I think they already have. The Terminus squared seems to be that dense and intense. 
I believe it too.
It would seem as if a grounded sense of aggression is becoming my new norm. Thought at first it was just reconciliation in a mild form over the past few days but no, this sense of being ready to respond to “danger”…or rather being ready at any moment to assert my personal power when needed is becoming a more dominant state of mind and being within me. I’ve felt it from the time I’ve woken up, all the way until now. Feels like I’m more serious than usual but that’s fine.
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Just got into a short altercation with someone. Not sure if this is in EQ scripting but my anger automatically began to transmute into a calm and joy-like energy. I’m sure it helped that I also didn’t see the person worth arguing with.
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Not sure what happened last night but I got a bad headache, got rid of it, and then it came back. Reconciliation perhaps? In any case, this is my last planned week for my subliminal break. Hoping my custom will be delivered in time.
Today, I woke up tackling and attending to ALL aspects of my health. Right before I got out of bed, I felt my heart begin to “glow” as if some type of love energy were injected into it. According to an Instagram page I follow, they’ll be energy condensed into heart and 3rd eye chakras today, so I suppose that’s no coincidence.
So far I’ve felt very happy and motivated today. Work has been slow so I’ve actually been using some free weights around my home in-between orders, since I’ve made a conscious decision to burn off any excess fat left and build muscle. Also told my sister let’s go workout in the park once we’re off work today.
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Went 5 whole days with no subliminal input. Woke up in the middle of the night and it’s like my subconscious was begging me to run something, wouldn’t even let me sleep. I finally decided to play 3 hours of libertine overnight. Felt hot chi initially and then after 30 minutes I fell back to sleep. Woke up tired initially, and then I felt more sensitive to all the different energies around me. An hour later, I developed a huge appetite for both sex and food. Currently snacking my ass off. I’ll work to burn this all off later. Probably eating so much to help fuel the aura of libertine.
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Just jumped out of my sleep. Lately I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night between 2:22 and 3:33 am. Jumped up when I realized that I was having a dream where a new lobby was being built for my job’s building and a certain event happened.
Over the course of a couple days, I remember socializing in the dream and somehow being seated in it permanently next to a certain supervisor. Me and this supervisor as pretty cool, and she’s very beautiful but I don’t see her in a sexual way. That’s how I knew I was dreaming when we started licking and kissing on each other’s necks and whispering sweet nothing’s in each other’s ears.
Pretty certain my mind may still be processing the 3 libertine loops I finished running around 24 hours ago.
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Got word that my custom should’ve delivered by tonight. I wonder if I’ll be able to resist starting a few days early lol.
Ran a loop of libertine this morning upon waking and my libido was off the charts. Had to go to a doctor’s appointment at the VA clinic. One thing I noticed is how repulsed I was at most of the people’s energy. My skin wasn’t necessarily crawling but when I detected someone with a weird vibe; and there was quite a few, I would become aggravated until they left the vicinity.
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Custom came through, this journal is officially closed.