel better doing that than gaming? What if they just work smarter? What if they might work hard for 3-6 months then party in Bali for 6 months?

”No, they are just serious. You just know. You can feel it.” You’re right. Lol

Another example, obese family members think you’re starving and hurting yourself eating healthier and losing weight. Thinking you go around with hunger pains? Another success ceiling. When I lost 30 kg, eating clean, no refined sugar. A banana would feel and taste so sweet I felt slightly sick. When I was obese, I didn’t even think that banana had sugar in it. I was so used to bombard my body with sugar, fat and oil. How could I have known that a skinny person must be suffering if I did not get there and experienced it myself? After losing that weight, I ate so much and still kept the abs and I wondered God, how much do I have to eat (clean + weight lifting) to gain weight again? I was thinking obese people must be suffering because they must walk around with constant food coma and full belly pains. Funny.

It’s crazy, but ceilings are real. They feel real. Real or not, they keep you at bay, they might as well be real.

Anyway, just some random things I’m processing.

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#232

I’m in that wb horniness again lol

Getting way too much attention on empERROR. Don’t sleep on this sub my brethrens. It’s not just for hard work. A man with emperor drive can’t not be sexy and cool

Seeing all the success in the WB thread and I’m thinking if I’m getting this much attention on emp, what will happen on wb? It’s crazy out there bro…

Smh

Go to sleep you horny chimp

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#233

Intense recon. Sometimes we take one step forward, three steps back. 😮‍💨

Last week I had my tech presentation at work. And people said it went great. :blush: I asked for feedback after and the community lead sent me encouraging comments he get from people about the presentation. :muscle:

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#234

Some people reported getting more attention and success with women using emperor

Also with WB more than one cycle is needed to get results
So I’m not sure it’s better than what you are doing.
I’m for example want to try using emperor on my cycle with WB

I’m currently WB Limitless and Mind’s Eye

I use Limitless to study teach as well

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#235

Emp + WB is recon city. You don’t need more of that. Do you switch subs alot?

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#236

Sometimes yes.
However it was to understand and check what I needed…

I took a break from DRR1 to continue with DRR2 on the next cycle

Using currently Limitless+ WB without Mind’s Eye to check it before switching ME to DRR2 on the next cycle

A cycle before that was OG Wanted+ stark for the first 1.5 week then Limitless

Stark worked amazing for me and I even had a great bloom from Stark after stopping.

The reason I needed to and still need to use Limitless is because of Tech studies which is not easy.
I hopped Stark would have enough cognitive enhancements to tackle this problem but it almost has it.

Using Stark for half a cycle then limitless for the other half was one of the best decisions I made and it worked really well.

Now using Limitless I don’t feel the same cognitive abilities as I had when starting using this Sub…

A cycle before that was SB and WB with DRR1
It was too much so I needed to switch to Stark and Wanted with DRR1 for the next cycle

Before that I finish KB stopped on ST3 because I was not ready for it

And used some subs like Wanted primal PS for a cycle each

#237

Yeah, I understand. I don’t recommend WB + Emperor, it’s going to be rough.

Recon → switch subs → recon → recon fog → bad cognition → fomo → recon → switch subs → :infinity:

I recommend you pick 2 subliminals backing your goals (Wanted + Limitless), run microloops and don’t switch subs. Get control over your recon, hence why I recommend 2 subs and wanted instead of WB)

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#238

Can confirm also. It is a rough stack. Beyond me. Won’t be running it again. It worked though, but it wasn’t pleasant the other times.

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#239

Yes, their both expansive titles, dense, I think saint hinted that emperor is almost as expansive as WB.

If you’re going through recon running WB, trust me, emperor is not the answer you’re looking for. Switching subs is also not the answer. That causes more recon, which causes you to switch even more, which gives even more recon. Which might cause confusion and bad judgement, which can lead to you making even more bad decisions.

Look how crazy this is:

  • Guy lifts too much weight at the gym. Is super sore, tired, worn out and perhaps even slightly injured.
  • Guy decides to run a 10k the next cycle. Lifting heavy weights wasn’t for him.
  • Guys body is destroyed and in need of extended rest.
  • Guy decides to add in both a cardio and heavy weight lifting, believing this is the way. Now he works out twice a day, runs and lift weights. It sounds cool and like a good plan.

Does that make sense? No. Well, this is the decision making I do when I’m in heavy recon. It’s self- sabotage, perhaps even self-hate and madochism.

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#240

Learned that the hard way bro. I’m behind schedule on subliminal goals. This is also a synchronicity because I had this conversation with my Uncle earlier today. Formulated a business idea into action, and it’s related to this. Every bullet point just stated. He’s trainer, I’m Marketer, who has training skills, but it’s not my area, and I’ll be one of the trainees eventually. You’re right.

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#241

I’m glad you’re self-aware. I’m speaking of my own experience, and we’re all going through the same vision, to become legendary. There will be synchronicity. :raised_hands:

What are you running now?

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#242

Khan ST4 + Limitless + Godlike Masculinity: The Commander.
Hell yeah man. You will be legendary. Your name is Risky hahaha… you’re going to do the grand shit no one else dares to do, and I’m here to see it bro. So far the recon hasn’t slapped me in the face. I’m really leaning into Limitless. The gratitude and beauty scripting on it is amazing. I felt a little depressed for 1 year, so the solution was to make life harder with Khan and more demanding scripting :sweat_smile: :rofl: :joy: . Unseriously serious. It actually worked out better than expected. The first exposure of Limitless, it was RoS/CWON-esque. I felt great basking in the sun, and it’s like fuck… what are you complaining about? You have all this shit right now available. You were partying with royalty in 2023. You have a modest home, that’s actually not modest at all because Limitless sent me to my answer trail where I ask deep questions and investigate and I found little fires everywhere where homeless people survived through this terrible storm. I felt so grateful for what I have and it’s been working in tandem with the alpha subs, manifesting in a more humanitarian way. I’ve felt at odds with those values, and really angry, but Khan is expressing differently right now because all it’s doing is taking the framework I already have built and boosting it x100000 while Limitless allows a degree of latitude on the flexibility of these mental structures. I feel my personal power surging on this stack. I don’t feel a need to interfere with others. I want to love and help people I notice. Though the competitive and winning the game of life streak is there, and strong as ever.

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#243

That’s awesome man. Khan and limitless must be op :raised_hands: I’m probably switching to khan once I’m done here too :slight_smile:

Khan is challenging, but worth it if you stick to it. :slight_smile: keep up your graphical journal, it’s a breath of fresh and creative air.

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#244

I’ve noticed something lately and that’s I know for a fact my work ethics is through the roof. I used to use every excuse to be off work and game or whatever. But now I go in to work not giving a f, running on low sleep and a flue or cold. I can’t wait for Monday.

I also take more initiative and always end up with the right team members. Not all of them have the same work ethic, but at least one has. I’m friends with the ballers at my company, the ones who get things done. I’m friends with cool colleagues in all departments. The cool marketing chick, the cool management guy, the great agile shaman, the most experienced dev, etc. I feel lucky. Yet, I know I’m taking action as well, and running the subs. But it feels that I didn’t anything special, hence feeling lucky. Could be a hint of imposter syndrome too, refusing to take credit.

I’m also thinking long term.

I need to be better at recognising the wins, because that anchors the trust in the process. Which it’s important to stay consistent.

My favourite quote this year is that the best guys are usually just the last ones standing, as in they show up consistently. So long term consistency is key.

” You’re going to be somewhere in 10 years, why not also have a black belt?”

The quote was from a jujitsu master. But it can be applied to anything. Be patient, think long term, be consistent and show up.

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