- Dang it. Just days after I order a new custom they make the experimental build available for customs.
I’ll keep watching everyone else’s results for a little while and decide if I want to do stage two in that build.
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You serious? I literally just ordered my new custom on Friday.
What’s your custom module list for the manifestation monster? Curiosity is killing me.
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This is what I had. I think I’m going to add a couple of things I put into RICH Elite and play with it a bit more before it’s final.
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- RICH Elite arrived today so I’m going to give it a first run tomorrow night. I’m feeling pretty good about this one.
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- I was walking into a business today and this girl who was standing outside collecting for a charity or something spontaneously complimented me on the flannel shirt I was wearing and asked me where I got it. She was cute in a freaky green haired kind of way.
That doesn’t happen normally.
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- I just got done with my loops for tonight including the first run of RICH Elite. I didn’t particularly feel anything, but RICH is pretty much a fire and forget sub anyway so I’m not sure what I would feel. It did feel smooth. There was no sense of resistance like I sometimes get when starting a new sub.
I do notice that I’m not as stressed about money as I was earlier today. I have a sense that things will work out even if I don’t have much of a clue as to how at the moment.
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- OK, now this is odd. I was in the hospital for another surgical follow up for the wife today and a second person complimented the flannel I was wearing. Same shirt. This time it was a sergeant with their security and while they appeared to have something going on.
This is really odd. I’ve had this shirt for years and no one has ever said anything about it out of the blue.
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The shirt doesn’t make the man. The man makes the shirt
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Today was our tenth anniversary. We went out for a nice dinner at the first plane we went when she moved in with me.
It was a great time. I low key, well, didn’t exactly hit on the waitress, but I joked with her very smoothly. She was amenable to that and had the personality for it herself. We just had fun, I guess you could call it flirting.
She wound up telling me some pretty personal stuff.
I don’t know exactly what that was, but there was some kind of connection there. She was cute and about twenty years younger than me too.
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I do some of my best thinking in the shower.
Today I was thinking of all of the things that I want to be different in my life and thought I should write them down specifically.
You know like, I want a job that makes enough money to cover bills and leaves leisure time to do X, Y, and Z, I want X type of new motorcycle, ect. It’s mostly lifestyle stuff that relates to financial condition so I think that RICH Elite may have something to do with it. -
I was also thinking more about the ideas I had regarding visual subliminals. I don’t know where I’d go with that, but the ideas are persistently there and seem very good. That usually happens for a reason.
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- I seem to have hit the phase with stage one where it’s smooth sailing and it doesn’t seem to be doing anything. I know from experience that that doesn’t mean that it actually isn’t doing anything or that I’m done with it. It does mean that it has kind of finished with its work on the level that its on.
If I were to run it for a significant amount of time more, it would eventually drill down to and clear even deeper issues.
I would, but I am going to be moving forward to stage two on schedule.
I’ve hit the good enough for now stage.
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**10/31/22 STAGE 1 CYCLE 4 WEEK 2**
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Today has been aggravating. I went to an appointment this morning and while I was in the parking lot I backed into another car. Not much damage, but damn it it’s probably going to raise my insurance rates which are ridiculous even with a perfect driving record. Maybe not, I don’t know.
Then, I didn’t realize that I had left my phone at the appointment until I got home. I had a hell of a time getting ahold of them to figure out they had it, then drive all the way back down there.
This left me without much time to sleep before work and I’ve got to take the wife to an appointment in the middle of the day tomorrow, so that’s going to suck.
I realize that both of these things are my fault, but that makes it more irritating not less. -
I did find out Tahiti a financial thing I was worried about isn’t as bad as I thought.
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- It’s almost time for me to order Stage two. I’ve got a question for you guys running the experimental titles. Should I get it made in the experimental format, or stick to standard ZP for now? What differences are you feeling?
Also, I’m considering swapping True Sell out for Wanted as my second core for the rest of the run. That might be more in line with my goals and I can always do True Sell or a custom with it in it as my second title if I need to.
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- I have another quandary. I need to bring in more money. My employer has gotten their shit together for the time being and has enough people so I’m not getting any overtime. Without that, I barely make enough to pay the bills.
There IS a possibility of us getting a significant raise in the next couple of months, but it’s no sure thing.
There is one thing I could do. The country that has my nearest major city needs corrections deputies very badly. I mean they’re desperate.
That’s good because it means I’m quite sure that I could get on easily and their starting pay is quite a bit more than I make now.
It’s bad because they’re desperate for a reason. Not to mention that there is a whole lot about corrections in general that sucks hardcore under the best of circumstances.
The county management is well, let’s just say not pro LE, and people are fleeing in droves. They’re below half staffing levels.
This could be a good thing though. If I can suck it up for a few years, the other shoe is likely to drop ans when it does, I’d be sitting pretty well with some seniority and some choice about what I do and where I go.
I’m not sure on this one.
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I bet Chosen would help immensely in that role. Establish you as leadership material from the earliest of your days there.
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Chosen and PCC. A lot of PCC. And not just for the inmates.
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Quantum Limitless too. For that thing of “knowing how reality works”
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QL is a long term plan. You know how I do four stagers.
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- I just applied to two jobs. Both of them are supervisor positions within the security industry. One is fairly low level and pays a bit more than I’m making now. The other is higher level and would take me into a more involved desk jockey type of position. That one pays a LOT more. It’s a lot of stuff that I don’t have any experience with. But Fuck it. I’m a lot smarter than many people I’ve seen in similar positions. I know the industry inside and out, and I’ve always thought that I could do much better in a lot of ways.
Besides which, I have the unfair advantage of being able to whip up a Limitless Chosen (or something) custom for the learning period.
No reason not to give it a try, it may not be what I’ve envisioned doing but it’ll let me support my family and fun activities better.
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- I did something tonight that I didn’t figure I’d ever do again. I looked up ex #3. That was the shortest relationship and also the one I painfully obsessed on the longest after it was over, and it was objectively the most painful. More to the point, it’s the one I caused myself the most pain over.
I figured out what was really going on with that while on DR (it really had nothing to do with her), and the residual pain seemed to be gone.
Why did I do it tonight then? Well, it was kind of like how you keep running your tongue over a wound in your mouth as it heals. Even after to kind of make sure that it’s healed. This time there was no pain.
I thought (yes this is somewhat pathetic) for years that I was powerless to beat the obsession with her, and that I would pine for her on some level until the day I die. This was a contributing factor to the many years I spent in some level of depression.
No. I’ve made it all the way to the other side.
After I realized that I feel pretty good. I’m a big believer in whatever doesn’t kill me makes me stronger, and I’m still standing after all that. That gives me renewed hope for improving my life from here.
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- Ok, Stage Two has been ordered. I made a couple of changes. Most notably I swapped out True Sell for Wanted.
I also added Alaxander’s Play and Extreme Exercise Motovation. I don’t recall what I got rid of for those.
It the Khan Wanted combo gets to be too much, I can get it rebuilt again.
I am getting this one built in the new experimental build as well since I’m seeing so many people loving it.
Only two more weeks until I get started with it.
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