Emperor's Redemption

Journals - Major Programs
#81

Today I felt pretty much no aggression whatsoever. Maybe because it’s a rest day. I didn’t feel quite as happy go lucky today either but still pretty blissful nonetheless. I will say though that I kept thinking of hilarious shit and laughed so hard that I spent the first hour of work goofing off. I calmed back down eventually though and became productive. Somehow my numbers reflect me being more productive today, even though I worked harder yesterday.

Also noticed a lack of fear too. Just noticed too that I didn’t run into any idiots so there was no need to put anyone in their place. Next week I’ll be doing 3 loops daily to see what effects I get.

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#82

Main thing I noticed today (2nd off day) is that my normally assertive “Alpha Female” sister seems to be referring to me in more of a submissive manner. A sign to me that my masculinity seems to be subconsciously growing and felt outwardly. My ex and her BF also left it up to me to speak with my Daughter yesterday and handle her discipline in regards to her not paying attention in class the whole day.

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#83

Update:

I’ve decided from this moment forward that any decision I make will be made in accordance with my philosophy of self-empowerment. If it is a move that does not contribute to my self empowerment on a mental, emotional, physical and/or spiritual level, then it is not a move that will be made. This will require much needed introspection, reflection, and identification of intent prior to making a decision. I’m good at thinking before I act, but this realization has come from from me realizing there are certain choices I’ve made unconsciously…even recently that would’ve worked out better had I simply prioritized my own self-empowerment above all else.

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#84

Something really wants me to manifest this custom subliminal. Right after I finished running some loops this morning I had a eureka moment which allowed me to hatch a scheme to obtain my custom 8-10 weeks earlier than expected.

As for today I’m low on energy but still got out of the house and worked out. Got 2 very long stares from women at the park.

#85

Have you checked out Quadpay–even if you only get $200 credit,
you can save you $150 on the initial purchase if you buy your modules and/or build separately.
So say a 20 module with Q build is $400 - you license around $200 worth of modules on one order, and then the remaining modules and build on another. So your putting down $250 total in that day, and paying down $150 over the next 6 weeks.

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#86

My QuadPay credit is past $200 already so basically I’ll be licensing modules with my own money (and money from a couple other sources), and financing the building of the custom at Terminus strength with QuadPay.

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#87

Sounds like your set, looking forward to hearing how the custom goes.

#88

Shit me too lol

#89

Like I said before. Lots of changes I see. Are you going to run this for at least a year this and/or your custom when built?

#90

Once my custom is built I plan to run it for 8 weeks straight, take a 7 day break, and then add on anything that may help round out or boost my results according to where I’m at after that first cycle. I’d love to run a name-embedded version of the main Emperor program once that option is available but my custom will be my priority. I’ll be running my custom between 40-48 weeks total with 7 day breaks every 8 weeks to help my mind assimilate and execute. If I haven’t even come close to mastering ALL the material in my custom, then I’ll happily go beyond even that.

There is something I just can’t explain about how strong of a pull I have towards this custom. Just to test my subconscious, I purposely try to tempt myself to either look at something else I want to buy, or even look back at the Q store to see if I should swap out any modules or take anything off the list I have built. My subconscious can be very stubborn, but never have I experienced it being IMMOVABLE. Granted, it took some time and analysis to get it to this point in regards to the custom, but it’s like this is the most confident I’ve ever been about a decision. Interesting to see how this all ends up playing out.

#91

Update:

Normally don’t share this since it happens all the time but I tend to see repeating numbers every single day and have so for the past 2 years. Today I’m seeing an unusually high amount of instances of repeating 5’s, which symbolizes communication from the universe that huge life changes are about to occur.

Currently the increased number of loops for EQ have me feeling pretty even-keeled, no reconciliation felt today, although there was a bit of it last night that manifested in the form of a slight headache, which went away after a meditation session.

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#92

Numbers are everywhere.

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#93

Had to quickly put a patients daughter in her place earlier for acting entitled. I understand she wants care for her mother but I made it perfectly clear that I have dozens of patients I’m expected to work with on a daily basis.

What was new about this particular confrontation is that once it was over, my point was made, and I steered the interaction where I wanted it to go, I held on to the anger. But for one, it wasn’t as deep as it had been the past couple months, and two, I could feel my subconscious working quickly to try and bring me back under control. I even heard a voice in my head saying things like “remember, you’re making choices to strengthen your personal empowerment”, and “let it go, let it go, it’s over now so just let it go”.

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#94

Idk what happened but somehow I just accidentally did 6 EQ loops. I set a timer in the app to stop playing after 3 hours. No wonder I woke up so damn hype and ready to seize the day. Damn I hope this doesn’t come back to bite me in the ass. Guess I’ll have to observe what happens and take an extra rest day this week if necessary.

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#95

Hmm ok so notable things from today:

  • Energy was initially high for a few hours after waking up but then I got super horny and “released”. Built the lost sexual energy right back up after a while though.

  • Started getting neck pains and an oncoming headache out of nowhere.

  • Decided against doing anything productive today.

  • I can feel my ego rebelling, most likely out of fear.

Well the bright side is that I know right now that 6 loops of EQ is too much for me. Being that I literally woke up and figured out 5 different financial safety nets for being able to get my custom by next week and still pay all my bills probably means that I won’t be on it much longer anyway. Feeling like I should take an unintended extra day to let my mind process the script. I’ll be taking all of next week off too which was already part of the plan. How the next 6 days pan out financially will determine whether or not I start my custom journey early, or forge ahead with EQ for a couple more months.

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#96

It would not be unintended if you do this!

#97

Can you elaborate?

#98

Woke up this morning an hour and 30 minutes ahead of my alarm. It seems keeping this custom on my mind is filling me with a physical; and even spiritual dopamine rush that I’ve never experienced before, I simply can’t explain why. It’s been easily over a year since I’ve felt excitement or anticipation even close to this for any reason.

I went through the entire Q store before logging in for work, just to cement into my mind, the contents of my custom. Visualizing myself, having already instilled the multidimensional qualities, traits, and mindsets that I aim to obtain by using it, and even feeling gratitude for having become a more supreme version of myself. I have no doubts on any level, or in any way, that the time of the “Ultimate Sovereign” is near.

Also woke up feeling relieved, feels as if my subconscious is communicating to me that it’s happy that I’m allowing it a break from subliminal audio input until September 6, 2020. To be honest, I began using subliminals in the middle of June 2017. My longest subliminal break since then has only been around 5-6 days. This isn’t just a break, but a vacation of sorts. In a way, I communicated with my subconscious that it best enjoy this, because we’re both going to a new level once we hit the ground running again.

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#99

Update:

I don’t know if my subC was waiting to finish processing execution until I took an extended break but here’s what I’ve experienced in the past few hours alone:

  • My productivity at work has been INSANE, not just high but absolutely unbelievable. I took very quick breaks here and there but usually I only set a limit of how much work I handle per hour, due to the job being so fast-paced. As soon as I clocked in, I said f**k the limit and tackled my tasks differently.

  • Right now I feel the unlimited energy module living up to it’s name. My energy is matching my drive and it’s a beautiful feeling.

  • My assertiveness is on full blast.

  • My discipline is the highest it’s felt in a couple weeks.

  • Decided to stay away from social media for a few days

  • A family emergency that was threatening to eat into my savings has begun to work itself out, meaning I should be able to continue with my plan of getting ahead financially.

  • According to my calculations so far, I’ll be able to proceed with ordering my custom tomorrow.

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#100

Custom has finally been ordered. I now feel a calm satisfaction. Couldn’t sleep much last night and I’ve been dreaming all night. Can’t remember the last time I even had dreams.

My final dreams for the night was a sex dream that was on a loop. Once I realized the same thing kept happening over and over, I snapped myself out of it and woke up before it could become a wet dream. First dream I’ve had about sex in years if I remember correctly. Guess EQ is processing even more than when I was actually running it, strange how that works.

Subclub is the first sub producer that seems to have such a buildup effect. one day they really just may put out programs so dense that most people could only handle one loop a week.